As the plane lands on the runway Chanyeol takes a deep breath knowing after everything, he now needs to face Baekhyun and try to sort this out once and for all.

Finally being able to send a text he messages Lucas to let him know he has finally arrived.

As he exits the plane he hopes that no fans are around and nobody will notice him. Collecting his small carry-on bag he makes his way down the steps of the plane and rushes through the airport to a chauffeured car Suho has arranged for him.

"Mr. Park glad to see you made it safely come right this way. I have the car parked out of sight so you won't be seen. Suho has filled me in on where you are staying and places you might need to go, " the driver says as he opens the car door for the taller.

"I need to go to my hotel first to shower after that flight".

"Yes sir, right away" the driver closes the door after Chanyeol and rushes to the driver's side as they make their way out of the airport and towards the hotel.

Buzz buzz

Opening his flip phone again he spots a message from Lucas.

I have everything set up just waiting for you to give me the go-ahead

I'm heading to my hotel first Lucas just keep your eye on him for now and I will contact you again soon.

Closing his flip phone he leans his head back and closes his eyes. His mind drifts off to Baekhyun in bed with someone and it forces him to open his eyes to let out some tears.

He opens back up his phone and hits the icon for the pictures. Scrolling he can't help but smile seeing the funny pictures of him and Baekhyun. The crazy faces they would pull together the more intimate ones of Baekhyun sleeping on his naked chest looking so happy. He even smiles at the screenshot pictures their fans made of them both.

"We are here now sir"

Chanyeol quickly closes his phone and waits for the car to stop. Climbing out he hurries into the hotel hoping not to have been seen as he checks in.

Over at the SuperM hotel

"Baekhyun, how are you feeling today?" Lucas watches as Baekhyun looks over the balcony in the distance of their hotel suite.

"I feel like a fool after last night" he says while lowering his head feeling sorry for himself.

"It was just a long busy day yesterday let's forget it please" Lucas waits as Baekhyun looks up at him and smiles.

"I'd really like that"

"I have to go finish getting dressed before we head off out. I will see you in a bit" Lucas says as he rushes to his bedroom and quickly replies to a message Chanyeol sent him that he was ready.

Ok Lucas you got this he whispers to himself as he quickly finishes getting dressed and grabs his shoes and bag.

" So Mark and I are going to head down with Taemin for breakfast. Do you wanna come?" Kai says softly noticing Baekhyun isn't himself this morning

" I will follow you down in a bit I'm just gonna get dressed" Baekhyun makes his way to his bedroom and locks the door behind him leaving a worried Kai behind it.

Worried for his friend, Kai turns in the search for the others to try and figure out what they can do to help Baekhyun right now.

" I'm sure he will come around. We have plenty of things to do and see while we are here. Let him follow us all down for breakfast" Ten says making the others join in agreement.

"I will wait for him" Lucas says making Kai's eyes get bigger with worry

"No, I'll wait, " Kai says as they all stand looking at the door with no one budging.

"Please Kai, I need to talk to baek anyway, can you let me do this please?" Lucas begs as Kai finally gives in.

"Ok but I wanna see you both downstairs for breakfast in 10 minutes or I will come back and drag you both out of here".

"Deal" Lucas smiles as he waves them all out the door of the suite.

" Where is everyone?' Baekhyun steps out of his bedroom looking around.

"They went downstairs for a private breakfast. I told them we would follow" Lucas smiles softly, trying not to show his nerves knowing just a second ago Chanyeol's message said he had arrived.

"Ok well let's go then, I'm rather hungry this morning". Baekhyun pushes past him and heads out the door with Lucas following sending a secret text to Chanyeol to let him know he was on the way.

" No it's not on the ground floor, it's the first floor supposedly" Lucas smiles as Baekhyun looks at him confused but presses the lift button anyway for the first floor. As they both wait patiently for the lift to arrive Lucas is beginning to sweat a little knowing he has to face Chanyeol again.

" Aw we have arrived " he smiles again as he walks ahead with Baekhyun following, looking around confused.

"Are you sure it's here?'

" Yep here it is " Lucas opens the door and holds it open for Baekhyun as the smaller steps in and freezes on the spot.

"Hi beautiful" Chanyeol smiles looking amazing in a cream snuggle jumper that Baekhyun loves over some jeans.

"Chan...Chanyeol .....what....what are you doing here?"

"I heard you're not doing too well"

Baekhyun turns back to look at Lucas who shrugs his shoulders and closes the door leaving the pair alone.

"I don't understand" Baekhyun turns back to face Chanyeol seeing the comfort in his eyes.

"What happened last night Baekhyun?"

"I can't do this" Baekhyun moves to leave the room but Chanyeol catches up with him and places his hand on the door, stopping him from leaving.

"Please Chanyeol let me leave" Baekhyun starts to get upset a little but the taller hugs him from behind making Baekhyun melt into his warmth.

"I came all this way for you. Please talk to me Baekhyun tell me what happened without fighting or raised voices."

"I can't"

"Yes you can baby"

"Please don't call me that I don't deserve it"

"Baekhyun I know about the bodyguard and Lucas" Chanyeol whispers softly.

"Nooooo"  baekhyun's legs give way but Chanyeol still has a hold of him stopping him from hitting the floor.

"Lucas rang Suho in a panic but I want to hear it from you Baekhyun"

"Chanyeol... I can't"

"Yes you can let it all out baek"

Baekhyun finds some strength in his legs and stands stronger pulling away from Chanyeol's embrace.

"Why are you here?"

"For you Baekhyun"

"Thought I was a whore" Baekhyun moves looking around the room to see they are in a meeting room. Making his way to the coffee machine on the table along the wall he pops a pod in the machine and waits not wanting to look at Chanyeol.

"Did you want to sleep with him?" Chanyeol says in that deep voice Baekhyun knows makes him weak at the knees.

"Honestly, you want me to answer that?" Baekhyun still won't look at him.

"Yes I do"

"Well then yes. I wanted to because I felt so dead inside after I got off stage"

Chanyeol can't help but frown, knowing this isn't Baekhyun he is usually full of life and adrenaline after a performance.

Taking a seat at the large desk he waits till Baekhyun finally turns to face him and passes him a cup of coffee as he joins the taller one at the table.

"Thank you now spill" Chanyeol says while taking a sip of his coffee.

"You look really good" Baekhyun says while looking into his coffee cup.

"Don't change the subject please just talk to me baek"

"I can't"

"Yes you can you started already so continue, please"

"It wasn't the same coming off the stage ok. None of you guys were there. The last time I came off stage from a group project I was kissing you in our changing area like we always did. It just wasn't the same, it was like my life got sucked out of me as soon as I left the stage". Baekhyun wipes a tear hoping he won't have to say anymore.

"I can understand that it's a massive change. What happened next?"

"I don't want to say" Baekhyun stands up and walks away from the table afraid to speak in case they do scream and shout like before.

"You need to say it" Chanyeol walks up behind him wanting to grab the smaller but he knows Baekhyun is at a tipping point now, all because of him.

"I kissed lucas again and he pushed me away saying it was wrong and to stop after I tore his PJ top off. Then... oh yeah here's the best bit you might wanna sit down for" Baekhyun turns ready to blurt it all out only to see Chanyeol inches away from him waiting.

"Tell me" Chanyeol reaches his hand across and cups Baekhyun's cheek as he watches the tears fall down the smallers cheek.

"I kissed the bodyguard also and then later I made a move on him. I told him I wanted sex and that I would go out and find it somewhere he told me it was not a good idea cause I'm an idol so long story short I nearly did with him".

"Keep going Chanyeol whispers still not letting Baekhyun's cheek go but dying inside hearing he nearly slept with someone.

"Well we were about to have sex and I stopped and told him I couldn't do it. I just couldn't do it no matter how much hate and anger and rage I had. I still couldn't do it". Baekhyun closes his eyes as more tears kiss his cheek making Chanyeol step closer to him holding his arms out.

"Please don't do that, don't look at me with pity" Baekhyun says looking at Chanyeol knowing he does need a hug right now.

"What else is going on Baekhyun?"

"Nothing"

"Tell me I know there is more to this then you are telling me"

"No"

"Come on, tell me"

"It's just I....I....want to walk away from all of this"

Hearing those words Chanyeol pulls Baekhyun into a bug holding the smaller tight to his chest as baekhyun starts to sob.

"I don't want to be in a group anymore ....I... I ...don't want to be alone anymore .....I want to be loved properly and not called names ...... My heart is broken so badly hearing you call me names.....I'm not evil or a whore .....I'm not ....well I should be like one after last night but I didn't do anything when I could have...I just wanted you to be here ......"

"I'm here now" Chanyeol hugs Baekhyun tighter the smaller sniffs into his jumper.

"Is there anything else?"

"Yes... Our boss gave me such a hard time over this group that I missed the food I ordered because he rang me and gave out to me for about an hour all because I had an opinion that he asked me for but didn't like the answer. He gave me so much hell that I snapped and then I realized I didn't want this anymore. I lost my way and kissed Lucas then you were so pissed at me ........and called me names" Baekhyun sobs harder into chanyeol's chest as the taller kisses the top of his head.

"I'm so sorry Baekhyun I really am. I have been such an asshole to you"

"We both have" Baekhyun says while pushing back from Chanyeol's chest so he can look up at him. They look into each other's eyes before Chanyeol whispers "what are you not telling me" as he moves Baekhyun's hair behind his ear.

"Do you really want to know?"

"Yes I do"

"I....I... I'm trying to get out of my contract with SM"

"Are you?"

"Yes, I can't take it anymore, I just hate it. I have a document signed and ready to give to the boss. I have an apartment back home that I will be moving into as soon as I'm finished here"

"Oh wow I didn't even notice"

"Nobody noticed  I didn't tell anyone" Baekhyun moves and takes a seat at the table again as chanyeol stands shocked in the same spot.

"So because of SuperM, you're leaving the company?"

"I've just had enough. I think this group and what happened with the call I got was the tipping point for me. Then this stuff happened with us calling names playing tit for tat then being here I just don't care anymore Chanyeol I don't. I have no energy to do it anymore". Baekhyun lowers his head and Chanyeol finally moves and hunkers down beside Baekhyun.

"You are the most amazing person I know, don't leave just because of the dick boss"

"I stayed only for you guys Chanyeol. But I don't think I have the energy in me anymore. Plus my thyroid problem is not good at the moment"

"Which will make you feel the way you do. It controls your whole immune system and for an idol who does as much as you do you're gonna be tired and grumpy etc because of it not working properly. Nobody understands how bad the thyroid not working properly can do to a person but I do baek and I want to help you"

"I know you do but I'm tired Chanyeol I can't take it anymore I don't want this life. I don't wanna fight with you or the others. I don't wanna kiss strangers. I just need me time and space to heal because I'm scared"

"Of what baby tell me"

"Of...I can't say it"

"Try please I can tell what it is now but tell me you need to say it out loud"

"Taking my life"

"There it is"  chanyeol says as Baekhyun lays his head in his hands and sobs uncontrollably.

"Come here" Chanyeol moves the smaller as Baekhyun lays his head into the tallers chest and lets it all out.

"I knew there was more to this. I knew you were not right. I'm sorry Baekhyun I really am. I should have been more understanding and not a complete asshole to you"

"It's not just your fault,I'm sorry Chanyeol"

"Hey is there anything else?"

"No, that is all, I've told you everything now"

They hug each other for a while until Baekhyun settles. Chanyeol feels nervous as this is just the start of Baekhyun opening up the hard part will be trying to get him the help he needs.

"Where are you staying ?' Baekhyun whispers as Chanyeol smiles "just at a hotel about 10 minutes away. I didn't want to be too close Incase fans saw me"

"Well you're pretty close now" Baekhyun smiles looking up into chanyeol's eyes.

"I've been closer" he whispers back making Baekhyun blush.

"How much closer?"

"Inside you close"

"I'm sorry Chanyeol"

"Please there is no need to keep saying sorry. I'm in the wrong with all this too. I made it ten times worse but I am willing to help you out and make it up to you baek"

"What do you think about me leaving SM?"

"Unfortunately, you can't yet but if it's something you need to do then I will support you baby"

"Why didn't you support me with SuperM?"

"I was so fucking jealous baek I felt worthless for not being picked I doubted myself put myself down and took it out on you and the others. I've made a show of us with the other SuperM members"

"I'm glad you are calling it by the proper name" Baekhyun smirks

"Well I know it annoys you so I needed to stop. But in my defence it did look like sperm"

" Yeah true, Thank you".

"Will you forgive me Baekhyun for the names and trouble I've caused you? Can we even be friends?"

"It will take a bit of time for both of us to forgive each other but I still love you after everything even though I didn't show it by wanting others out of anger"

"I love you too baek even after everything. I'm sorry for the name-calling and I think moving out will also do me some good. I need to grow up baek I really do. Like who treats their partner like that and keeps hitting them when they are having a hard time. My selfish ass needs a timeout" chanyeol smiles making Baekhyun laugh.

"I want to do something" Baekhyun says

"Sure what is it?"

"Can I be cheeky and ask for a kiss?"

"Of course" Chanyeol leans closer and places one on Baekhyun's cheek making the smaller one close his eyes to the touch.

"We can survive this right?" Baekhyun asks 

"Of course we can we have to we are chanbaek" Chanyeol  says making the smaller giggle

"What happens now?"

"You do what you need to do here and when you get back home I'll help you move out and we can sort out you getting some help with your thyroid and maybe talking to someone. I know I need to work on myself big time and hopefully, in the future, I can be the man you can be proud of again" Chanyeol finally lets out a tear as  Baekhyun starts to cry again.

"I've missed us. I want us to try again" Baekhyun wipes his tears looking at the man he loves.

"I've missed us too baby things just got hard and piled on top and to be honest I don't want anyone but you Baekhyun. I love you so much and being away from you hurts so badly but I just hid it"

"Will you wait for me to heal so I can be a better man for you?" Baekhyun says placing his hand on Chanyeol chest just over his heart making Chanyeol place his hand over the smallers.

"Only if you do the same for me"

" I love you Chanyeol"

" I love you too my world"

Leaning closer the both give in and kiss softly on the lips.

"Hey what is it?" Chanyeol pulls away from the kiss knowing Baekhyun is upset.

"It's just... I'm sorry Chanyeol"

"Shhh, no more of that now"

As Chanyeol holds the man he truly does love he thanks the heavens that Baekhyun is still around because hearing those words come from the smallers mouth of not wanting to live woke him up to reality.

"I love you Chanyeol I'm gonna make you proud"

"And I you Baekhyun I'll make sure I'm the one you want to marry and spend the rest of your days.

The end

Finally it ended it needed to cause it was annoying me how they fought so much . But that's life people do fight and do stupid stuff in relationships.

Don't worry I have plenty of other stories available

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