I just can't! I can't do this!
I'm lying to my best friend constantly! I love him so much more than a friend! I wish I could just tell him, I wish I could drop the fake smile. But what if he rejects me!? I would loose my best friend. I would rather die then loose him as a friend, I'm sure there will be someone else. I hope....
Although I have been a bit on edge...I still have the feeling someone's following me. Which has kept my mind off Natsu but not in a good way...
There's also been lost people posters and kidnappings in the news, mainly young women some children.
The police believe it's a man in his forty's, maybe thirty's.
It's all over the papers, and it's really been bugging me. I can't walk to the guild alone, I ask Natsu or Gray to walk with me. And I can't walk home by myself either.
When I go to the shops I have a taser in my bag or I bring one of my spirits. But I can't go anywhere alone, not even the toilets, I bring levy and ask one of the boys or my spirits to wait outside. This has stopped me from crying almost every night.
It's scary...to think the one moment your alone you could be kidnapped by someone, and killed, raped, tortured...
It's so..frightening... I don't even feel safe at home anymore, I always keep a spirit out to watch my sleep. And if I hear a knock on the door and a creek in the floor, I hide under my bed and try my best not to cry. But every time I'm paranoid, at least I hope I was just paranoid...

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Agh! I'm so sorry it's short! I'm trying my best to get long chapters but it's so hard, plus I haven't posted on my other story's yet so I'm really stressed! I also have a lot of tests and things and four story's I need to update! Also a lot in working progress! And I don't want to have to take down another story :.(
So I'm really sorry is I don't get time to post more often I'm just really stressed out!!! I do love you all and I hope you enjoyed this chapter and kinda cliff hanger