Part 6- I fucking love you Harry James Potter

Harry woke up in the hospital wing as heavyweight fell on his shoulders, he thought he had ended it but he didn't. Why is it always so hard for him to die? He felt tears blur his vision not that he could really see without his glasses. He grabbed his glasses and saw a boy laying on the bed next to him with wrap wrapped around his arm. Harry blinked a few times and noticed it was Malfoy, his eyes sent daggers at him.

But he stopped when he realized Draco was hurt, why was he hurt? Draco shifted in his sleep as Harry let his bare feet touch the floor as he made his way over to the bed and saw blood was seeping through his banges. "Oh god" Harry whispered to himself as he looked over Draco's paled face. Harry couldn't help the feeling of attraction that he felt twords the boy.

But he knew Draco would date someone like him well the only problem was the fact that he was a boy. Harry knew he was gay for a while since he liked one of his cousins friend, well he was the nicest out of all of them and the handsome one. Harry saw that he was waking up as Harry loomed over him trying to look as innocent as possible.

Draco sat up and looked at the boy like he hadn't seen him in years, Draco threw his legs over the bed and pulled Harry into a hug as he broke down sobbing. Harry hugged him back now understanding why he was crying. Harry hugged him tightly as he cried "D-draco why are you crying?" Draco was astonished by the boy, he wasn't dead and it made him happy.

"Your not dead, oh I don't know what I'd do without yo-" Draco cut himself off as a blush tented his pale cheeks red. Harry blushed too knowing that he caused that much pain by trying to kill himself.

"I'm sorry" Draco was still astonished by his words

"You called me Draco instead of Malfoy" Harry blushed and looked away

"Well I thought that I could call you Draco instead of Malfoy unless you don't want me to than I don't have to, if I made you uncomfortable I'm s-" Draco cut him off.

"Harry your fine" Harry's eyes brightend as Draco called him Harry instead of Potter as Harry hugged him tightly.

"What happened when I t-tried to y-you know..?" Draco felt tears blur his vision but he didn't want Harry to know it effected him as bad as it did. Because he was horrible with the way he felt twords people. Or maybe just feelings in general, Harry was so sorry for the hell he clearly put Draco in, he seemed to have tired to take his own life, maybe Harry pushed him.

"I saw you jumping and I saved you, I don't know why but I couldn't let you die" Draco said Harry felt his hart flutter when he heard that, it was odd as Harry took Draco's arm and saw blood seeping through it.

"What happened?" Draco sighed and looked Harry in the eye as he didn't brake eye contact.

"My dark Mark it was burning and I wanted to rid myself of it, so I tried to carve it from my skin but clearly didn't work". Harry nodded in knowing,

"Why do you think it was burning?" Harry asked as they sat on Draco's hospital bed. But all Draco did was shrug,

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"Draco!" Harry said as he ran down the hallway as Draco was about to go into his common room. Draco turnt around his eyes blood shot as Harry took his hand ignoring the shots of electricity that went through his body.

"What Harry?!" Draco snapped at the smaller boy as he ripped his arm from the boys grasp

"Bloody hell Draco can you calm down for five bloody seconds so I can talk to you?!" Harry argued back as Draco shook his head and let out a scuff.

"So you came to argue with me, I don't need this right now Harry" Harry looked at the boy and sighed.

"I figured out why your mark was burning" Draco's eyes snapped into the electric green eyes that always seemed to make his heart flutter or stomach do a flop.

"Well what are you waiting for tell me!" Harry rolled his eyes and grabbed Draco's arm the one that wasnt hurt of course and dragged him to the library. They made their way to the back and sat down one in front of the other.

"Well you see Lord Voldemort had a daughter with Bellatrix and I don't know her name but she's going here now in our year to be exact. Harry looked at the taller boy, Draco could almost kiss Harry, but he was pretty sure Harry would have Bitch slapped him for that one. "And I also wanted to ask you a question" Harry said a blush creeped to his cheeks as Draco nodded wanting him to keep talking.

"Well tomorrow I was wondering if you'd like to go to hogdmade with me?" Harry bit his bottom lip as the blond furrowed his brows but then Draco laughed causing Harry to get aggravated at the boy who thought it would be so funny to laugh at him. "Why do you have to be such a bloody git Malfoy all I wanted to do was be nice but you make that even impossable maybe I understand why no one wanted you in the first place!" Tears where rolling down Harry's cheeks.

How bloody pathetic he was for crying because Malfoy laughed at him he's bloody mad, why would he cry about it? 'maybe because your in love with that git' Harry thought as Draco was practically on the ground laughing hard. He seriously thought it was a joke, "you think haha" Draco couldn't even finish his sentence because of how much he was laughing. Harry wasn't amused if anything he was hurt and humiliated he honestly thought that Malfoy felt something towards him but he was clearly wrong.

"Why is it so bloody funny?!" Draco cleared his throat

"Because you actually thought that I'd like someone like you, that's bloody mad Potter I'm not a bloody faggot Potter" Harry felt his stomach dropped as if someone had stabbed him in the gut three times and left him there to die. He was so used to these words but it hurt the most because it came from Malfoy but Harry knew he was lying.

"Sod off" was all that he could manage as he ran off he didn't want Malfoy to see his tears because that was so bloody funny wasn't it to always push Potter over the edge hasn't he seen what it did to him the last time. Harry ran into the boys bathroom as he tried to catch his breath.

He doesn't understand why Malfoy was like this, it wasn't like he had done anything to him to deserve to be treated like scum on his feet so immoral so passionly hated that he didn't deserve the air rapidly pumping into his lungs as he cried his stiffled sobbs so he guessed it did work he wanted to end his life and here he is without one. Harry felt hard stone collide with his back as Draco had pushed him into the wall trapping the smaller boy with his body.

"Leave me alone Malfoy" Harry struggled as Draco glared at him.

"Look at me Potter!"

Harry growled at him "why should I huh?!" Draco wasn't haveing any of this as he took Harry's face in his hands and smashed his lips to the smaller boys. Harry felt a wave on electricity rush through his bones as they kissed, maybe Draco was in fact gay but closeted.

"Because I fucking love you Harry James Potter!"