Happy nineteenth birthday. I wish I was there with you. We have spent every birthday with each other since we were like five. Both my birthdays weren't the same without you. I didn't even do anything for my eighteenth birthday. Can you believe that it's been this long since you left? You were sixteen, I fifteen. Three years. Words can not explain how much I miss seeing you. Because of you, sixteen is my favorite number. That's how old you were when the best day of my life happened. I love you Ben.

-Poe