June 1971

Kit and Jude were sitting at their dining room table, looking through a binder of different wedding pics Vivien had helped her put together as Vivien sat down with her third cup of coffee as Kit got him and Jude another cup.

Jude was having a hard time of trying to see who would make the perfect maid of honor as Kit had Roy as his best man, but Jude had her girls and Vivien to choose from.

Kit knew something was wrong with Jude as he sat down beside of her as Vivien went to go get something out of her car.

"What's wrong sweetheart?" Kit asked her.

"I don't know what to do about my maid of honor and bridesmaids, because I don't want to give one person the higher title." Jude said as she took her glasses off as rested her head on the table as Kit kissed her neck.

"Honey, the girls would understand if you give someone the higher title. I believe Vivien should be your maid of honor, she has worked day and night helping us at the library and helping us plan our wedding." Kit said as Jane, Pepper and Violet walked in.

"Alright, we will have Pepper, Jane and Violet as my bridesmaids." Jude said

"Jude, Vivien would be the perfect maid of honor. She deserves it." Pepper said as they smiled just as Vivien walked back in as they all turned their heads to look at her.

"Alright, I got you something that I thought you could keep for the wedding plans as we go along and after, you can display it and go back to read it any time." Vivien said as she sat down and so did the girls.

"What is it?" Jude asked as Vivien handed the bag to her.

"Just a little something special for being a friend when I needed you the most." Vivien said as Jude opened the present to reveal what is was. (In media)

"Oh Vivien, thank you." Jude said as she hugged her.

"I was walking by a window and seen where they put last names on anything, even a cutting board, but that would get scratched up with as much as you and Kit cook." Vivien said as Kit smiled.

"I'm not that great at cooking as Jude is, but I love the coffee mugs Vivien, thank you." Kit said as he sat down beside Jude.

"You're welcome Kit." Vivien said as she smiled at Jude.

"Now, Vivien I have something I want to ask you." Jude said as she was happy to ask her to be her maid of honor.

"Sure Jude, anything." Vivien said as Jude presented her and the girls with cards and boxes.

"Aww Jude, thank you so much. The cup and sparkling cider is perfect, plus the body mist and hand sanitizer will come in handy and the compact mirror as well." Vivien said as she looked at her earrings.

"You're welcome, plus I thought it was time you had your own personalized coffee cup at our library." Jude said as both women smiled.

"I can't wait to use it." Vivien said

"Alright girls, your turn." Jude said as she presented them with their cards first before she gave them their presents.

"Yes! It would be an absolute honor to be your bridesmaid." Violet said as she hugged her.

"I can't wait to be your bridesmaid either and till we actually go get you fitted for your dress." Jane said as she loved planning weddings.

"I'm excited too." Pepper said as Jude kissed her head.

"You are my special baby and always will be." Jude said

"Hey! I thought I was?" Kit teased as Jude laughed.

"I have two babies and I love you both the same, but I'm not going to forget these three." Jude pointed and Vivien, Violet and Jane.

"Okay, so I have three things to give y' all besides your cards." Jude said as she handed them their bracelet first.

"Oh, its so pretty." Violet said

"I always found the mix between gold and rose very pretty." Jude said as the girls smiled at each other, examining their bracelets, even though they were the same.

"They're beautiful Jude and never did I imagine my Violet wearing something girly." Vivien said

"Well, being Jude's bridesmaid me want to wear it, plus it will go good with my maroon sweater." Violet said

"Alright, next present." Jude said

"Speaking of maroon, that's the main color of our wedding." Kit said as he pointed between him and Jude.

"What are the other colors?" Violet asked them.

"Traditional Fall colors or would.
y' all like to help me, Kit and Vivien plan the wedding?" Jude asked as they all replied 'yes' as they smiled.

"I have decided on maroon, burgundy, red, pink, yellow, orange and grey for our colors." Jude said as Vivien wrote that in her separate book.

"It's going to be a long night, so I'm going to order a couple of pizzas. Any special requests?" Kit asked them?

"Hawaiian." Violet said

"Cheese please." Jude said as Kit kissed her cheek.

"Vivien?" Kit asked her.

"Anything is fine with me. I'm not picky." Vivien said as Jude noticed the way she was flipping through the magazine as she sensed nervousness and had been since she got here.

"Girls, go get a couple of packs of sodas and some paper plates. Here's twenty dollars and help yourselves to whatever else you would like." Jude said as they all looked at each other.

"Okay." Jane said as she put the money in her wallet, even though she had money of her own.

Kit ordered the pizzas and left as well as the girls. Jude and Vivien had the house to themselves as Jude felt worried for Vivien as she was writing down everything that had already been planned into the wedding planner.

"Vivien dear, are you alright?" Jude asked her.

"Of course Jude, I'm happy to be sitting here with you." Vivien said

"I just thought something was bothering you." Jude said

"I guess I might as well tell while Kit and the girls are gone." Vivien said as she looked Jude in the eyes.

"What is it dear?" Jude asked her as she reached across the table and held Vivien's hands.

"You remember the night I came over here and was crying nonstop?" Vivien asked her as Jude knew where this was going, but wanted to be strong for her.

"You can tell me anything." Jude said

"When Ben went on that "business" trip I told you about, he went to see his mistress and turns out, she's pregnant with his baby." Vivien said as tears were escaping her eyes as she wiped them.

"Come here darling." Jude said as she patted the space beside her as Vivien came over and sat beside of her.

"I don't want Violet to know, she's already been through so much." Vivien said as Jude hugged her.

"I'm going to tell you something that I never though was possible till now." Jude said as Vivien looked at her.

"Are you pregnant too?" Vivien asked her.

"No, not yet, but what I am going to tell you is something along that line, but what I once thought that was going to destroy me and my happy ending is now a blessing God granted me. A second chance of happiness." Jude said as she tried to stop the fresh tears from falling, but they came out like water dripping from the tap.

"We can tell each other everything and I won't judge you for what you did in your past. I knew you were the head nun at Briarcliff Manor and you got locked in there yourself by someone you really thought a lot of." Vivien said as Jude was shocked by what she just heard.

"How did you know about that?" Jude asked her surprised.

"A reporter named Lana Winters told me about you and Kit. How you two got released from Briarcliff together." Vivien said as she felt the need for a cigarette as she walked over to the cupboard to retrieve the pack and her lighter.

"Miss Lana Banana." Jude muttered under her breath.

"I guess she was a friend of yours?" Vivien asked her.

"Yes, but Kit was released long before I was. He got me out of there and he was my savior from all the hell I had been through there." Jude said

"Do you miss being the top head nun or head boss?" Vivien asked her.

"No, I don't. If you would have asked me that five years ago, then that would be a different story." Jude said

"Jude, I'm not going to judge you. You live and you learn from the mistakes you made in your past, some more than others." Vivien said as Jude lit up her cigarette as she felt the rush of nicotine settle her frazzled nerves.

"Suppose you want to know about Ms. Lana Winters, don't you?" Jude questioned as Vivien shrugged.

"I don't want to bring up something you are trying to forget that was in your past." Vivien said as Jude took another drag off her cigarette.

"No, it would be easier to tell you. I don't want this to come up someday and you not know about it, because some damn person wants to tell false facts of what actually happened to all of us there." Jude said as Vivien was prepared to listen to the whole story.

"The reason why Lana was committed to Briarcliff was because of me." Jude said as Vivien caressed her hands.

"Why?" Vivien asked her.

"Because she was trying to pry her nose into my business and I had her confined to keep her quiet and it all went downhill from there till I became an actual patient myself because of my main right hand locked me up over inaccurate information and he left me there to die as his ass went onto being Cardinal of New York until he becomes Mr. Bighead Cardinal of Rome or whatever he's doing now, which I don't care about anymore." Jude said as she took another long drag of her cigarette as she tried to get rid of the anger she still had built up inside of her.

"And the reason why I told you that God granted me a second chance of being happy was because I thought I had this disease called syphilis, which is
a chronic bacterial disease that is contracted chiefly by infection during sexual intercourse, but also congenitally by infection of a developing fetus. By having unprotected vaginal, anal, or oral sex. By blood products or unclean needles or unscreened blood. It also decreases the chance of having children, which saddened me to no end, but now I don't have to worry about it." Jude said as she wiped tears sliding down her face.

"So, you never had it?" Vivien asked her.

"No, I was misdiagnosed by some asshole doctor who just wanted my hard earned money. Someone I knew real well was diagnosed with syphilis and he told me that I had it and so did that doctor. I went to a specialist here two months after Kit got me out of Briarcliff and he said me and Kit were clean as a whistle and that I could have babies. What a relief that was to find out I could have a baby was something I thought would never happen over the malpractice of some greedy doctor and a fellow who only wanted me as a punching bag." Jude said as she cried tears of joy.

"I'm so happy to hear that Jude and I wished that doctor would be fired because he misdiagnosed you, that's malpractice and you could sue him and win big. I hate that guy who used you as a punching bag, you deserve better than that, well you have someone better that now." Vivien said as Jude looked at her.

"I'm not like that. I just let that doctor and Casey say what they wanted to. All that matters to me now is my fiancèe, you, the girls, my future children, my job and my house." Jude said as Vivien hugged her.

"You matter to me too Jude and Violet loves you like crazy." Vivien said as Jude closed her eyes as she felt her whole world falling into place.

"Jude, I'm really sorry that happened to you. I want you to know that you did everything you could possibly do and I hate that happened to you." Vivian said as Jude stubbed out her cigarette.

"It's alright darling. I'm happy now, because I got Kit, you, the girls and our wonderful job and my home." Jude said as she felt good by saying it.

"I will always be here for you Jude, now matter what." Vivien said looking Jude straight in the eyes.

"I will too darling, even at midnight." Jude said as they laughed.

"I'm really sorry about that one night, I was going to call, but I just really needed to see you in person. I was just so upset and had to have someone to talk to, because I know you've been through what I am going through now." Vivien said as Jude took a hold of her hands.

"I would rather you come see me, then wander about this time of night in the middle of nowhere. My door is always open to you and Violet, if you ever need anything or someone to talk to, I'm here for you, always." Jude said as Vivien wiped stray tears coming out.

"I don't know what to say, but thank you. Violet would love to always come over to see you, Pepper and Jane." Vivien said as Jude thought of an idea.

"Speaking of coming over, Pepper and Jane are having a sleepover some time soon. Would Violet be interested in joining us?" Jude asked her.

"She would love that and I may just come to help you and keep you company. I know how girl's sleepovers can be." Vivien said as they laughed and smiled.

"Good. I can't wait!" Jude exclaimed as they heard a car door, either knowing it was Kit or the girls as they heard the voices of them all.

"Hey honey, I'm home." Kit said as he walked into the kitchen with two boxes of pizza as he set them down on the table.

"We got the drinks and here's your change back Jude." Jane said as she tried to hand it to her as they all sat down.

"It's alright darling. You keep it." Jude said as Jane put it back in her purse as she got up and filled glasses with ice and sat them down on the table as she sat back down beside of Kit as his hand rested on her upper thigh as zhe felt a sensation of pleasure sustain her.

Kit had got a Hawaiian pizza and a pepperoni pizza as the girls requested as everyone poured their drinks.

"It's time to open the two gifts I have for y'all left." Jude said as she handed them two more gifts as well as Vivian.

"It's beautiful Jude. Can you put it on me?" Pepper said as Jude took it out of the box and put it on her.

"It's beautiful, but not as much as you are, my beautiful girl." Jude said as Kit's hand went farther up her thigh as she was going to get him for this.

"Mom, can you put mine around my neck?" Violet asked her.

"Of course darling. Pull your hair up, so it does not get caught." Vivien said as Violet did as she clasped it in the loop.

"Me next." Jane said as Jude did hers too.

"Thank you Jude, you've already spoilt us enough." Vivien said

"I love spoiling y'all. I always do at work, but I love it." Jude said as she gave them the girls their last gift.

"This one is a lot like yours." Jude said as she handed them their boxes.

"We love them." The girls said at the same time.

"I'm glad you do." Jude said as they examined everything.

"I think it's time for pizza." Kit said as Jude laughed.

"Yes!" Violet exclaimed as the all dug into them.

"Dominos has the best pizza." Jane said

"I enjoy there fudge cake." Violet said

"My favorite is the garlic knots with wings." Kit said

"When do you eat that?" Jude asked him.

"On lunch break." Kit said

"I was wondering, because your breath never smells bad, except for in the morning." Jude said as the girls laughed.

"Well, I always chew a piece of gum right after I get done eating." Kit said

"Well, next time bring me some garlic knots, will ya?" Jude teased the question.

"Sure, but what will I get afterwards?" Kit asked the question in her ear.

"A kiss and the pleasure of me eating them in front of you." Jude whispered back in his ear.

"I was asking for a completely different answer, but we'll see when I bring them to you. Kit said

"Alright, enough sex talk you too and Kit, it's noticeable that your hand is in between Jude's thighs." Pepper said

"He's just flirting darling." Jude said to her.

The rest of the time they spent talking about what everyone was planning to do for the rest of the summer as they all said working and spending more time with each other.

It was already time for Vivien and Violet to go home as Jane was going to take Pepper home with her.

"Girls, don't forget tomorrow we have to do inventory and fix the library up as we do every weekend now." Jude said as they all nodded.

"We will be there at nine o'clock in the morning." Vivien said as they all smiled.

"We will too." Pepper said as she grabbed her overnight bag.

"Alright, I will see you there." Jude said as she hugged them and kissed Pepper's cheek as the girls walked out onto the front porch.

"I love y'all." Jude called out to them.

"We love you too." They all said as Kit started kissing her neck as they got in theirs cars and drove away.

Jude wanted to tease Kit like he had been doing earlier as she walked upstairs as Kit was in the kitchen cleaning up as she entered their bedroom to find her lingerie she had bought alone as she stripped out of her clothes and showered first to make it even better.

Jude showered, dried off, blow-dried her hair in her pretty curls she made with her fingers and applied makeup as she did not care if she had to wash it off the next morning, she wanted Kit to know she loved him.

"I think he'll like it." Jude said as she applied her lip shade Stila Convertible Color in Poppy. (If you wonder about what shade of foundation or lip shades Jessica wears in the American Horror Story series or what they use to wipe her makeup off with, here's the beauty secrets. She wears Stila Convertible Color in Poppy and Stila Stay-All-Day foundation in Nude to give her that look. It because it really outlasts the humidity. When she did Coven, she wore these two products and in the beginning and middle of the show and as possibly the end of the show as well.

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"Alright, I'm done now." Jude stood back and made herself presentable.

"Baby, are you ready for bed?" Kit asked as he started up the stairs.

"Yes darling." Jude said as he entered their bedroom and seen the bathroom door shut.

"This week is going to be stressful." Kit said as Jude smiled as she always massaged his body every night after he got home from work.

"When is your week not stressful?" Jude asked as she fluffed her hair.

"That's always true, but it's much better when I come home to you baby." Kit said as Jude opened the bathroom door as she stepped out as he seen her new red slip as his throat went dry.

Jude's New Red Slip:

"Are you okay darling?" Jude asked as he knew he was speechless as she was perched up against the door frame.

"Not really." Kit said as she walked over to him and straddled him.

"You're beautiful baby." Kit said as Jude's soft pink berry cherub lips started kissing his neck as he laid back against the new pillows he bought when Jude had a meeting one day at the library.

"You want to go first or me?" Jude asked as Kit flipped her over easily as her back laid gently against the duvet comforter.

"I have a idea to get us in the mood." Kit said

"Really? You were rubbing my thigh like a mad man earlier and now you have an idea." Jude said as she was getting frustrated.

"I want to give you a massage." Kit said as he started massaging her legs with her favorite lotion.

"Alright, but don't complain if I fall asleep." Jude said as Kit started from her toes to her legs and upwards.

"Are you wearing panties?" Kit asked her as Jude spread her legs.

"Find out." Jude teased

"Alright, I will." Kit said as he caressed her soft, perfect tan toned thighs as he licked his index and middle finger and caressed her soft, pink fleshy folds as she moaned.

"Take your pants off." Jude commanded as he got up and pushed off his briefs and pajama pants as she sat up and brought him closer as she took his manhood in his hand and began to work her hand up and down his hardened shaft.

"Would my man like special treatment?" Jude asked him as he swallowed the rest of saliva he had left that built up as she smiled.

"I would love the special treatment, but only if you want to baby. I'm not going to force you to do anything you don't want to do." Kit said as Jude kissed him passionately.

"Sweetheart, everything we do is out of love, not force. You deserve a treat for all you have done for me. We finally got more tasks checked off on our wedding list." Jude said as she laid him down with her on top.

"I just don't want you to think all I want from you is sex, because I love you as a person and that's what I am trying to prove to everyone." Kit said as Jude looked away.

"We don't have to prove ourselves to anyone. I know you love me Kit and I can't think of anyone who has treated me better than you baby." Jude said as she intertwined their fingers together as grabbed a condom out of his nightstand as she opened it and slid the plastic sheath down his length as she made sure it stayed on good as Kit moaned at the feeling of her stroking him.

"I really love you baby and I'm just returning the favor to you. You will always be my favorite head nun and my girl." Kit said as he caressed her face with his intertwined hand with hers.

"There has never been a man that loved me so precious as you darling and I thank God everyday that we met, but we met on uncertain terms and misunderstanding endearment." Jude said as Kit always loved her poetic ways of saying what was in her heart and on her mind as he smiled.

"I knew one day I would find someone that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with and I found that someone and I can't wait to marry you Judy Ruth Martin." Kit said as she kissed him.

They intertwined their fingers again as Jude took a slow breath to relax herself as Kit helped her adjust.

"You're still wonderful baby, but relax a little." Jude said

"Baby, it's hard to relax when you wear something sexy and red darling." Kit said as Jude loved the effects she had on him.

"It's hard to control myself anywhere when you lay your dreamy hands on my thighs or somewhere that really gives me that feeling to have you make love to me right there." Jude said as she kissed him.

"Well, I don't believe in having sex in public places, but I believe we should test out my desk in my office someday." Jude said as Kit seen Jude's hardened nipples through the red silk and laced material as he cupped them.

"I can't wait to have some fun in your office. It will be like all the times at Briarcliff, except I can kiss you and have you all to myself without the unbearable consequences." Kit said as Jude smiled.

"I also have a few ideas of role play I would like to try out when we get married, because in my opinion, it would be better that way." Jude said as Kit rolled her over on her back as started kissing her neck as she held onto him.

"Plus, you also give the best kisses a man ever gave me." Jude said as Kit felt her walls around his member tighten as they took turns rocking back and forth on each other as they reached their euphoric climaxes as they moaned out loud as she laid in his arms and he pressed a kiss to her forehead.

Jude always felt safe in Kit's arms. She thought about the first day coming here as she felt like it was an eternity ago, but now, here she was happy, full of life, thriving in a new life and job she loved and engaged to this man that made all her dreams come true and many more to come. Her reality was coming true as she felt Kit slide her straps down as he sucked her nipple.

"I just wanted to say thank you for loving me through all this. My detox from the medication, for making sure I got my strength back and just everything. I don't deserve it and I most certainly don't deserve you sweetheart." Jude said as Kit ran his fingers through her curls.

"Baby, even through everything we've been through, I'm going to love you through it all. Through sickness and health and everything else that comes our way." Kit said as he pulled back their comforter and sheet as they laid back under it with her in his arms.

"You're the reason that I believe in love now." Jude said as she sometimes felt like she was dreaming that she would wake up in that dreaded, locked, stuffy cell locked away like a rabid dog.

"Baby, would you do something for me?" Kit asked her.

"Yes, of course anything." Jude said as she looked him in the eyes.

"I want you to close your eyes on the count of three." Kit said to her.

"Why?" Jude asked as she felt uneasy about this.

"Because I want you to know you're safe now, here with me. I did the same thing with Pepper and it helped her through everything. She's better now." Kit said as Jude felt better knowing Pepper was happy now, here with them and not at the dreaded hell hole she once called a "fine institution" before everything bad that happened.

"Okay sweetheart. Is this one of those virtual reality tests to cure the fear of someone who feels uneasy about everything after a chain of inevitable events happen to them?" Jude asked him.

"Yes, because I want you to know I'm here with you baby, I'm real and if you don't believe me, let's do this test and you'll see I'm here and I'm not going anywhere." Kit said as Jude felt sad for having to do this as it's part of the "years of change" period where it carries through after inevitable events happen to a person that feels uneasy about certain transitions from one person and one thing that happens to them.

"Are you ready?" Kit asked her as she was.

"Yes." Jude said as she hoped that this would cure this overwhelming point would help cure her like it did Pepper.

"One, two, three. Close your eyes and wait until I count back from three and back to one." Kit said as Jude closed her eyes as she felt herself getting sleepy.

"My eyes are closed." Jude said

"I know baby. Three, two, one. One, two, three. Open your eyes and feel of me if you believe you're here and not there." Kit said as Jude opened her eyes as she was laying here beside him. She was was not at Briarcliff anymore, she here, laying in Kit's arms with her head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat and his slow, steady breathing as she kissed him with full, passionate tenderness as he kissed her back.

"I'm here baby. I'm not anywhere else. I'm here and I'm safe from all the demons and monsters that once controlled me." Jude said as Kit held to help her ease this away.

"You are safe baby and nothing will ever happen to me or you. I promise you that from this day forward." Kit said as Jude's eyes began to get heavy with sleep.

"You will never have to worry about nothing either baby and as long as you're with me, I will be okay." Jude said as she gave him a kiss as he kissed her back.

"Good night baby. I love you to the moon and back darling, past a million stars and the plants around us." Kit said as Jude smiled as she began to drift off to dreamland with him.

"Good night baby and I love you too, past all the stars, moons and galaxies in the world." Jude said as she laid on Kit's chest as sleep over took them as he held onto her.

They drifted off to sleep together as Jude felt her world falling into place as she knew Kit would be by her side the whole time through everything. Kit knew Jude was the same way with him as they seen each other go through so much and vowed that through everything that they had endured, that they would be together through and through. She was for him as he was for her. They were totally inseparable. They were each other's heart, soul and mind. They were happy, lived content with the life they had and nothing was better than that.

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