You probably feel a bit ashamed now that you know if the baby had died it would've been Michael's. I don't blame you to think that. I would've too.

Please forgive my mistakes if there's any. I really wanted to update.

I came back to her to be apart of her life. I came back to regain the feelings she had for me in the past. Not to push her further away than she already is.

It hurts so much knowing that she slept with her manager. I have no regrets of involving the council in this. He need to leave.

I've been sitting here in my car thinking of an apology. I need to make this right with her. I'm the one who caused this in the first place. If only I'd keep my cool. I could've jerked off or something. This woman is driving me nuts.

Does she care about that manager? Does she love him? Will she choose him over me?

Shit all those thoughts are driving me insane. I'm so depressed. I love her. If I keep up the ruthless bad boy act she's gonna despise me. If she already hasn't.

I know it was wrong to hack her security system, but my curiosity hit maximum when she had us waiting for so long. Moreover the manager wasn't there. Later she came back inside all chirpy. Which was ironic due to the fact that she left angry, especially because of my presence. Strands of her hair was poking from the rest which I noticed was completely neat earlier. Her lip stick was missing and she had this glow on her face. I pretended to buy her excuse. I already had in mind what I was gonna do. That manager couldn't be that so persuasive just like that.

She probably thought that I wouldn't notice the difference, but she's suppose to know that I'm a very perceptive guy.

I'm not sure if she love me right now. She spent over five years avoiding me. I'm the one who forced myself back into her life, using my father. He's clueless to all this. I don't wanna tell him that we're not communicating. He's already disappointed in me for galavanting. Changing woman every now and again.

I have no problem to get women. I have everything they desire. Money, a hot body. You name it. But only one woman I truly desire.

I need to go back up there.

The parking lot it's almost empty.

Have I been sitting here that long?

I sigh.

I opened the door and got out.

Soon I'm moving towards her office. I don't see anyone in their work area. I hope she didn't left without me noticing. Shit, I forgot to check for her car outside before I came up here.

I opened her office door. Before I step inside I peeked in.

I walked in with a frown. Where is she?

Shit! Shit! Shit!

She left. Damn it!

I slump myself on one of the chair grieving. I should've turn around immediately.

I'm making myself miserable. I know I can't live without her yet I'm pushing her away from me. How do I deal with this!

I rub my hands over my head and tightly shut my eyes.

I frown before I open them. I look around the office. Slowly removed my hands from my head.

Is that music?

I stand from the chair. Where would music be coming from in this office. Then it came to me.

Having an idea of what could be the case I look at the walls. I have something just like that in my office. It's supposed to be sound proof.  They got good pay to do the work, yet they do crap.

I stopped searching when I realised that there are four lines on the wall. It shaped just like a door. There are no knob, no key hole. It looks just like the wall. The lines that I saw are very small. If I wasn't familiar with it I would've never seen it.

Maybe she's in there. Of course she is. The music is playing. But she could've left it on before she left.

Just shut up and go. You over think too much.

I found my way in. I was relieved when I saw her sitting at her bar.

I look around the place. Usually it's built with a closet and a bathroom. It's the boss private area differently from the home. So it's supposed to have every little thing a home requires. Ahhh there's a bed.

I look at her again, and that's when I realized that she's crying. She has a bottle of alcohol in her hand. I'm smart enough to know that she's sad about what happened earlier. I shouldn't have said certain things but I hate the way she's so protective of the manager. It got me messed up in the head and that's why I said those things to her. Even though it brought back bad memories, I wanted her to remember what we went through, and truthfully all I wanted was for her to see that I love her.

She put the bottle at her head. She look as if she lost in thought while tears keep streaming down her face. Her pretty eyes glowed in the darkness. That's what I don't get about her eyes. They are so...unique.

I walked a little closer. She still didn't notice me. I've always admired the way she looks when she's crying. I hate the tears, but I admire her beauty. I hated the fact that I'm the one who made her cry.

She's so beautiful.

She put the bottle at her head again. This time she continues to gulp. That has to hurt her throat. But whether or not it's not good for her.

I quickly walk up to her and snatch the bottle from her hand. She looks annoyed.

"I don't wanna see you like this". I remarked softly. I know she'd probably kick me out, but I just can't watch her do this to herself.

"Weeell I wanna beee like this". Damn she's drunk. I walked further to the counter and rest the bottle down.

I walked back to her side. I hope she's not too drunk. I need her to hear me out.

"Akeilia". I touched her shoulder. Here goes.

"I'm sorry for-".

"Walking out on me?. . .its fiiiine Lenoy. He's a jerk and always will be. I would've done the same. Even though I wish you'd man up to him". She giggle. She thinks I'm her manager? We don't sound alike. I can't believe she's so gone. She's looks at me but she sees Lenoy? Does that mean she's in love with or something?

Please don't be k bear.

What if I play along? Would I find out the truth?

Maybe I should. When she's sober I can't just walk up to her and ask her if she's in love with her manager. Maybe playing along would be the best thing to do. It isn't right, but at this point I don't care. I'm eager to find out.

"Hmm. Yea he's a big jerk. Don't stress about it ok".

"I know that. . .". She replied then stand.

"I know. . .that you like me. . .but I just wanna say something. I still love Michael". What? She still love me? She love me? I know she probably liked me, but love? This powerful feeling developed in my chest, and I know that it is my love for her that grew higher. I didn't even know that was possible. I thought all of the love I have for her was already there. All this while, and she said nothing about it?

Your no different Michael.

When I look back at her she was drinking from the bottle. Shit when did she take that up.

I grab it from her hand once more. That's enough for the night.

"Give me. Let me drink myself to death. I told you. . .that I love someone else. . .yet you still wanna be nice". I'm longing. I don't think I'll get a chance to talk to her properly when she's sober. My manhood is already hard for her.

I shut my eyes.

No Michael. You can't do this.

I look at her.

"That's because I am a nice person. You know. . .drinking isn't the only thing that you think relief stress". You weren't suppose to say that Michael.

I hold her waist and squeeze on it a bit. She feels so good and so sexy.

I urge for her even more when she didn't resist. I'm not gonna talk myself out of this. I love her. Tonight she's mine. I've always wanted her to be mine. I'm taking her.

I walk behind her. Bend my head at her ear. "Have sex with me". I whispered. I instantly got harder. I'm sure the veins are pulping up right now. I made sure to brace it on her so she'd understand my body.

"I told you that. . .we have to stop, Michael will find out an-".

"He won't I promise. Just this once and I won't bother you again". I whispered at her ear once more. I can't control myself. I put my fingers on her chin and turn her head.

"Lenoy I-".

"Hmmm". I lay my lips on hers. A little moaned escaped her lips.

I wish she wouldn't call me Lenoy, but tonight. I'm Lenoy.

She turned her body towards me. Her lips trembled under mine until she finally parted hers, giving me full dominance. My breathing became heavy.

I lifted her with ease, Carrying her towards the bed. I'm gonna do this. But I don't want to, yes. you. do.

I lay her on the bed. I take her skirt off. Her stocking. God she looks hot. I lift her leg, tasting it, trailing my lips all over it.

"Oh god". I smile, proud of the effect I caused her.

I took the rest of her clothes off.

Suddenly she opened her legs. Showing me every bit of her. F*ck. Control yourself. It's her night. Make it special.

"Hurry up". No.

"Let's. . .take it slow". I want her to feel me, properly. I want her to feel every deep stroke.

"I just. . .wanna make it special for you tonight". I smiled at her crazy hot face.

"I like special". Hmmm. I smirked.

***

I lay on the bed looking at the ceiling. Akeilia is laying on my shoulder fast asleep.

I don't talk about the women I have sex with. But I just have to think about this one. She was. so tight. I mean she had sex three days ago. Plus I can't give a count to the men she'd sex with. I think that came wrong, but I just wanted to make my point.

I think there's more about women I need to learn.

Correction, I can give a count to the men she'd been with. I made sure they never wanna go near her again. I was tempted to kill the ones who took the money I offered. She's worth more. The others probably truly loved her, but I don't care. I had to scare those away. You know, mafia style.

At one point she called me Lenoy while making love to her. When I told her to not call my name, it was a way of telling her subconscious that I'm indeed Lenoy. So when she woke up and the memory begins to flashback, if any, she won't know that I was the one who was really there. I hope.

She probably thought that I was her manager because other than her, he might be the only one who knew about this room.

Her eyes were foggy, that had to be the reason she couldn't see me. Can't believe she drank herself senseless.

I look at my watch. I need to go.

I braced back a bit, looking at her face. A smile formed on my lips. Her eyebrows are lined properly. Her lashes are long and beautiful. Her lips look slightly pouty with this pinkish shade to it. And her long curly hair are all over her forehead, some hanging just over her eyelids. I brushed it aside.

I'm tempted to make love to her again. If only she wasn't sleeping and I know that when she's awake she'll know it was me. I don't think I'm ready. I can't allow any other guy to touch her again. She's mine now. Completely.

I put my clothes back on before I made a bath for her. I managed to bathe her without drowning her.

I smile to myself. What the hell am I doing. I tend to do things for her without regrets that I've never done for anyone else.

I put some lingerie on her before sitting down feeling a bit exhausted.

My phone started to ring. I took it up while rubbing my eyes.

“Hello”.

“Michael did you forget that we have a meeting in half an hour?” He must be upset. I should've been there ten minutes ago.

“Yes father I'm on my way”. I quickly hang up before he could give me a lecture of how irresponsible I'm acting. I inherited his companies but he still does things on the behalf of them sometimes.

I always forget important things whenever I'm around her. But I need to stay focus. I got this big project coming up in a year or so which I have to prepare for from now.

I'm gonna have to quickly bring her home.

It was really difficult to put her clothes back on. How did she fit in them in the first place?

I had to take a cream robe from her closet to put on her. I thought I could leave her here but there weren't any office clothes in the closet. I wouldn't want her to be seen in the same clothes.

I'm now walking through the work area of her employees, moving as fast as I can. I hope I'm not locked inside. Well I have her keys in my pocket.

I'm gonna have to hack her security system again to delete this. I'm sure she changed it.

I'm now walking through the work area of her employees, moving as fast as I can.

I look down at her smiling. I hope she's not one who have bad hangovers.

“Mr Perry?” Shit! Shit! Shit!

I turn around. That f*ck*ng manager. Why hasn't he gone home?

Was this what they do? Wait for everyone to leave before-

Shut up! Don't think about it.

I..I feel so damn angry. He shouldn't be here! I was supposed to leave this place without being seen.

He look at Akeilia then his eyes widen. “Akeilia? What the f*ck have you done to her!” This idiot. He quickly took out his phone and take my picture.

“What the!-”. I growled through gritted teeth.

I look around before looking back at him with a death glare.

“What the hell was that for?” The piece of shit took my picture.

“That's for safe keeping. Don't worry I won't give it the press if you answer my questions”.

“I don't have time for questions I need to go”. Does he really think I care? There's only one reason why I'm still standing here. He'll soon find out.

“What happened to her?”

I sigh in grief.

“I had an argument with her earlier. I came back to apologise, but she was drunk and passed-”.

“You f*ck*d her didn't you?” He cut me off in an upsetting tone.

“That's none of your business”.

“Isn't there a company policy against that Michael? I can't believe the son of Mr Perry stooped so low”. Stooped so low?

A look of realization formed on his face.

“I didn't know you'd stoop so low in taking advantage of a young woman in her drunken state”. That made me feel a bit ashamed. What's gonna happen if she found out?

“You made me lose. my. job asshole. Just because you didn't want her near me. Why are you rich people so damn selfish!” Oh boy. I soften my expression. I need to get her home and see my father. I don't have time to argue about this. I know what to do.

“So...Are you gonna tell her?” I look at the phone in his hand. “Or... give that to the press?”

“Unless you make things right”. He answered after a few seconds. My expression harden again.

“If you think that I'm gonna convince the council to have you keep your job, your out of your mind”.

“Do you know! how hard and long it's gonna take for me to gain a possition like this again? Do you!” I look at the ground thinking.

“I think we can do a little negotiation”. I look up at him. He frown. “If you delete this from your security system, Keep this between us, as in don't tell Akeilia and if she remembers something and ask you about it and you play along? When your time is up to leave this place, I make certain you get hired with a higher possition. You can keep that photo to blackmail me if I don't keep up my end of the bargain. What do you say?” Come ooon answer.

“How do I know I can trust you?” He answered after observing me. I sigh mentally.

“I'll make a few calls tomorrow, sign some papers and you deal with the rest”. He look at Akeilia. I observed him.

It's obvious. He loves her, but I'm in love with her. I just can't let her go. I'm gonna have to do everything possible to keep her. Which means I can't have her thinking of what happened tonight. She's been taking advantage of enough. Shit! Now I seriously regret the idea, but I don't regret that it's her.

“Fine”. He said looking at me. “Just so you know, I hate you as much as you hate me”.

“I'm not surprised”. I replied. “Do me one more favour. I'm gonna be late for a meeting. Drop her home for me”.

“Do you think I'm your errand boy?”

“I've seen her house, but never been in it. If I take her home I'm gonna have to search each room to find her bedroom. It wouldn't be nice to leave her on the couch, would it? And I'm sure you already know where is it. Plus it's part of holding your end of the deal”.

He scoffed. “Follow me to my car”. He walked pass me. I smile.

You always win Michael. I started to follow him.

I involved the council for a specific reason. Akeilia should be mine only. No other.

Being the person I am, I can't let the guy stay jobless after he leaves. It will indeed be difficult to find another. It doesn't mean I hate him any less. I might be selfish but I'm not heartless.

I didn't have to ask anything of him. The meeting is important, but I could've reschedule. I don't care what the media say about me, even though this would be a little bad for my image, but it'll blow off. I know how to talk myself out of bad situations.

Honestly I don't want Akeilia to know about this. But if so I would have to deal with it.

I can offer him the position a little before he left this place, but I had to make him believe that he's gonna do something to gain what I offered. He's a man. I know how he thinks. If I offered him just like that, he'd probably decline even if he really want to accept. And I know he'll need it.

Still I know he's gonna do what I asked because if he thinks about it, I have nothing to lose in the end, but he does.

Do you think what Michael did to Akeilia was right?

What do you think about Lenoy for taking the offer?