I'm Sorry |Tim x Alex (Timlex)

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Chapter 1 - Looking for Kralie

Timothy Wright's PoV

I swear I had a heart attack as I looked at that screen,

Alex Kralie?!?! Alive?! I thought I... him killed him! This shouldn't be possible, he should be dead! I quickly snapped out of my thoughts and kept reading the news report.

So after a good 20 minutes (15 if you don't count commercial breaks) of listening to the news. It turns out Alex is just getting out of prison, how could I not of known! Stupid mistake, I should of checked his pulse, then maybe he'd be dead? No wait, I just... Don't know how I should feel.

Happy? Since a friend I missed is back, or Angry? Since I.. him. Killed him! Or even sad? That I still might never see him again, like Jay... or Brian.. I sigh. I go to grab my coat and look for him.

Walking out of my apartment, pills in hand. This feels like marble hornets all over again, my tannish orange jacket, a flannel and a bottle of pills in hand, plus searching for something or someone. Yet my poor ol' sideburns are missing, I just didn't need memories of it, but oh well.

Running down the apartment stairs and towards my car. I jump off the last stair and unlock my car using my keys, I rush towards the car door and open the door and get in my car, throwing my pills in the seat beside me, and I place the keys in there spot.

I turn on the car and start driving. He's just out of prison so, maybe with his family? No his mom and dad died a bit after Jay, and I don't think he has siblings. Maybe he is looking for a job? Yeah, he would need money.. But wouldn't he look for an apartment first? I don't know. This is stupid! There are at least 500+ people in this area! I'll never find him! Yet I can try.

What will I even do when I find him! Attack him? Help him? Ask him how he's alive? Maybe just try to be his friend again.. Maybe he's changed? No... he didn't take the pills.. The operator took over him! He can't be normal again! Unless he took the pills? Would that even work? Maybe.. But the prison might not even care about his needs!

I sigh stopping the car close do the most crowded part of the city, mite as well try. I have to nothing to do, it's the weekend and my job is just Monday thru Friday and it's Saturday, so no work. So most jobs mite not be hiring! Lucky move. How am I going to find Kralie.. How! Don't I have his phone number? No he changed it half way thru Marble Hornets.

How am I going to find him! If so what will happen why I 'Black Out' I always seem to have that stupid mask back and have done something horrible! Would I hurt Alex? Would I hurt myself? Would I drag somebody new into old rivalry? It's stupid! He probably won't even want to see me.

What if he hates me?

What if he hurts me?

What if he hurts himself?

No...

He wouldn't! I know Alex, he wouldn't do that?

Right?

RIGHT!?!!?

Maybe i'm overthinking this. It would be nice to see the little nerd again.. Well not little... big.. He is tall as hell. Why am I so short? Wait i'm going off topic, I still need to find him before or at least know his location.. Right?'

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This is stupid, yet i'm trying it anyways.. God im turning into Jay, I need a break from thinking i'm just going to start looking. I grab my pills, a pack of cigarettes and my lighter. I open the car door and jump out, closing it on the way. I open the half empty pack and grab one.

While walking I light the cigarette. I don't mind the looks I get from non smokers or people who dislike the activity, they're aren't many. I breathe in the smoke and blow it out watching as the smoke goes up past my face and into the endless blue. I stopped walking and moved up against a wall, leaning on it.

Sighing as I finished the cigarette after a few long minutes. I stomped out the cigarette on the ground. I felt small tears risking to leave my eyes.

What if I never find him?

What if I lose my chances already bad chances of finding him?

I felt the tears running down my face, crying in public? I've become so soft since Marble Hornets. Maybe it's just because i'm missing an old friend? Maybe, i've just grown weak? Possibly, but I should just keep looking, I need to find that asshole, whether I miss him or not.

I start walking, wiping my tears of my face, my hand felt so cold compared to my face, I shivered. I looked at everyone's faces while keeping my head down. How will I find him?

Should I just give up? No. Not till I find him and have answers. Not till I have answers.. Then I can move out of state, and forget about Marble Hornets, Alex, Jay, Brian, Jessica, Amy, Seth! Then I can forget it all.. I can forget them all, yet.. Why should I forget? What about the good times with everybody? Brian, my best friend since forever, Jay the stupid friend who comes up with the best ideas and Alex... hmmm where do I start with him?

This is going off topic, I need to keep looking. I need to find Alex, and get some fucking answers! Just keep looking. Till you see him.

Just.... Keep.... Looking....