i can't seem to like you enough to wait for you to like me back
as soon as you do, i've already lost interest
as soon as i'm trying to get to know you, the especialness i saw in you fades away

i'm not saying i'm in love but i get jealous when you talk to someone else
i'm not saying i'm in love but i want to kiss you
i'm not saying i'm in love but i miss you everytime that i'm alone

i'm not talking to you first because i'm scared of losing what i have. i'm scared losing the reason to get up every morning, with the hope to see you this day. i'm scared i'll fall. not for you but into the hole i crawled out and thought i built a fence around so i won't fall into it again.