I can't help but feel like I'm the cause of everything that's happened. Ben, your dad sleeps on the couch and well, the tension between everyone is pretty bad right now. It's my fault you're gone. Because you left, your parents don't love each other anymore. It's my fault. I feel disowned by my dad and nothing will ever be the same between my mother and I again. It's all my fault. I hate being alive. I love you Ben.

-Poe