I miss you, I regret everything, you will never read this. I still want to say something though. I wish our situation was different. Kissing you by Jedi river was the best thing that has ever happened to me. I had my reasons to for not telling my parents the truth. They stopped talking to me all together. Ben, they were dangling my life right in front of me, threatening to ruin it. You know what, that's doesn't excuse it. I can't believe you're gone, I never thought your parents would send you away. I even tried going to your house, your father sent me away... were you there? It's killing me to not know if you were there or not. Ben... I love you.

-Poe