After we got out of the bathroom there were several people standing outside. They were looking at us. Some were shocked, some tried to hide disgust. But I know that it's just jealousy. Or not. So maybe we were acting more like teenagers than adults by f*ck*ng in the bathroom instead of our home. But really...Who cares?

Michael and I only laughed and left. I know that everyone's probably already talking about it, but I don't wanna waste a moment of my life. When I'm old and see the younger ones having their fun at least I'd look back and remember when I used to do it, instead of getting jealous of them. So yeah. I'm gonna live it hard.

When we got back where we first were, long couches were already set up for everyone to sit for the movie. They were in rows.

I saw my mom and her boyfriend. She introduced us. His name is Gregory Martin. He's just a couple years older than her. I saw Nicolas. We hugged, talked.

I on the other hand didn't pass the kitchen. I craved so much. Too much actually. But I know it's because I'm carrying twins.

I said hi to all the workers in the kitchen. Differently I spoke a little with Ms Maria, Natalie and Sandra.

Someone I didn't expect got invited here.

Lenoy.

He was with someone. His girlfriend it seemed.

We didn't talk much. But I was surprised how much Michael talked to him. I didn't stay where they were. Maybe it's because Michael knew that I wouldn't made him talk to Lenoy, to keep him away from me, but in a smart way. I don't care if I maybe over thinking things. I know Michael. Maybe he doesn't wanna make a fuss because it's Christmas. But no matter what, he'll never want Lenoy as a friend. Not like Leon.

I saw Sara and Debra. Neither of them seemed to notice me. It felt a little uncomfortable, but I managed to convince myself that it was for the best. Something just doesn't feel right though. You know? Even though they aren't bothering me I expected to see a pinch of regret on their pathetic faces or at least a bit of hatred. But maybe they're just focusing on leaving my life alone.

I convinced myself not to think about them. They are avoiding me. That's a good thing.

After introductions with some of the people I don't know, talking to some I do know, played games I've never played before ( with kids too) and other stuff, by the time I realized, it was already night.

I know that I didn't want to be here, but I'm glad that I actually am. Because I feel so comfortable. I'm around most of the people who loves me and I have a loving, caring husband.

I went outside. As I predicted, it was indeed really beautiful out there. All sorts of different colours of pepper lights were shining brightly. The wonderful. soothing. cool air breeze. Ahhh god. It felt so amazing.

I made sure I took some pics of the mansion. I took some with Michael and I too. Eva, Nicolas, Monique and Leon, mom and her boyfriend, uncle Nathan, Amelia and Terry, Henry and Shelia, Jay Jay. Even Lenoy and Wendy. Others also took pics with whomever they wanted to. 

Wendy however, had been hanging out with me and Monique all night instead of hanging out with Sara. But I already asked her about that. She said Sara was already having fun with Debra and there's really nothing to do with Sara because she's already doing everything with Debra.

Sara is a bitch.

Lenoy otherwise, oh boy. I can see it in his eyes that he's still in love with me.

When he got the chance to talk to me without Michael beside me, he told me that he was slowly getting over me, but now that he's close to me again it felt like all the feelings he tried to bury dug its way back up.

There's something I like about Lenoy. Unlike Michael, Lenoy opened up to me about how he really felt ASAP (As soon as possible). Michael on the other hand took five years before he admitted it. But I know it's because of his stubbornness and determination, something Lenoy doesn't have.

Michael is tough. He will stand firm for what he believes in and the people he loves. But not Lenoy. Michael is the type of man I need.

"I love my girl no doubt, but you hold a place in my heart that can never be buried, maybe half the way but never completely". Were his exact words.

Maybe there was somewhere in me that loved Lenoy too. But it's like in me, he's in the same position as he placed his girlfriend..and Michael is where he placed. Me.

I admit. I lied about not loving Lenoy at first. He's sexy, intelligent, smart and totally handsome. Michael is all of that, but even more. I couldn't accept Lenoy because deep down Michael was somewhere in my heart. I can't admit to lenoy that I once loved him. It doesn't make any sense now because I'm married and in love with Michael. I always have been in love with him and always will be.

I allowed myself to fall for Lenoy when I thought that there was no space for me in Michael's life, but I did and it's like the little love I gave to Lenoy transferred to Michael making it complete. So maybe Lenoy felt that I had something for him and allowed himself to fall for me too. But I can never love him again now. Michael already filled that gap.

I made a huge mistake in the past which I'm still paying for everytime I look at Michael, but I've learned not to let it bother me, because at that time it happened, Michael wasn't in my life. So it's a bit easier to deal with.

We all occupied somewhere on the long couches. A huge white chart in front of everyone with a projector.

I'm sitting beside Wendy and Michael. Monique is with Leon and Daniel.

Wendy is to my left and Michael is to my right. Everyone is talking to whomever beside them, until the actions is ready to start.

I see Kim and Oneil talking to each other, while laughing.

I leaned over to Wendy. I've been wanting to ask her.

"What's it with Kim and Oneil?" I whispered.

"Hmmm. I'm not sure if I should tell you". She whispered back. She already gave me the answer.

"They fucked already didn't they?"

"How the heck do you know that?" She asked astonished.

I giggled.

"You just told me by asking me that".

"Your used psychology on me". I giggled.

"Not really. I just sensed it in the way he spoke to her earlier".

"How did you do that?"

"I...just know".

She sigh.

"Your something else. Well they aren't ready for anyone to know yet. Those two are always at each other. They would make it seem as if they want to kill each other, but it's really the opposite". I nod in understanding with a smile. Wendy smiled too.

All the lights shut off. The only light in here now is the one from the projector.

"I'm still horny". I heard my husband whispered. Remembering what we did earlier made me shut my eyes, as I feel my nipples harden, my vagina soaking and my heartbeat speeding up. I sit straight focussing on the screen, pretending that I didn't hear him.

"OK everyone listen up". Nicolas said standing in front of the projector. Soon Eva walked beside him.

Everyone quieted down. Focussing their attention on Nicolas and Eva.

"I hope everyone already placed their videos, and hope you made it exciting". Nicolas announced.

"This year we're adding another judge to the list. Akeilia". What? No Eva.

"Yes Akeilia. You, Wendy and Sara are the judges for this year. Judges aren't allowed to make any videos, so since you hadn't made one and you wanted to participate, I guess you wouldn't have a problem to be one of the judges". I'm trying to stay away from Sara, but look, now I'll have to talk to her on deciding the winner. Me and my big mouth.

"So..What do you say Akeilia?"

I put on a half-hearted smile.

"No problem. I'll do it".

I look at Wendy. She shook her head. As if she know that I'm now in the position I was trying to stay away from.

"Ok good. Everyone's name will pop up at the end of their videos, so you'll be able to know the names of the winners. There are only first second and third place winners. First place would receive ten thousand, second place five thousand and third place three thousand dollars. Judges would decide together the winner at the end of the video's". Nicolas announced.

Eva walked to us. She gave Wendy and I a pen and score sheets. I didn't look at Sara. She's sitting way at the end on the long couch behind me. I can feel her eyes piercing through my back. I've never done anything to her. Why can't she stop hating me?

Well all I know is that if she messed with me again. She's done.

Well I'm happy they didn't say we'd have to sit with each other. Even though I'm pretty sure we'd have to do that afterwards.

I sigh trying to relax myself. Your pregnant Akeilia. Relax.

The room is dark but I can still see what's written on the paper.

"Ok I believe we're all set. Let's begin now shall we". Nicolas said.

The first video started playing.

"Did you heard what I said earlier bambina?" He's like a ghost. No matter how much I tried to cast him away he just won't leave.

"Hmmm". I cleared my throat a bit not wanting it to be so obvious that I just moaned. Automatically. I didnt expect Michael to try something like this here.

"Michael what are you doing?" I questioned after I feel him slowly pulling my dress up. That was what sent chills down my spine which caused me to moan.

"There are people with sharp ears Michael. Perceptive people who can figure out what your doing".

"Hmm. I'm just...enjoying the show babe. What's the matter?" He pretended to be clueless.

"Hmm". I cleared my throat, again to hide the fact that I just moaned. He brushed his finger over my clit that's still under my pantie.

It feels so good.

"Shhh". He whispered.

I look at the video marking what I should, trying to block him out. He shift my pantie.

"Michael what are you trying to do?" I whispered. I feel myself soaking again. I shut my eyes after he started rubbing his finger over the outside of my vagina. I couldn't help this time but to open my legs a little wider.

"You h-have to stop Michael".

"Stop what baby?" He nibbles on my earlobe. Sucking slowly, before he shove his tongue in my ear. I move from reflex.

He quickly shove his finger in my wet vagina just a second after my reflex.

"Ahhh". Oh my god. I feel my walls clamp on his fingers. Why's Michael doing this to me now? We had sex earlier and truthfully I wouldn't mind doing it again. But now is just not the time.

He sped up and my walls started clamping again.

"I would ask you to moan louder but I know you can't do it here". He whispered then kissed my cheek.

Ohhh f*ck.

He pulled out and rubbed my clit a few times before pushing it back in, thrusting at a semi fast pace. It's not his hand that he's thrusting fast it's just his finger. He can't let anyone know that he's doing this to me.

I don't want him to stop.

I feel like I wanna cum already.

"Akeilia are you alright?" Wendy asked. Michael stopped.

I let out a breath I didn't realize I was holding, breathing a little heavier than normal. I'm on ecstasy right now.

"Yeah..Um. I'm fine". I marked on my paper with uncertainty. Michael distracted me. I didn't even read what I marked. I just did it for Wendy to focus back on the screen.

She focussed back on the screen. Michael continued to torture me. But this is good torture.

"If you keep this up I'm gonna cum Michael". It's true. Since the pregnancy I could cum in just five to ten minutes of intercourse.

He pushed another finger in. Shit.

"Michael". I gave him a warning tone. I'm getting close.

He thrust his extremely wet fingers in and out of me, playing with my clit everytime he exited.

Hold in your excitement. Don't moan.

I shut my eyes.

He sucked on my ear again.

"Michael". I breath out.

My walls began to clamp fast again as a familiar sensation and the feeling of ecstasy exploded through my whole body.

"Don't cum". He whispered.

"Too late for that. Ahhh". I quickly put the pen in the hand as the score sheet. I wanted to straighten my back and lift my head high to express myself, but I know someone would notice. Instead I gripped Michael's thigh really hard as my fluid flow out.

My eyeballs wants to roll over. I'm breathing hard and I pray that this video doesn't stop until I'm done, or everyone sitting close are gonna hear me.

"Hmmm". Yes.

I heard him groan a little later and I know I'm gripping him tight. Serves him right. He did this to me.

I shut my eyes tight.

"Ahhhhhhh". I breath out silently as I released the last of my orgasm.

Michael slowed down. He kissed my cheek. They may not be able to see him fingering me, but they have to see him kissing my cheek.

"I love you baby. I love to hear you scream and moan. Your smile. Everything about you is beautiful. I'm not gonna stop loving you. Ever". It feels so good to hear that.

I let go of Michael after I heard applause. He took his fingers out. Shit the first video is finished and I don't know what the heck to mark.

"Shit". I look at him indicating that he messed this up.

He kissed my cheek again.

"Don't worry. I was watching. Let me show you". He pointed out everything I should marked for. He was observing the video while pleasuring me. No wonder he didn't say much in the process. Gosh I love this man so much.

I smile at him.

"Your the best and I love you. Now please leave me alone. At least until the winners are chosen".

He chuckle.

"Alright love". He kissed me on the lips this time.

The other video began.

"Akeilia". I look at Wendy.

"Do you really think I wouldn't know what Michael was doing to you?" Wendy leaned over and said.

My heart leaped from embarrassment.

She giggled.

"I'm sitting right beside you I had to notice". She giggled again. I wish she'd keep it to herself. If it was Monique I would've just fanned her off, but I'm not use to Wendy like that.

"It's ok. Your secret is safe with me".

"This is embarrassing". I said low enough so only I could hear.

"Just focus now alright. And, don't be embarrassed. Trust me, I've done worst. But I want to you to focus because Eva takes this very seriously".

"Yeah. Ok". I nod.

Michael rest his hand on my thigh. I removed it. I know he's not trying anything again but I'm upset.

"Wendy knew what you just did to me. Its embarrassing. If you touch me one more time Isaac your gonna face the wrath of my pen. Keep your hands off".

"Ok". He surrendered.

"Your just so irresistible love". I showed him my pen. He chuckled then smirked.

"I'm just pulling your legs". I rolled my eyes and focus on the screen.

Some of the videos made me laugh, sad, some made me feel funny in the gut, as in weird.

I marked through few videos.

I looked down at my paper to marked one last time after this last video.

My eyes dilated when I looked back up. I have this funny feeling in my gut that makes me want to go to the bathroom.

Everyone gasped.

"Wha-". This...How?...

This one video got me speechless, shocked and a few seconds later, f*ck*ng angry!

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