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Four: Real Reasons

Elsa

Okay, freshman year, here I go! I thought to myself as I walked through the doors of DisneyWorks High. I tried to stay out of everybody's way. I looked around, trying to read the students' minds. One was looking sharply at my skirt, which was teal and didn't have as much flair as their skirts.

Ugh, oh!

I bumped into someone...

Gosh, his... his hair... is white.

"Whoops,", he turned around. His jaw dropped, "I... uhmmm... Sorry, I didn't see you there."

I smiled, "It's fine, no big deal.". I leaned down to grab his book.

"Thanks,", he shrugged. "I'm Jack."

"Elsa", I reached out to shake his hand. As soon as our fingers touched, my hand retreated. I swore I saw a faint blush on his cheeks.

"Elsa...", he smiled. "Now that's a pretty name."

Stop, flirting... stop it... stop

That, that was the reason. 

I was scared to open the door, after I shut it out forever once Josh cheated on me. It was also the reason I started holding back everything, and it doubled my ignorant personality. 

I stared back down at my bear mug and discovered that the handle was frosted. The cocoa inside was cold and started to freeze at the edges.

"Whoops,", Anna giggled. "Do you want me to get you a new one, Els?"

"Uh, no... Thank you Anna.", I smiled back at my sister.

The brisk, cold air collided with my flowing locks as I locked the door of our dorm. Anna stepped along with me and grunted as her bun tied loose to the Tuesday breeze.

I giggled and we walked on the icy stone pavement that led to the entrance of DisneyWorks.

"I'll see ya later, Els", Anna called out, waving her and as she ran to the west building. I smiled and watched her dawdle towards a few of her friends.

I turned around to face the twin blue doors of the main building. It always felt the same as the first time I walked through these doors.

Faces without names, snickering of some ladies near the lockers, jocks playing around with their girlfriends, and here I was- blending through the crowd, not trying to touch anything.

I didn't have full control of my powers, but I can manage to stop myself from coating whatever I am holding with thick ice. I caught sight of my bright blue locker and started heading towards it. 

Someone from behind grabbed my hand, "Let go of me!". It was Rapunzel.

"I swear, Elsa. If you ever steal Jack away from me, you will not survive.", her emerald eyes flared like lustrous green fire.

"I am not doing anything.", I retorted.

He'll never be mine, anyways.

"I know you're planning something, Cousin.", she spat. "And nothing will ever break us apart."

I had to get out of here, I felt my sweat running through my palms, and escaping down to the floor as crystals. I would never want to hurt Punzie. Cold air was bursting out of my skin. I had to escape.

I ran away, up the stairs and never looked back. I couldn't let it show right now, not at this moment. I'm a Senior, and I can't afford to lose anything.

You have to be the best, Elsa

My father's words echoed into my mind. I started to cry, without noticing it until I bumped again to someone

I wiped my tears before facing the stranger.

"Sorry, I was such a...", my eyes locked to his. "Klutz."

He had a striking auburn head of hair which was whipped up to the side on a handsome manner.

Why do I always have the nerve to bump into such heart-melting gods?

"It's fine,", he helped me up. "My fault as well, for parking myself in the middle of the hall."

I smiled and got dazed into his eyes. It was a greenish hazel color that I've never seen before.

"I'm Hans, by the way.", he brought out his hand. "You must be Elsa."

I nodded.

"I finally got to meet you. I've been seeing you a lot of times last year, and I was wondering who you were.", he said as I shook his hand.

"Well, here I am.", I smirked. "Thanks, by the way."

"No problem, Elsa.", he flashed a smile. "I guess I'll see you around."

I waved and had a dopey smile written all over me as he walked away. 

I walked over to class looking like a complete mess of serious thinking and love problems. My hair was all tangled up and I still looked dazed from the bump.

A sound a stick of chalk grinding on a board echoed as I went inside, "Miss Arendelle, do you mind explaining why you are late."

"I... I...", I muttered.

"We were doing a favor for Ms. Peters.", someone spoke out. I turned to the dude, and discovered... well, it's no other than Jack Frost himself. Seems like he was late as well.

"Only once, Mr. Frost.", she glared. "And Ms. Arendelle."

I scurried over to an empty seat, and brought out my book. Jack sat down beside me.

"Thanks, Jack.", I whispered. I didn't dare to look up to him... I knew I couldn't handle it either.

"No prob, Elsie.", he said. I could sense a smirk coming from him. I glanced at him and gave a small smile.

As soon as I turned away, this face seemed to have faded away into a blank, emotionless façade.

Jack

"Thanks, Jack.", Elsa said. I tried to catch her eyes, but it seemed too lost in the sea of who-knows-what. She must be thinking of something...-something she thinks that is utterly impossible.

"No prob, Elsie.", I said while smirking. She smiled back and her face was kinda painted with a light tint of pink. 

We both turned away from each other, not knowing what else to say.

Dude, you can say you love her!

No! No I don't.

I spent almost half of my high school life trying to impress that girl. I tried inviting her to whatever a girl would like: parties, movie dates and even bowling stuff...

She never did notice me, but I felt like I was missing something. There was a somewhat kind of force that shielded me from her. I couldn't comprehend anything.

The moment I knew Rapunzel, I started concluding that Elsa never really did like me. She started arranging dates and everything, even thinking of baby names for us. 

I moved on, accepted everything and started going out with Punzie, but in the beginning of the year, Elsa started acting strange. 

Rapunzel was, too.

I feel like there's another side of her that I never knew- something dark. For some reason, she would always disappear for some time in the day, then come back saying that it was all a big cheerleading meeting. But a cheerleading meeting at the early start of September?

There has to be something that the both of them are keeping from me.

Elsa

I merely doodled during the whole class. I was advanced in all the lessons for a week, since I had nothing else to do- locked inside my room for all summer long.

I managed to never look at Jack during the entire time. I'm sure he's got better things to do than hang out with a... a cold-hearted girl like me. Even if I had a chance to go with him, I would back down and lock the gates.

I will never be ready for a relationship. It's just going to hurt, nothing more.

But,

I'm willing to try.

A/N: Here you go! One scoop of the newest chapter has been given to you.

Well, I guess we now see the past, the present, and the probable future. 

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[Updated Author's Notes: What the hell? Why did I type down 'Laterz'? Young Julienne, you are SO not classy! Plus, there's some typos here, so you also are horrible at typing.]