"Amour."
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ROSÉ POV.

Few years later...

"Good, okay your legs are recover now but you have to be carefully dahil kagagaling lang, you have to rest your legs para umigi ang lagay." Nakangiting sambit ni Tim, she's my friends when i'm still her in spain mabuti nga at meron ako ditong nakilala mahihirapan pa akong mag ingles well sanay naman na akong mag ingles kaso mahirap mag isip.

"Thank you so much for helping me, it's really means alot to me tim." Sambit 'ko, she nod her head and smirk at me.

"Don't smirk at me like that it's freaking creepy you know?" Naiinis 'kong sambit.

"Kanina 'ko pa na papansin na mukhang nag kakamabutihan na kayo nitong ni jamie." She whispered as if it was important, i looked at my back. There i saw jamie leaning on her car BMW while busy typing on her phone.

"Where not a 'thing' tim, wag kang mag ilusyon." Irita 'kong sabi, she raise her two hands sign that she's lose.

"Okay okay relax there kid, i didn't say that you and her are had a 'thing' ang sabi 'ko nagkakamabutihan kayo ikaw 'tong nag iilusyon jan." She smirk at me giving me a teasing stare.

"Don't freaking bring that conversation on this situation tim, at isa pa hindi ako nag iilusyon sadyang iba ang dating ng tono mo sa pandinig 'ko pwede ba 'kong wala kang boyfriends or flings wag mo 'kong dinadamay, halatang hindi ka nakadilig." Sambit ko, she glare at me kaya natawa ako.

"You lose." I laugh, she rolled her eyes like she finally accepting that she lose, lagi naman syang natatalo kapag ako ang kausap niya, hindi naman sya nanalo sa 'kin kahit kailan.

"You can go now, you making my mood bad. Go! Go to your freaking boyfriends." Inis at may riin sambit niya, i rolled my eyes at him before giving him a tightly hug, i bid my goodbye to him before walking out of the hospital.

"Oh, are you finish?" Jamie asked me a soon as i approach him.

I nod at him, she give me a small smile bago ako alalayan papasakay sa kotse niya, staying at spain was a good idea hindi ko pinag sisihan na pumunta dito but there this a crazy girl who approach me before chaeyoung sya ng chaeyoung kaya kinabahan ako.

I know him but i pretend that i didn't know him because it may ruin my plan she own a building BH on south korea at naging partners na rin kami para sa sharing ng holders namin.

Thought nakalimutan niya yata ang name 'ko, i introduce my name as Rosé but she instead me call chaeyoung. My older sister.

"Are you tired?" I glance at jamie who is focusing on driving, i just staring at him nafeel niya yatang nakatingin ako sa 'kanya kaya sya tumingin sa 'kin pero saglit lang yon dahil nag dra-drive sya.

"Yeah, but i want to pasyal." Sambit 'ko akala mo bata 'kong mag salita, i also notice that she's very protective to me, nabibigla ako sa mga kinikilos niya like when was in the middle of telling story bigla niya nalang ako hahatakin at malalaman 'ko na lang na may aapproach palang sasakyan sa side 'ko.

Hindi 'ko rin naman pinag sisihan na isama si jamie, she's helping me throught my worse naging tandayan 'ko na rin sya when i was feeling loney and sad. My times na umiiyak ako is because i leave my sister in korea to took my place.

I also notice na habang tumatagal nawawala ang feelings ko kay jimin, ewan 'ko ba, jimin was my first love at pangarap ko na sya mula collage but for some reasons hindi 'ko alam 'kong bakit unti-unti nawawala ang nararamdaman 'ko sa 'kanya.

"Okay." I just give him a small smile.

"Jamie," i called her name, her lips rose up when she heard her name siguro first time niyang marinig ang pangalan niya sa 'kin nang mahinahon, nag aaway kami Oo at ang harsh 'ko sa 'kanya but this time i was thinking of saying thank you for her, for everything she have done, for helping me.

"Hm,"

"Uh...thank you." My voice seem so sweet kaya sya napangiti nang ganyan but i'm glad about it.

"For what." Her brow frows, i smile sweetly and chuckle.

"Thank you for everything you have done to me, for helping me with everything. I know you also tired of hearing my voice espicially when we fight pero natitiis mo parin, salamat dahil nagawa mong iligtas ang buhay 'ko, though i was even forgot to say thank you, and also i'm sorry dahil lagi kitang inaaway alam mo na kapag babae mabilis mainis." Natatawa 'kong sambit, she also chuckle.

"Hindi ako mag sasawang mag pasalamat sayo jamie, you save my life and i admire you for that thank you thank you very much 'kong hindi ako naka labas sa kotse nasunog na---"

"Cut it off."

"Hey i'm talking don't cut me off you punk." Inis 'kong sambit.

"Cut it off i don't like hearing it i most say that i hate it, just get to the point." Seryoso niyang sambit.

"As i said, Thank you for everythung jamie." My voice is sweet is sofly and that made her smile bigger.

"Everything for you rosé." Sambit niya, hindi ko alam 'kong anong ginamit niyang boses pero kalmado at malambing na may matamis. She even pinch my cheeks and pat my head!

"Hey, did i told you to stop on pinching my cheek and pat my head, nag mumukha akong bata." Angil 'ko sa 'kanya, she sligtly chuckle.

"I can't help it, your too cute to handle." Nag biro pa! Hindi 'ko na lang yon pinasin at tumingin na lang sya harapan.

"I was planing to go back to korea on feb 11." Seryoso 'kong sambit, she glance at me for a minutes. Kumunot ang noo 'ko nang hindi man lang niya inalis ang tingin sa 'kin kaya pinitik 'ko ang noo niya.

"Eye on the road dumbass maaksidente tayo dito e." Galit 'kong sambit.

"Oh sorry, planing on going back to korea on feb 11 birthday mo yon diba?" Sambit niya, yeah i was planing on going back exact with my birthday actually me and my twin sister's birthday.

"Para surprise." Sarkastiko 'kong sambit, she glance at me and shook her head.

"Bahala ka." Sambit niya, i sweetly give him a smile.

I have nothing to do here in spain maybe ten days is enough to stay here in spain, march 28 ngayon at hihintayin 'ko nalang ang araw ng feb 11, hindi 'ko alam 'kong nag papanggap pa ba si noona but i hope is everything is fine.

I hope so.

I miss unnie, Ngayon 'ko rin na hanap ang sarili 'ko for those past years tumayo ako sa sarili 'kong paa sa tulong ni jamie, wala na akong mahihiling pa kapag nasa tabi ko si Jamie nawawala ang problema 'ko.

As long as i can, i don't want love again or at least fall in love because i don't want to hurt again i can't get up when i'm hurting, para lang ulit akong nanatili sa kadiliman at mag hihintay ulit na may humila.

At ayaw 'kong... masaktan ng todo

Love is like a water we can fall in it. We drown in it and we can't live without it, lahat tayo nag mamahal, nasasaktan, nabibigo, pero may dadating, kaso ang dating sa 'kin paramg nauulit lang, nasaktan ako sa pag ibig na bigo at ayaw 'kong mangyare ulit yon.

'Kong bubuksan 'ko ba ulit ang puso ko hindi 'ko bayon pag sisisihan? 'Kong mag mahal ulit ba ako hindi ba ulit ako masasaktan? Pagod na rin akong masaktan ng todo at ayaw 'kong maramdaman ulit yon. Para akong pinapatay sa sakit.

Kapag ba...minahal 'ko si jamie magiging masaya ba ako sa 'kanya?

Maybe not, maybe yes or more than yes or not.

"Have you fallen in love jamie?" Sambit 'ko she looked at me she even surprise when i asked him that out of the blue but she recover quickly.

"No, yes, i don't know." Natatawa niyang sambit, is my question a joke?

"What do you mean you don't know?" Nag sisimula nanaman uminit ang ulo 'ko.

"I can't feel it but..." she didn't finish her sentence kaya na curious ako.

"But...?" I asked.

"Geez i falling in love." Seryoso niyang sabi, i was shock of sudden change of emotion. Wow paano niya na gagawa 'yon, that remind me of Jimin, mabilis mag bago ang emosyon ni jimin but mas mabilis si jamie! Gosh ang we-weird ng mag kapatid na 'to.

"With who?" Cursious 'kong sambit, she stop the car and stare at me seriously, she lean closer to me so i was a little turned away but she held my chin to look at him, she's now looking serious, like she's looking throught my soul pero napatitig rin ako sa kanya.

Iba ang dating niya sa'kin, i suddenly felt my heart beating fast like she's going to came out of my chest! Hell sana hindi niya marinig! What are you freaking doing jamie!?

"With you." Seryoso niyang sabi, my eyes winded a bit but recover quckly hindi 'ko sya magawang itulak. I bit my lower lip to hide my smile but my eyes just traitor, now i was looking at her glossy lip.

Nagulat ako nang ilapit niya pa ang mukha sa 'kin i was totaly shocked when our lip connected to each other, i immediatly close my eyes when she move her lip. Namalayan 'ko na lang na tumutungon na ako sa halik niya i wrapped my arm around her neck.

She also wrapped her hands around my wrist and pulling me closer to her, our kiss is going hot now and she's not even stopping but i also don't want to stop kaya hinayaan 'ko na lang.

Nagulat ako nang hatakin niya ako kaya napatayo ako at mabilis lang ang paghatak niya, nakaupo na ako sa binti niya, she was looking at me with lust.

"Ja-jamie, were not do--" she cut me off by kissing me again.

I immediatly wrapped my arm around her neck she's pulling me closer to deepen the kiss, she bit my lower lip and sucked on it her hand are now traveling she's taking off my sipper on my jacket.

She pushed her tongue inside my mouts and tasted every part of it. Na realize ko lang na lunod na ako sa kalibugan kaya ako na ang humiwalay, nakalalay na ang damit 'ko sa balikat 'ko exposing my collorbone, she was so much lust by looking at me.

"I-i'm sorry," i shocked when she suddenly panic and she even pulled back the shirt who is exposing my collorbone a bit, pinulot niya ang jacket ko at isinuot ulit sa 'kin iyon.

"'Kong hindi pa ako tumigil baka may nangyari na sa'tin." I akward chuckle.

"Yeah, i'm almost losing my control, sorry for sudden kiss." Hindi niya na ako matignan ng deretso matapos non kaya bahagya akong natawa, hindi pa ako nakakaalis sa pag kakaupo sa binti niya kaya may oras pa ako kausapin sya.

"I didn't regret of kissing you jam, don't be sorry, i like that," i even wrapped my arm around her neck to looked at her straight to her eyes.

She was looking at me with hope but i know is not for sex, it's for something na matagal niya nang gustong marinig mula sa 'kin, siguro oras naman sana na sumaya ako atleast sa piling niya, now i was trying to open my heart for jamie is not because i was forced is because i already love him, ngayon 'ko lang rin na laman ang nararamdaman 'ko.

When she's by my side my heart suddenly fast nang hindi 'ko nalalaman, the way she looked at me feeling ko special ako, like i was the woman in the world, lahat nang pinapakita ni jamie ay kailan man ay hindi pinakita sa 'kin ni jimin lahat-lahat ay dapat inaasahan 'ko kay jimin but i just found out that this man right in front of me will giving me a happiness i've been looking for.

"I guess i willing to open my heart for you, papapasukin kita hindi para saktan ako, kundi mahalin ako kahit ano pa ako, hindi 'ko man alam ang ibig sabihin ng pag-ibig but i hope you show me what a kind of love you got, iparamdam mo sa 'kin 'kong paano mag mahal ang isang Park Jamie." Nakangiti 'kong sambit, she's not replying on whay i said.

Hindi yata sya makapaniwala na tinatanggap 'ko ang pag ibig niya, she was stunning until she realize what i said her eyes wided while looking at me, not believing what i said.

"Y-your not joking right?" Hindi pakapaniwalang sabi niya, umiling lang ako. "What the fuck! Your not joking!" I shook my eyes again she was now shouting 'YES' While her hand are up.

"I will not hurt you, i will love you for the rest of my life, i will stay beside you no matter what, ibibigay ko lahat ng pangangaylangan mo, lahat laha--" i shut her up by kissing her lip, is just a quickly kiss.

"Love is enough for me babe." Nakangiti 'kong sabi. She suddenly kiss me full of love, hindi 'ko maipaliwanag ang saya na nararamdaman 'ko ngayon, tumatalon ang puso 'ko at hindi ito maawat, i know myself that jamie is the one for me.

I already love him, hindi 'ko na sya pakakawalan.

"Love."
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