One year after Leon and Akeilia sweet encounter.

Akeilia POV

I was on my way to Club Ecstasy. He sounded as if he were in despair, or as if he really needed to speak with me, while we were talking over the phone. But it wasn't because of that that I agreed to meet with him, not after what he did. It was because of all the things he did for me. And...for the way I still felt about him.

I was already on my way from meeting with the operators and The council for the preparations of my company, so I decided to stop by the club. Besides I had to pass there to get home.

I didn't see why he thought he needed to explain things to me. What he did was done. It didn't bothered me at all. That was his and Monique's problem. But I wanted to be there for him nonetheless, he was there for me when I needed him the most. So, for that at least. I was just gonna hear him out.

After a few months of secretly being his. I decided to end it. Secondly, because Monique told me she wanted him back. A part of me was upset with her for playing him the way she did. Also due to how overwhelmed my feelings for him was, I almost disliked her. Well maybe I did a little bit for a little while.

Firstly, because I still felt guilty that he and Michael were still friends and I was still in love with Michael. How was the second part even possible? Asked the man above.

I told him, begged him to take her back. But that was after she caught me at his home with him. We were just sitting close talking. Until he went so close, too close as if he was going to kiss me, without my permission, verbally. Even though I didn't say it, I wanted it, and he knew. He was the best kisser I've ever met. He knew how to work his tongue and lips perfectly. His tongue, in more than one ways too gosssh.

Even better than what I remembered of Michael's.

After we realized that she'd walked in, just in the right moment, well for us, but the wrong moment for her because Leon was about to kiss me. She wasn't there for more than 3 seconds before Leon sharp senses realized that she was there and pulled back. I quickly realized why he did it, then I began.

I pretended that I was talking to him about Monique. I started off perfectly so she wouldn't have suspected anything. If she wasn't smart enough of course. Turned out she wasn't. Even though I was pretending there and then, that was really what I went to talk to him about. I just wanted them back together. I just felt that if Michael or Monique found out about us, hell would've broken loose. But, I wasn't ready to confront Michael. I needed to put my life on track first.

It was at that point in the house that Leon forgave her, or pretended to. I believed it was because he thought that she had seen that he was almost about to kiss me. Maybe if he'd rejected her she would've started putting broken pieces of puzzles together. That's just how the brain works.

Monique and I had been friends like forever. I couldn't allow what was going on between Leon and I to continue. But, I also didn't wanna let Leon go. It took a lot to let him go. Worst after a part of me was yelling that Monique didn't deserve him. She was a fool.

However, while he was busy dating Monique, I had a guy on the side who was always happy to attend to my every call.

Even after he began dating Monique, he had the audacity to course and fought the guy out of my life. He was unbelievable.

I also wondered if it was because of me that he forgave her. He cared that I valued Monique and I friendship. But would he had cared for me that much over himself?

Michael on the other hand, after begging for practically a year for me to talk to him I still refused, he took up a path that was slowly breaking my heart, but I was learning to be strong so I tried not to let it bother me, but it still did.

I held the steering wheel firm and gently wiped my tears with my other hand.

It was my fault. If only I'd forgiven him he wouldn't have became that person, but how could I when I was still hurting after what I saw. Maybe it was stupid of me to avoid him, because what I saw wasn't direct penetration and we weren't even together, but it happened so suddenly after he said he'd be there for me. I was heart broken. Maybe I should've just talked to him about it and listened to his side of the story. But the truth was there in front of my eyes. There was a woman there and his eyes were closed embracing the pleasure she was offering him. She'd probably straddled him later on and sat on his d**.

Obviously the Michael I knew was long gone. He even got a tattoo. And oh those women he kept changing. I wasn't sure if we'd ever be together. He changed. I'd just focus on opening my company and as I said earlier, put my life on track first. I'd changed my life for the better and move on without him. As much as it hurts.

I needed to find ways to get Michael off my mind. It hurts too much.

I carefully wiped my eyes again.

Soon I pulled up to the club and parked my car. I texted Leon.

I'm not coming inside there. I don't want to drink and I don't wanna be around drunk people.

I waited for his reply.

The night was cool. I really enjoyed what nature offered. It made me felt fresh like a new start.

I leaned on my car and looked at my phone after a text came in.

Then I guess you'd be disappointed in me then. I'll be out soon.

My eyes dilated slightly. I felt the urge to jump in my car and left but I couldn't. Probably the reason he called me here was to take him home. What if I'd left and he had an accident.

I didn't reply. Instead I waited.

I got a few other messages that I didn't checked.

"Are you lost?" I looked up from my phone. A glorious looking guy stood in front of me. He was in a plaid shirt, the three top buttons were pulled, dark blue jeans pants, and bright blue sneakers. He had fair complexion and jet black hair.

"Aah no". Even though he was hot looking, I didn't wanna hold a conversation with him. He was a stranger plus he didn't look familiar to me.

My eyes never left him. What if he wanted to try something out of the way.

"You look familiar. Are you from around here?"

I looked at the exit to see if Leon was coming out, but he wasn't. I only saw a guy who seemed to be a security guard. He looked at us then else where.

I looked back at the guy.

"Why do you want to know?" He chuckled. Neat. He also had a nice smile.

"Ok let me clear this up. I was about to leave with my friends when I saw you pulled up. You looked nice and I decided to say hi. I'm not the stalker type I promise". He said with a smile.

"Romario!" I looked behind him where I saw three guys and four women waiting at a Jeep. They were laughing and chatting. Seemed to be his friends.

"Don't mind them. Romario by the way". He held his hand out.

"Akeilia". I was skeptical, but I shook it anyways. He held my hand longer than he should have. He looked at me with a sense of great interest. I pulled my hand away from him. I frowned, but he ignored it with that neat smile of his.

"What are you doing out here by yourself anyways. Waiting for someone?" What is it to you?

"Aren't you going with your friends? They seem impatient".

"Oh yeah. Can I give you my number. I just wanna get acquainted". I frowned. Wasn't it usually the other way around?

"You want to give me... your number?"

"Yeah at least if you call I'll see that your interested. I wouldn't wanna be a pest to you". Oh really.

"What if I don't call". I arced an eyebrow.

"Then I don't deserve you". I finally smiled and shook my head.

"Pleeease". He begged. He even went down on his knees. I looked around with wide eyes and definitely it was drawing attention. But plenty of them didn't bother. They just went on to their business.

"Get up". I whisper yelled. I thought things like that only happened in the movies. He must be drunk. I couldn't believe his friends were cheering him on.

"Say yes".

"No I don't know you. Get up".

"You still have a choice. I'm giving you my number".

"Alright yes". He stood. This guy must be crazy.

"Your drunk aren't you?"

"Just a few beers. A guy can't work everyday and no pay. So.. can I give you my number now". I giggled. Geez. He never gave up. Romario smile faded a bit. Curiosity evident in his eyes.

"Angel". I turned around. Leon was standing in front of me. He was unbuttoning his shirt, showing his tight perfect 8 packs. His broad chest didn't have much hair on it, which made it more sexy.

Before I could've scolded myself for admiring the lying bastard a voice spoke.

"I thought you said your name is Akeilia". I turned back to Romario.

"Yes it is. That's just the nickname he gave me. He's my best friend boy-".

"And you are?" Leon cut me off. He stepped pass me towards Romario. They were basically the same height, piercing into each other's souls. Definitely Romario was younger.

"Leon". I pleaded.

I held his hand. He didn't pulled away, but he didn't stepped back either.

"Seem as if there's more going on between you and your best friend boyfriend angel". Oh god. What was the matter with Leon? I wasn't his girl. What was his problem?

Romario's friends ran over.

"Is everything alright here?" One of the guys directed his question at Leon.

"Yeah. Tell your friend to step back back or I'll make him".

"Leon stop it. I'm not your girlfriend. I can talk to whoever I want".

"I'd like to see you try". Another of Romario's friends threatened. Leon gave him a devilish smile. Ok I must admit, that smile was hot but there would've been no fighting there that night.

"Romario just go". I pleaded. Leon knew where on his body to hit him and that alone could've ended his life. And Leon was in no position to think straight.

"Are you guys children or something?" One of the lady questioned rhetorically. She was chewing on a bubble gum without a care in the world. That was what her face indicated.

No one moved. Leon nor Romario.

I felt fed up and walked off. I turned a corner and fast walked even further.

It was natural for him to be protective of me if I was in danger, but not overprotective. I wasn't even in any danger. I wasn't fond of him at that moment, especially after what Monique told me he did.

"Akeilia!" Great.

I had a marijuana rolled up in weedie paper in my skirt pocket. I took it out and stopped at a corner.

Shit! I forgot the lighter. It had to be in my hand bag inside my car. Ugh!

I saw a lady passing by and stopped her.

"Excuse me miss can you lend me your lighter please". I asked. Her face was full of make up but it was obvious she was at least 47 or somewhere there.

She handed it to me without question. I lit the weed and gave it back to her. She looked me up and down before she walked off.

I giggled.

Probably wondered why a good looking, professionally dressed young lady like me smoked. Well it was simple. I was f**k*** stressed.

I walked further after I saw Leon jagging towards me.

I exhaled the smoke. It kinda felt good to smoke. For me, it actually felt as if all my problems floated at the back of my head. Forgotten until after it wore out and I was fully aware of myself again.

"Akeilia stop will ya!" But I kept walking. Eager to catch me he ran. There was no way I could've outrun him.

He grabbed my hand and pushed me on the wall before he caged me between his hands.

"Do you even know how dangerous this place is!"

"Then why the f*** did you called me here then!" His eyes trailed me up and down. The cool breeze floated his shirt off his body like Superman's cape. The looks in his eyes sent me an uncomfortable signal. I knew that look Leon, and it wasn't gonna happen.

"I didn't know you smoke angel". His voice was calm. But I could've seen disappointment in his eyes. I didn't care. It was my life.

Angel.

I liked that nickname, but I hated the fact that he gave others the impression that we were together.

"You need to stop calling me angel Leon. You might let the wrong people hear you say it".

"You mean Michael and Monique? I told you if you didn't forgive Michael soon he'll move on". What?

"Where were you all the times when I should've went to Michael to forgive him? You were busy f**k*** me! You occupied me". His eyes went soft and filled with guilt, then pain. I didn't even know how Michael hadn't found out yet.

Wait pain?

He uncaged me.

"Can we go home? I want to talk to you. It's very important".

"Can't we talk here".

"No. Let's go". I wanted to protest, but I couldn't, because I trusted him in basically everything he does, despite of the fact that he cheated on Monique. I knew he didn't loved her like he loved me, but he promised he'd learn to love her. I was angry with him. Which left me to the point where I wondered why I even went there in the first place, but I knew why. I was still in love with the guy.

I dropped the weed. He didn't bother to say anything about it. Perhaps he knew it was one of my ways of dealing with my situation.

He kept looking at me. He had a uniqueness about the way he looked at me. It was like in that one look, it told me all the things he wanted to say verbally. He waited for me to move and I did.

I went to my car and he went to his. We drove to his house. That time I didn't went to his bar, even though he didn't asked me to. What was going on?

We stopped in his huge living room. It was beautiful. The walls were painted in cream. His couches were bright blue and in the center of his ceiling was a huge chandelier. There were plenty other stuff. Couldn't bother to describe.

He washed his hands in the kitchen then offered me something to drink. I accepted orange juice. He took some for himself too.

We sat on his couch.

"So, what is so important?" 'You cheating bastard'. That was what I wanted to add.

Even if I thought about being with him instead of Michael my mind would've changed immediately after Monique told me he cheated.

"Don't look at me like that".

"Like what?"

"I didn't cheat on Monique Akeilia". Yeah. I forgot to mention the part where I called him, cussed him out then hung up. He was trying to defend himself but he wasn't so persuasive. Of course it wasn't where Monique was.

"Monique was the one who cheated on me with that idiot Ken. Obviously she wasn't over him after she came back to me. She doesn't know that we were this close, so she wouldn't expect me to tell you". I searched his face. He didn't even looked like he was trying to lie. But... why would Monique lie to me?

"I didn't say I hadn't thought of cheating, but I always thought of it with just one person". He gave me the look he always does whenever he wanted to sleep with me.

Damn you Leon!

Why did he always had to make me so aroused? And he didn't even had to try. With just one damn look?

"Honestly I was ready to love her, I don't know what to do anymore. She doesn't know what she want. I can't live like that". I still didn't know who to believe. Monique was my childhood friend. I didn't know her as a liar. But neither Leon.

"Leon you could've just told me this at the club. Why do I get the feeling that you're lying to me to get me in bed". Disappointment was immediately evident on his face.

"Akeilia in the streets are dangerous. If I wanted to get you to bed I would've told you. You know I'd never force you. I was only having a private meeting there and I knew you'd pass by. I'm not drunk either-".

"Then why did you lie?"

"I didn't lie I thought you'd reply, so I could tell-".

"And why was your shirt even open?" I couldn't help the rush of jealousy I felt in my gut.

"I was hot the-".

"And why did you act so overprotective-".

"Because I love and care about you!" My eyes widened and my heart suddenly escalated. Speechless.

"Those idiots hit on women all the time I know them. He was playing you. Those people are always at the club". I wouldn't even ask him why he knew that they were always there, because he said he had a meeting there so maybe it was more than once. Was it why only a few persons were drawn to Romario's drama?

I couldn't stop looking at him. Still speechless.

"It wasn't about jealousy. It was about me protecting you. I stopped you from saying what you were because he didn't deserve an explanation from you. First of all I thought he would've walked away the moment I appeared. At first I saw him it didn't bother me because I knew you weren't easy, but after he opened his shit hole I had to step in". He made me felt stupid. I couldn't believe I was actually going to give him my num-. Was that his plan all along? That whole psychology shit. He told me he'd gave me his number, but in the end I'd gave him mine?

"Leon promise me your telling the truth about Monique".

"I'd never take you for a fool. Your doubting me because you don't think your friend is capable of lying to you like that. But trust me, I couldn't let her deceive you like that especially that it involve you being lied to about me". Monique? Seriously?

"If your ready you can leave". I frowned.

"What?"

"You said you thought I was lying to you to get you in bed. I already told you what I brought you here to, so if your ready I'll take you home". Oh.

Of course I wasn't going back home that night. It wasn't like it was the first time I slept there anyways.

"It's late. Could... could I stay here with you?" He smiled.

"If you want. Your welcome here anytime". The way he treated me sometimes made me wish Monique wasn't in the picture.

I'd realized why I felt the way I did about Leon. He wasn't perfect, but he tried never to lie to me. He respected me and appreciated me in every little way. It was mostly of what I seek in a man. I could've trusted him. He made me trusted him, and that was why it was easy to believe him.

I put the juice on the small glass table.

He gave me that sweet look he always does.

"I...". I looked away. He didn't say anything. And he always knew when and what to say. He always knew when to listen.

God Akeilia just tell him how you feel. He deserves to know.

I thought.

I looked back at him. His eyes were soft but curious, gazing into mine.

"I love you". That was actually the first time I've ever admitted my feelings for him.

He smiled as if he wasn't surprised at all. He slid closer to me. He put his juice on the table.

"I love you". He reciprocated. At that moment, I knew I was gonna fell into his trap again. I wanted to.

He kissed me.

Gosh I missed those lips. I kissed him back, just the way he taught me. He snaked his arms around my waist and drew me even closer to him. His breathing was unsteady and so was mine.

I trailed kisses at his neck and put my hand on his boner. I rubbed my hand over it continuously.

We foreplay until I couldn't take it anymore.

I stood and stripped in front of him. He watched in amazement. His arms spread off on top of the couch. His legs apart.

When I reached my pantie I made sure to bend our so all of my stuff was all in his face. He stretched his hand and rubbed his finger between my p**** lips. I bit my lips with a moan. I bet he did that to tease me. I completely pulled my panty off and stood. I quickly took off my bra.

"Come here". I complied.

I straddled him.

"I don't ever wanna get over you". He told me.

"Me neither". I arced my back after his cold lips touched my nipples. After the other he sucked and nibbled on them.

I moaned loudly. I couldn't help it and I didn't wanted to.

I moaned even louder after he began to finger f***ed
me. He wrapped his left arm tight around my waist and finger f***ed me faster.

"Tell me you love me again Angel". Next thing I felt was his d*** head on the outside of my vagina. He pulled it through his zip. That was quick.

"I love you. So so much". He pulled me down with the hand around my waist.

I cried out in pleasure after he shoved the head up there.

Soon, both of us was fully naked and I was the one who was jumping up and down on him. He took me up and brought me to the kitchen counter. He gave me from multiple positions. I cried, but it was tears of pleasure. As always.

***

The next morning we talked until it ended with me telling him to forgave Monique. He wasn't happy about it.

"Your unbelievable you know that?" I finished dressed. He was still laying on the bed naked.

"You basically cheated too, with me".

"No that's different. I broke up with her. I told her we were done, never happened alright". I didn't know that. Monique didn't even told me they broke up. What was wrong with her? I thought he found out, said nothing to her and just came to me. Still, I shouldn't have said that. What Monique did to him wasn't fair and I hated her for it.

He sat up. The sheet at his torso.

"Are you still thinking of being with Michael? Because that's the only reason for you not wanting to be with me. Michael moved on and Monique cheated on me and lied to you. She doesn't deserve me and Michael doesn't deserve you either. I can't believe you love me and your breaking off what we have. I'd give everything up for you. Please". His words were full of love and pain. I felt like crying because he was hurting. I didn't wanted him to be. I didn't wanna hurt him. Pain was all over his face. But somehow I felt incomplete without Michael.

Honestly, I truly loved Leon.

I thought about being with Leon, then Michael, then Leon again. God I couldn't decide. It was difficult. It didn't felt good being in love with two men at once, especially when one didn't know about the other. If the other had known I could've let them battle for my love like I'd seen in the movies.

Oh my God I was being pathetic.

"I was always there when you needed me, and I always wanna be there".

I sat on the bed and looked into his eyes.

"Leon. You know that the reason why Michael wasn't there for me..was because I didn't gave him the chance". I could tell my words hurt him deeply, so I didn't say anything else. Why did I keep defending Michael? And kept hurting Leon? He didn't deserve it.

We sat there and looked at each other for a long time.

We'd been together so many times it seemed Leon forgot that Michael was still his friend. He had to think about that. Monique may have lied to me but Michael did nothing to him. He couldn't let the love he had for me blinded him. I just didn't want us to make decisions we'd regret.

I preferred to let both Michael and Leon go, other than having them lose their friendship because of me. Leon was willing to give up everything for me including their friendship. But was Michael willing to let it pass? I shouldn't have cared but a part of me felt that Michael still wanted me, if only I'd let him in. The idea of what Leon suggested felt awfully wrong. And I couldn't let it happened, even though deep down inside I wanted to be with him. I didnt know I'd ever loved him that much.

Time went by and Leon eventually forgave Monique. I felt a little pang of jealousy. It was what I wanted him to do yet I was jealous. What was wrong with me? To be honest, a part of me didn't wanted him back with Monique.

Monique came back and complained to me that Leon cheated on her while he was drunk, as if she hadn't gotten over what Leon did. Pathetic.

She still didn't admit that she was the one that cheated. She was unbelievable.

Until that day I never let her know that I knew she was the one who cheated. I just played along.

It was obvious Leon told her something. The first time Monique told me he cheated she didn't specify anything. But the other time she said it was at a club and he was drunk. Had Leon lied to her? Or she just made something up. I remembered that I was at the club, but Leon wasn't drunk, so where did that story came from? I found it difficult to believe whatever she said after I realized the type of person she was.

If Leon had indeed said something to her about a club and being drunk etc, then she was oblivious to the fact that I was the woman who she claimed Leon cheated on her with.

I wanted to ask Leon what he told Monique, but he distanced himself from me the day I left his house. It was eerie for me, but it was best that way. I was learning how to deal with pain. I wasn't an idiot to know why he distanced himself, it hurts too much being so close to me and couldn't have me the way he wanted. But I had a future to focus on. Yet still, everything I did reminded me of him. Because he taught me everything. He was basically the first man for me.

Leon POV

I was having a meeting in Leonardo office at his club. My mind was so focused on her I barely closed the deal.

Monique wanted to put the blame of her infidelity on me. No way would I have Akeilia prolonged that thought of me in such ways. I wanted to make things work with Monique, and I couldn't believe she blew it with that fool. She was an idiot. I shouldn't have gone back to her, but at the time I had no choice. If Akeilia wasn't worried about their friendship I would've kissed her in front of Monique without regret.

Most of the time when I was having sex with Monique I thought of Akeilia. Then it had me thinking of the thought of Akeilia with another man. I couldn't bare the thought.

As much as I wanted to have Akeilia, I encouraged Michael to stop with all those women he was messing around with, but he told me it was his way of dealing with his stress. I knew the love he had for Akeilia became so unbearable that he had to find a way to eliminate it or tried. He didn't deserved to be treated the way Akeilia treated him. I could've convinced her to forgave him, but, I couldn't.

I tried multiple times to get Akeilia off my mind so that I could've moved on but it was impossible.

I took out my phone and read her text.

I'm not coming inside there. I don't want to drink and I don't wanna be around drunk people.

I smiled, typed the message and send.

Then I guess you'd be disappointed in me then. I'll be out soon.

I waited for her reply, but it never came in. Was she alright? Or it was because of what I'd said. Of course, it was because of what I'd said.

I had a few more things to close before I left. I wasn't finished with the meeting. Let me text her again.

"Mr Clark are you listening?" Leonardo questioned. Crap.

"Yeah sure".

The other guys were smoking. It fogged the whole room. I could barely see the men sitting on the sofa on the other side of the room.

"There's a young lady out front that I'd like to put an eye on. She isn't fond of the inside of these places". At least if she was in the club nobody could've violated her, but outside wasn't really safe.

I described her and her car to one of Leonardo bodyguards.

After I rapped things up, I moved towards the exit through the noisy crowd that was bouncing up and down. All of those movements and hot breath made the place hot. They needed air-conditioner in the place or something.

I finally I exited the building.

I walked over to Akeilia. I saw that idiot Ronaldo trying to impress her.

I was mesmerized by the way she looked. I hadn't seen her dressed like that very often either. Her hair was up in a neat bun. Her white blouse was tucked neatly inside her bright pink pencil skirt, and she had that huge pink belt at her waist. It seemed as if it was buckled from the front because I couldn't see it at the back. It could almost seemed like she was wearing a dress. It was neat.

That white heels made her looked extraordinarily beautiful. It was one where the heels were full at the bottom right up to the top. It wasn't one where the heels were pointed. I bet her make up was done neatly. Whenever she wore makeup, she never over did it, like those women who made themselves looked like a clown. I loved her naturally but a lil makeup wouldn't hurt.

I called her by the nickname I gave her. It fitted her perfectly. Innocent and pure.

And I was right. Makeup was done perfectly.

I watched as she gazed at my masculinity.

It was evident that she still had feelings for me. But Michael was why she couldn't fully gave herself to me. I just wished she didn't had to give a damn about him or Monique. If she couldn't bare seeing them we could've moved to anywhere she wanted. Michael was my friend yes, but I was defending my future.

Instead of going to his business he stayed to create argument. I didn't felt the slightest angry until Akeilia was trying to explain herself. I couldn't believe she was even explaining herself to him, she didn't even know him....did she liked him?

Akeilia walked off after I decided not to back down. Who does those nitwits thought they were. But still wasn't about to fight with kids..unless they insisted.

I called after Akeilia but she didn't stop. Damn it.

"So your f**k*** two friends. Can I have one, but I'd prefer angel. She looks delicious". I shook my head and went after Akeilia.

I caged her between my arms after I caught up with her.

"Do you even know how dangerous this place is!" She got my heart beating out of rhythm. From worry, and how much my body heated up the moment I was around her. Why did she had to be so sexy? Why did she had to be so beautiful?

Why did she had to love Michael more?

Why couldn't she just give Michael and Monique up for me? Wasn't I worth it?

I wanted her so badly at that moment, to strip her down and licked her from bottom to top. It wasn't just the sex why I loved her. It was her sexy body, her beauty and mostly because I saw her as a woman who I'd want to marry and have my kids. She was educated, smart and there was just something else about her. I couldn't even lay my finger on it, maybe that was why I couldn't leave her alone. But I knew that I'd never found out, because it was the love I had for her that made me felt that way. It was the feeling that would've made me always needing her.

I didn't realized that she had smoke leaving her hand, and when I realized what it was I couldn't help but to feel disappointed. I didn't prolonged it because I knew what her reply would've been.

I knew she was gonna try to find way to get over stress, because I knew she was still trying to get over her traumatic experience. Drinking was an exception, but smoking? I didn't want her to smoke...but I also didn't wanted her to feel as if I was being bossy, to her how to live her life. I was just gonna have to talk to her about it at a later date and accept the fact, and hoped that she'd stop.

There wasn't any doubt that if either Michael or Monique heard me called her angel they weren't gonna think the something wasn't going on. Sometimes I wished they'd known and just get the f*** over with it.

The love I had for Akeilia was making me heartless. I was only thinking about her and just her. I also had to think about Michael's feelings. I didn't care about Monique.

"Where were you all the time where I should've went to Michael to forgive him? You were busy f**k*** me! You were keeping me occupied". 'Yes and I don't want to stop!' was what I wanted to tell her. I couldn't see myself without her. Michael was my friend and I knew he loved her, but instead I kept her away. I even told him that I spoke to her, and tried so hard convinced her to go to him. Instead I was the one who was more convinced of my love for her.

I attempted plenty times to convinced her to go to him. But it always came out wrong. Like when I told her if she didn't forgive Michael soon he was going to move on. That wasn't very convincing. It wasn't convincing at all.

We drove our cars to my house, then I remembered that I told her that I was drunk. Had she noticed that I was only trying to have a petty conversation?

"So, what is so important?"

I already knew that Monique brained washed her that I was the one who cheated. I could see it that she was upset. She had already called me and expressed herself.

What was so special about Ken that Monique left me for him? And even after I took her back, she still went to him!

Even after Akeilia and I separated I never saw her with another man. That was one of why I couldn't stop loving her. Especially after I remembered how tight she was and how beautiful and sexy she looked While I made her cum.

I was willing to try and love Monique. Apart from her Ken she was really fun. I could've seen myself loving her, but she blew it! With the same fool she came crying to me about. Was it because he was the first man for her? She was foolish, why ran back to something that wasn't bound to last forever?

"Leon you could've just told me this at the club. Why do I get the feeling that you're lying to me to get me in bed".

Had she forgotten that the world out there isn't bed of roses. She meant more than sex to me.

"Akeilia in the streets are dangerous. If I wanted to get you to bed I would've told you. You know I'd never force you. I was only having a private meeting there and I knew you'd pass by. I'm not drunk either-".

One question went to another. She just couldn't hide her concern, even if she expressed it differently.

"Because I love you!" It seemed as if she had forgotten. Maybe she needed a refreshment.

I thought that she was going to ask me how'd I know they were always there, but I believed she figured it out. See? She was smart. Or maybe she couldn't bother with that part. Nah Akeilia would've been more than happy to bother me about it. I knew she'd figured it out. I saw her face as it left from curiosity to conclusion. I wondered if she knew that her emotions showed in her face whenever she was thinking.

"It wasn't about jealousy. It was about me protecting you. I stopped you from saying what you were because he didn't deserve an explanation from you. First of all I thought he would've walked away the moment I appeared. At first I saw him it didn't bother me because I knew you weren't easy, but after he opened his shit hole I had to step in".

I was disappointed. I couldn't believe she would've fell for his stupid trap. I saw it on her face. She was gonna give him her number. I would've killed him if he ever tried taking her to bed.

She had a hard time believing that Monique was actually the one that cheated. But on the other hand she knew I'd never lie to her like that.

I realized how hard I was becoming for her and I wanted her to leave before I couldn't any longer control myself.

"If your ready you can leave". I wanted her out of here because I was becoming too frigging horny. The comfort of my home tempted to remember the multiple times I've made love her. I've given it to her basically everywhere in here, so everywhere I looked was a memory of her.

"What?"

"You said you thought I was lying to you to get you in bed. I already told you what I brought you here to, so if your ready I'll take you home".

Honestly, I didn't called her there because I wanted to get her to bed. As I told her before, the street was dangerous. But I wouldn't mind. I was longing for her.

"It's late. Could... could I stay here with you?" I didn't expect that reply. I knew she didn't wanna come here because you didn't want to be too close, but she couldn't turn back. I could've seen she let her guard down.

"If you want. Your free anytime". Yes Akeilia. Drop your guard. Drop it baby. Drop it all for me.

She put her juice down. The look she had wasn't one that said 'I'm going to bed', it was the one I longed for.

"I...". I wanted to hear what she was going to say. I didn't wanna interrupted her.

"I love you". Holy shit! I always predicted her, but that I never predicted.

I moved closer to her and put my juice beside hers. I always knew there was something there, but I never knew she'd actually say it. I wanted to believe that at that moment she'd chosen me over Michael.

"I love you".

She was good at everything I taught her. How was I gonna ever get over her.

She striped so sexy I could've just pulled her down on me and f**k** her senseless. There was no doubt I wasn't gonna cum inside her.

My eyes widened after she bend over. I swallowed. I mean, it wasn't the first I was seeing her p**** but from that position, it was the first I was seeing it sitting so low, besides she was still in her heels. All of it plucked out towards me. It also looked fatter from that position. She was killing me. She was taking her precious little time teasing me.

I could've seen that she shaved, even though I could've seen the small black hairs. Just that way I liked it. Her p**** lips were closed together leaving just her little p**** tongue peaking out. I was tempted to touch. So I stretched my hand and slowly swiped a finger inside. She was soaked.

I pulled my pants zip. I didn't wore a boxer that day because I was in a hurry.

"Come here".

She straddled me. And I wrapped my hands around her drop dead hot sexy body.

"I don't wanna get over you". I couldn't.

"Me neither". I put my hand between us and put my finger at her entrance, while I dealt with her nipples.

I pushed my finger inside her. Up and down a few times then around for a little while. She was tight. Even on my finger. I wasn't tight enough. As in, we hadn't had sex for practically a year now so she should've been tighter. I couldn't tell if it was a guy or those toy things women use so wasn't gonna press it, besides I wanted to enjoy every bit of her that moment. And as I said before, I hadn't seen or heard of her with anyone.

"Tell me you love me again Angel". I pulled out my d*** and put it at her entrance.

"I love you. So so much". I made sure my d*** was positioned properly. There wasn't much difference there. She was still satisfying, first time she used to cry of pain, but not anymore. She endured it until that part passed. She was definitely growing up.

I loved the way she didn't hold back the way she felt, as in her moaning.

She was still over me. She caged me between her hands. They where on top of the back rest. I pushed myself a little further at the edge. She bounced on me from that position over and over and harder. Who was that woman? F*** she was Killing me, I had to fight so hard not to cum.

I stopped her. She took it out and flashed it a few times. I couldn't do anything than to chuckle. She knew what she was doing.

She took my pants off and then I threw my shirt somewhere.

She went down on my again. This time, I shoved both of my hands under her arms, behind her back, then landed them on her shoulders. I pulled her on my d*** but not all the way down. If she was one inch deeper.

Constantly I pulled her down on me. She was going crazy and so was I.

After I brought her to the kitchen counter I pulled out her hair. All her curls sprawled off on the counter while I f**k** her multiple positions. She begged me to stop, and the more she begged the more I f**k** her. She was the best woman I'd ever had in all my years of experience.

I grabbed her neck and f**k** her back way on the counter. She cried out for me to stop and when I was finally convinced that she really wanted me to stop. She cussed me. So I guess that was her game. She was stimulated more when she begged for me to stop. Just as it was stimulating me. We expressed all our love for each other. But it didn't stopped there, we took it to the bedroom.

***

I couldn't believed that after everything we shared she was trying to convince me to forgive Monique. I knew I was a fool to believe that she'd actually chose me. She wasn't the one that Monique hurt, so she didn't understand how it felt. How could I lived my life with a woman I couldn't trust?

"Your unbelievable you know that?" I was still laying under the cover naked. After we had our orgasms we took a shower. And I made sure to cum inside her. A part of my didn't want her to take any pill, but I knew she would. After she told me to forgive Monique it made me felt as if what happened between us meant nothing. I felt as if I'd been used. But I always noticed her body language, I knew she loved me. It was evident in her eyes. But obviously it was hard for her to stick with me.

I watched her body as she got dressed.

"You basically cheated too, with me".

"No that's different. I broke up with her. I told her we were done, never happened alright". I sat up. I broke up with Monique and I didn't want her back. F**k*** waste matter.

"Are you still thinking of being with Michael? Because that's the only reason for you not wanting to be with me. Michael moved on and Monique cheated on me and lied to you. She doesn't deserve me and Michael doesn't deserve you either. I can't believe you love me and your breaking off what we have. I'd give everything up for you. Please". I never thought I would've begged any woman like I'd begged Akeilia. She meant everything to me. I even felt like I wanted to f**k*** cry. I just didn't wanna let her go.

"I was always there when you needed me, and I always wanna be there".

She sat beside me.

"Leon. You know that the reason why Michael wasn't there for me..was because I didn't give him the chance". It was obvious I only won the battle, but Michael had won the war. She was never gonna choose me. A part of me knew it all along. I just hoped she could've been my wife, the one to bare me my children.

I wasn't a coward. I wanted to pursue trying to win her, but I just knew it would've ended with her saying she loved Michael more and preferred to be with him, even though she loved me too. She hadn't said those exact words, but that was what she was practically saying to me.

I was gonna have to forget about her and tried as much to move on with my life. Or maybe I'd just forgive Monique so I'd always be close to her. I wasn't sure, but Akeilia wasn't mine completely.

I wasn't gonna force her to be with me. I loved her, but I just had to let her go. I needed to find my own happiness. I wasn't getting any younger.

Time went by, I forgave Monique. But I made sure to made her believed she didn't matter to me. Well, I was going to keep it to myself until she asked me.

I was tempted to tell her that I had sex with Akeilia, but instead, I just told her yes I had sex with multiple women, even though it was only Akeilia. Did she really expect I'd cry like a bitch over her after what she did? Worst that I wasn't really in love with her?

For Akeilia, I admitted that I cried for her, for just a short while until I reminded myself that I was a grown ass man. That was the last time she left my house. I was deeply broken by her words, because a part of me couldn't believe that after everything we shared she was still more in love with Michael. But I was even more broken when I remembered that Michael deserved her. He'd never loved her any less despite of all the women he'd been with. But I needed her.

I just hoped Monique would've made use of the second chance I gave her...and also that I'd grow to love her.

However, after Akeilia left my house that day, I never looked back.... physically, but in my heart, she was always there. And I'd never forget that she told me she loved me.

Leon words

Ok fine! Yes I f*cked Akeilia! Yes I love her and yes she's carrying my unborn child! Now is that something you wanted to be true?

A/N. The only thing NOT true about that is the last part. That's Michael's baby.

Akeilia thoughts

Leon was the only one who really begged me to spoke to him. He was the first person I spoke to. I had a soft spot for him.

A/N. I couldn't let you know what I meant at the time. I wanted it to be a surprise.

Akeilia words

"He was drunk Monique".

A/N. You knew he wasn't. But of course, you didn't care if you lied because you knew she was the one that cheated.

Monique words

Sometimes I get this off feeling. That's all.

A/N. What? Like he doesn't care much about you at the moment? That was because he didn't.

Ok don't get this wrong. Leon had learned to love Monique, or.. tolerated her, but sometimes he couldn't help thinking about his true love.

In the first chapter it seemed as if he wasn't happy because Monique was stressing over Akeilia, but that wasn't it at all.

Here's a little peak of Leon's POV in chapter 1.

"You can't keep doing this. Its affecting our relationship. Its affecting me". I tried really hard those years to forget about Akeilia. I even fell for Monique, but she kept reminding me of pain, the love I had for Akeilia. Everytime she said her name I remembered what we had, so the love I had for Akeilia was still fresh.

"I know baby. I won't do it again-".

"That's what you said the damn last time. . .". Those tears, everytime she cried I remembered how she lied to Akeilia about me cheating.

". . .Yet you did it again over and over. You say this now and the moment I'm calm, you do the same thing and I'm sick of it!". Though over the years I knew Monique had fell deeply in love with me.

"You don't have to yell". Everytime she mentioned Akeilia's name my d*** got hard. I wanted her so badly. I couldn't believe that after so long just the mention of her name evoked my hormones. She was just so beautiful, pure and innocent. I remembered every moan, everytime her legs quiver, her screams. I still even had the marks from her fingernails scratches.

But Monique was my family and I had to accept that.

"I-I could've lost my b-babyyy". I was frightened after Monique almost fell. If it wasn't for my skills I'd probably lost my son.

"You haven't. . .and you won't". Maybe if Akeilia and I hadn't got involved I would've loved Monique the way I was supposed to, but I kept thinking of Akeilia even when having sex with her.

"I won't let anything happen to you baby. I may be upset with you, but I still hate to see you cry and I care deeply about you". Those were true words, but I didn't love her deeply, even though it took me a long time to convince myself that I loved her.

"I love you L-Leon. . .and I want this to work".

"I should've acted better. Just please stop stressing yourself and also my unborn bambino, about Akeilia and Michael. They'll be fine".

"Its not Michael that I'm worried about. That's your job".

Automatically I began to think about Akeilia. I couldn't help it.

"Why not angel?" That wasn't meant to came from my mouth. Good thing I didn't say Akeilia.

Akeilia was the one on my mind while I made love to my wife. That wasn't supposed to happened, but I couldn't stop myself from loving Akeilia.

A/N. If only Monique didn't broke off things with Leon, things would've turned out differently, for the better.

Akeilia words

Monique I can't tell you if that's what going on. But Leon isn't that type of person.

A/N. Of course he wasn't. Akeilia knew Leon even more than Monique.

I smiled outside, but deep inside I knew what was really going on. No I didn't knew that Leon cheated, but I am sure of something else.

A/N. That he is still in love with you.

Leon made sure to let Akeilia know that he was still in love with her. It wasn't said verbally but he showed her otherwise, like the way he looked at her.

Leon thoughts

I was in love with the wrong woman, or so it seemed.

A/N. He was referring to Akeilia. He was questioning his love for Akeilia. But he knew he did.

Did you really thought Leon was really stressed out about Monique's nagging? He was stressing over the woman he wanted too much, but couldn't have.

I almost choked when I looked at my left, and through the crowd I saw hurt on Akeilia's angelic face.

A/N. I just wanted you to know that all of those meant something in the story.

You know that that is something I like Monique.

A/N. Yes it is, but it was because you wanted to have your family with Akeilia instead. I'm not sure if I should blame Leon. After all there are certain feelings we just can't prevent. It just happened.

A mixture of Akeilia and Leon words and thoughts

Do you remember who I was?" I looked into his eyes. Experiences with him in the pass flashed back to me.

A/N. Yeah. All the sweet sex you've had with. It was in Leon's mind actually every day.

Did you thought what she flashed back was the jokes Leon use to made and how he almost died etc? No no.

"I may not have a license to be one anymore but I still have the skills. I will protect you". He took my hand in his.

A/N. Now look at that.

I looked at it then back at him.

"I will". He promised again.

I nodded.

I slowly pulled my hands from his.

A/N. Was emotions getting too much for you?

Monique thoughts

Why was my husband being so possessive of my friend?

A/N. Because it was your fault. You made your future husband fell in love with your best friend, because you were stupid enough to think that Ken loved you that much to be his wife. Just because he was the one that took your virginity meant that he was the man for you. You should've used your head. He wasn't even the one that called you back. Well..of course. You were the one in love.

A mixture of Leon and Monique words and thoughts

"You know, this was the same attitude you had when you were cheating on me. Sometimes I wonder". Her eyes widened.

"That's not fair Leon. You know that I'd never do that a-".

"Do I?"

A/N. Yeah you've done it before.

Leon words

Why are you making me miserable? Is it because I cheated on you because we both know that that's a win win and it wasn't my fault! I loved and forgave you and you should've appreciated it

A/N. Well not really a win win because you've never cheated. You only had sex with her friend. Oh..well maybe that was why he considered it a win win.

Akeilia words and thoughts

Why aren't you at work Leon? I'd prefer to be alone with Monique than have you and Michael there.

A/N. She was afraid being around Leon. Being around him brought back too much sweet memories.

I looked at Jennifer who gave me a suspicious look.

A/N. Of course Jennifer knew. She saw Akeilia and Leon in the past.

"I can see why she chose you". I frowned a bit. Did I just misunderstood him.

Michael words and thoughts with Leon's words

"That sounds off Leon". He looked at me as if I'm stupid.

A/N. Leon actually faked, looking at Michael as if he was stupid. He didn't want Michael on to him.

"Like seriously Michael? Do you believe that you were the only guy in love with Akeilia? She's beautiful. Smart etc. I'm sure many guys approached her, but she chose you.

A/N. I bet you already know who Leon was referring to.

Monique words

I can't tell the last time you told me I was beautiful, yet you told Akeilia. You even pulled Michael away from his own wife. He could've moved by himself. I'm not even sure if I saw right but I could swore I saw you touched her belly
.....

Yeah to me. I'm your wife so you did it to me. But she's not pregnant for you Leon

Or is she? What's going on between the both of you. Did you f*ck her

A/N. Yes. Lol! He never said yes but he never denied it either. So basically Leon kinda pulled Michael away just a bit, but it wasn't really intentional. Subconsciously he really didn't want Michael all over Akeilia and his body just reacted. Good thing it didn't happen while Michael was kissing Akeilia.

Ken words

The last time I checked you cheated on him with me, so who's really the cheating hog here

A/N. So it was confirmed, Leon wasn't lying after all.