There is someone

Not saying who

But someone

Who I feel very strongly towards

I don't know how to feel about them

I can't tell if its hate

Or if its something else

I just don't know

Not yet at least

No one is able to know

But I feel I need to protect them

I guess

Its more of a

If anyone goes near them

I WILL beat them with a bat

Kind of feeling

...that is

When someone will give me one

I just need a wooden bat ffs

But I don't know understand why

I feel this way

I've never felt like this

Anyone care to explain?

Please do

I also don't hate them

I hope I don't at least

That would be fucked up

I haven't known them very long

Not long at all

Its quite weird that I feel this way

I thought I should try and understand

My feelings

But everytime I try

I keep thinking of other people

Other people around them

It pisses me off

A lot

School scares me

Thank fucking god they're not there

I'd go crazy

But it would also be quite nice

They're funny too

What scares me the most

Is being around people I don't know

I know only a few

They're quite nice

I don't think they like me

Very well though

I can be a bit narcissistic at times

Other times it gets a bit wobbly

So if I know you IRL

I'm sorry if I'm an ass this year

I can't really help it

I'm working on it

But for now

Be patient

Its very overwhelming

And scary

Ya know

I like it here

Where I've moved

But I feel like I'm constantly being judged

I don't know if I want to stay...

I'm also hated by some people

From what they've told me at least

I'm pretty self centered

I'm also I clingy

Weird

Also quite sad

No one wants a to be around someone

Who is sad

I think that's why they hate me

Don't worry

I'd hate me too

                                                
                                                          -Katee