I feel so sad... So hopeless...

My aunt finally had enough of my aimless shenanigans. She's put her foot down. I just didn't think it'd be so harsh.

My aunt says, this country (The Philippines) is too much of a bad influence. She also said my best friend especially was a bad influence. So, she said we were moving abroad, to South America.

I'm either going to Chile or Argentina, but all communications I had from the Philippines will be cut of entirely. So my only real and best friend in real life, I will never see again. She will also put a parental lock on my phone, saying no more Wattpad.

I don't want to do this. I hate her, I hate my life. I'd rather die than start over from a new country. It took me 14 years, to make one friend in my home country, how am I gonna make one in a different country?! I hate this, I just want to die.

If, in the duration of time I will be spending abroad, I don't commit suicide, I may come back after five or six years while I'm in collage. There's a chance though, I will erase myself from this world before that.

If I never return, I want to tell some facts that I've kept secret.

1.) TheSpectre21 is not my boyfriend. He is my brother who I asked to act as my boyfriend so that people would stop trying to rape me in PM, but I still get those messages.

2.) I'm not actually 16, I'm 14

3.) My name is not actually Luna. My real name is Marielle or Mary for short.

4.) My full name is Marielle L. Santos. Don't bother try looking it up, I have no social media whatsoever.

5.) I am an orphan, my parents died and I still don't know how. My aunt won't tell me

6.) We may act like we always visit each other's houses, but, my best friend (emo-kxng) and I live quite far away from each other.

But, that's really it... This is good bye. It is currently 1:20 AM and I have to leave at 3 AM. I may or may not kill myself in the near future. Only time will tell.

So starting to day, June 1, 2018. Marielle L. Santos has signed off.