But I'll have to, and he knows it too.

"Well...". He breathe out and let hold off me.

"...Pick what you want to wear and let's go".

"Are you sure your gonna be ok?" I asked. He arc an eyebrow.

"Why not?"

"Your gonna see me naked". I said moving the racks one after the other to see what I want to wear.

"It wouldn't be the first time". I stopped and gaped at him, but he just smirked at me.

"Screw you". I said and focused on what I wanna wear. Nice.

I see a skirt, the kind that danced whenever the wind blows. I like it, but I'm not sure if its what I wanna wear yet.

"I'd love to". He replied smugly.

"Just stop it".

"Stop what?" I look at him nonchalantly.

"I prefer you not so naughty. That's what I'm used to".

"Its been five years bella. Things changed. But I wasn't a coward back then. You just wasn't ready capiche?"

"Hm capiche". I wonder if I should put this pants on. I don't really like skirts, but it looks good. I just might put it on. Oh I forgot to mention shoes. Damn those shoes. I was gonna walk where the shoes are but remembered that I hadn't look for any blouse yet and turned back. I glanced at Michael and see him admiring me with a smile on his face and hand in his pockets. F*ck I love it when he stand like that. It troubles my hormones.

"Just like that?"

"Just like what?" I inquired skimming through the blouses. Oww I like this one. They're so B.E.A.utiful.

"I thought you were gonna complain or something like that". I stopped and look at him.

"I'm a grown woman now...". I walked closer to him and lay my hand on his perfect jaw.

"...And I don't wanna fight with you any longer. Its full time, don't you think?" He smile.

"I wish you'd say this four years ago". He sadly said. Huh?

"Is something wrong?" I asked with curiosity wanting to know why he said it, then removed my hand.

"Its just that. . .I met someone". My heart skipped a beat and it wasn't because of love, it was because of shock.

"Oh Um. . .good for you then". I said and just picked a blouse not caring whether I liked it or not.

"So are you ready to see the rest of this place?" No I think I'll put this one back. I wanna where something with sleeve.

"Akeilia".

I don't like this one. . .nor this one. . .this one is ugly. . .I hate this one. Damn I hate all of them!

"Akeilia".

"What!" I yelled now distracted from crucifying the beautiful clothes.

"I'm talking to you".

"Not interested". I turn around again moving hangers, but I'm not really looking at them. Just thinking of the fact that he has someone else when I'm here wishing to be his, needing to be his, aching to be his. Seems as if I'm the one who's in love. He isn't in love with me and it hurts. No wonder he didn't tell me back, because he's in love with someone else.

My breathing hitched and my eyes widen after I feel his huge hands hold my hands and put them at my side, then he snaked his hands around me, lacking my hands at my sides, but not tight enough to hurt my wound.

"W-What are you doing?"

"Are you jealous Principessa?"

"J-Jealous of what?" Oh God.

Just tell him to get off. He has a girlfriend for God sakes and its not you.

But I'm longing for his touch.

"About me having someone else?" His gentle, deep sweet voice said. Just tell him the truth. You already told him that you love him. You can't take that back.

"Y-Yes and you shouldn't be holding me like this. She won't be happy if she finds out". I can't handle the fact that he has someone else, but if he wanna be with me at the same time, I'll do it. That's how I feel and at this point. I don't care. I wish I'd stopped being stupid. I would've been in that woman's position. God it hurts.

I don't wanna be the other woman. I just wanna be his. And his only.

"She already know. She's in my arms right now and she means the world to me". My eyes widen again and a sudden feeling of shock developed in my chest. What?

He allowed me to turn around and I look at him, in his eyes. Deeply.

"You mean that?"

"Positive". It took me few seconds to process what I've just heard. The expression in his eyes hadn't changed.

"O-Ok". I replied not knowing what else to say. He's so close and all I want right now is to explore our boundaries. The look in his eyes seems as if its asking for my permission to kiss me.

FLASHBACK

"Your a woman Akeilia you can't go around f*ck*ng every man who comes your way!"

"Your acting like a whore Akeilia! Don't do that!"

PRESENT

I shut my eyes and turned my head away after remembering his hurtful words. Why do I keep remembering these things at these moments.

When I was in his car, I remembered Lenoy and I f*ck*ng and now this. Its like my brain always wants to kill the good mood of my body.

"Um. . .we uh. . .I need to. . .I mean the clothes". I braced him off me. I won't give him the permission though. I don't wanna constantly have him thinking that I'm easy. I was and it was because I wanted to.

"Right". He breath out and straighten his tie. I see his bulge but I can tell that his boxers are tight. He probably thinks that I wouldn't see because the lights in here aren't so bright.

I still have him going crazy. He probably thought that I didn't see, but five years ago I usually saw it. That's one of the reason why I know that he cares about me. Deep down I did. He didn't took advantage of me, even when his body was forcing him to. Think of him like this only makes me wanna- stop it Akeilia.

Running away was a stupid thing to do back then, but I was young and stupid and broken. But right now that's no excuse. I regretted it, because it almost caused Leon's life and I'm not sure Monique would've forgiven me.

"Your still gonna help me with um?"

"Of course". I've never really been shy in front of a man before, but that's how I feel in the presence of Michael right now.

I raise my hand.

"Go ahead then". I said. He grinned and I rolled my eyes.

* * *

I decided to put on the skirt I saw first but a pink one, and a tight white long sleeve blouse with pink flats.

I watched as his bulge got bigger, especially when he stopped, looking at my body as if not noticing that I was actually seeing him. But I left him to admire it because I want him to.

After few seconds he looked in my eyes realizing that I had been watching him scanning me. He just smiled, then helped me put the clothes on.

His hands felt so good on my body. I think he purposely touched my body like that. Of course he did.

I walked over to the dresser I didn't notice and spritz some of his cologne on me, without caring how manly it smells.

I also didn't notice the door that's the same colour of the wall, that he just walked out of smiling at me. He took a quick shower then he went into that room. It seems to be his closet.

He's dressed casual. He's in a shorts and an ordinary shirt. He's in a brown slippers for men.

It doesn't matter to me how ordinary he looks. I always find this one attractive anyways, because he's mostly in suits. That's attractive too, especially when he pushed his hands in his pockets.

"You ready to explore this place and meet everyone?" He asked and wrapped his huge hand around my shoulder.

"Um...yeah I guess". I breath out. I'm used to being around many people so that's not a problem.

The thought of what he said still lingers in my head.

She already know. She's in my arms right now and she means the world to me.

Does this means that I'm his girlfriend? Or he's waiting for my permission.

He look down at me, his arms still wrapped around me.

"You look beautiful". He said and kissed my forehead. The burning feeling is back in my chest and its because I feel comfortable, loved, cared for, and mostly I'm happy because I'm in the arms of the man that I love.

"You don't look so bad yourself. You need to wear casually clothes more". Let me tease him a bit.

I put my hands on his perfectly shaped head, and pulled him close to me.

"It turns me on". I whispered in his ear.

He look at me with light in his eyes.

"Whisper in my ear like that again, and you'll have another wound". He softly said, then smirked and I smile.

He smells so good. We need to leave this room. My pantie is slowly soaking. I have a fresh wound, but I'll definitely chance it if my arousal gets too high.

"Let's uh...go now". He said as if reading my mind.

"Sure". I replied and we proceed towards the door.

I wanna look at his pants front to see if its bulging, but it'll be too obvious so I didn't bother. He's good at controlling himself though. That's what I'm sure of.

He opened the door as soon as we reached and allowed me to leave first.

"Wow". I softly said, standing just outside the room where the butler was.

In front of me is a long pathway leading to a door and to my left and right are also pathways, but they leads to stairs that curves all the way down to the surface, but as you go there are doors here and there. There are also parts where you can walk straight around, that's also full of doors.

A walked closer to the rail and looked down. They're were people down there chatting and laughing, eating and a few kids playing. There is a huge long table in the centre of the room down there with many chairs. I guess that's where everyone eats dinner.

I also see maids and butlers everywhere. Their suits are blue and white.

Some of the persons down there are in suits.

I look up and there are three huge chandeliers. If I could fly I'd jump and swing on them.

I chuckle to myself. Childish.

There are small statues and huge paintings that are so beautiful that it'll make you wanna jump into them. The whole place is beautiful. I love it already.

I turned around and look at Michael with my happy smile. For the first time in my life I'm really truly happy.

"See what you've been missing?" I walked up to him and hugged him. After about three seconds he wrapped his huge arms around me. It seems as if he didn't expect me to do it.

I don't wanna let him go.

"I love it Michael". I said looking at him with my arms still wrapped around him.

He chuckled and kissed my forehead.

"Come on". He said and I let go of him knowing that he's hard as a result of our closeness. I felt it. I hope no one sees it.

We went into a room where I saw men fighting each other, but training. Michael said they came here three times a week when Mr Perry isn't in the country. Michael introduced me to everyone we came up on, even the workers. Most of the men, even the butlers were giving me lustful looks, but of course I ignored them. And of course it was when Michael wasn't looking.

There's also a game room but that was empty. Its bigger than the one at his house. Way freaking bigger.

There's also a room that looks like a golf course. There's a pool table in it too.

There's a room where there's a massive pool, with pool beds around it. I can't really see the beds from the sides, only the ones in front of me wayyy down at the end of the pool, because its like they're in their own little room.

The pool is downstairs by the way. I think I'm gonna wait another day to explore the rest of this place.

How could I forgot to mention the huge extraordinary beautiful flower garden. Oh god it's so awesome.

We're now walking where I first saw everyone. The people in suits weren't there though.

As we approached, everyone stopped talking, both men and women.

One of the lady looks to be in her early twenties just like me. When she saw me she had this look of surprise on her face, then altered it to a genuine smile. What? Didn't know that I was so beautiful?

"Everyone this is Akeilia". Michael introduced standing beside me.

Everyone walked closer.

"Hi I'm Oneil. Sorry about what happened to you". The tall handsome guy said and stretched his hand out towards me and I took it.

"Hi thanks for the concern". I replied with a genuine smile.

"I'm Kim". A dark brown hair woman who looked to be in her forties said and I shook her hand.

"Hello I'm Sara. I'm glad your ok". The lady I first saw said, but she hugged me instead of shaking my hand. O. . .k then.

"Nice to meet you too Sara. I'm glad I'm ok too".

* * *

Finally that's over! After everyone introduced themselves, they went back to their previous positions, but some of them went somewhere else. The kids were busy playing. As I watched them, a smile formed on my lips. I hope to have at least two some day.

I lay a hand on my side and frown.

"Its starting to hurt isn't it?" He asked looking down at me. We're now walking away from where we previously stood. I can still feel them looking at me though. I'm pretty sure they know who I am. From a molested victim to a successful young woman. I'm happy that I came out alright. I'm very lucky to have the people I do around me. Especially my best friend. I love her sooo much.

"Yea call your mother or someone who can deal with this. I hate pain". He put his arm around my shoulder.

"Hmmm". I look up at him.

"Hmmm what?" I asked and raised an eyebrow.

"Pain is a part of life Neonata".

"Why do I get the feeling that that's not what you wanted to say". I frown. Sex was what came across his naughty mind.

"Well your the smart one". I rolled my eyes.

I look in front of me and see a boy running towards us with excitement.

"Daddyyyy!" My eyes widen, my chest started to burn. My stomach is churning and heart is beating too fast.

He jumped on Michael and he caught him, both of them laughing.

"I miss you daddy".

"I miss you too Jay Jay". Michael replied smiling, looking at the little boy with love in his eyes.

The happiness that overcame me today is now gone. All I feel right now is emptiness, sadness and heartbroken.

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