Chapter 4: I'm in Hell

I don't know how long I've been in this cursed place but I gather it's been years. I'm surprised to find I'm still sane though I've thinking over and over that I'm innocent and about my sweet little Harry and it's a plus that all Black Heirs have their mind protected from a young age which is lucky for me really. I hope that Harry is okay and with Remus, but I know he isn't safe or with Remus. Your probably wondering how I know this well I'll tell you. When Harry was only a few days old James, Flower and I along with Remus went to Gringotts and both Remus and I performed the Godfather Ritual that creates a bond with us and little Harry that allows us to know if Harry is safe or in danger, we can also use the bond to trace Harry if we ever get separated from him.

The toadies in the Ministry and Remus should have realised then (as the Ritual was filed at the Ministry) that I would never have betrayed James and Lily or hurt Harry as the bond doesn't let you harm your godchild not that I would without the bond. I love Harry and he's my world which is the only reason why I stopped being a ladies' man from when he was born. I stopped drinking as much well I didn't drink till I was passed out somewhere anymore and I kept a woman for then a few days unlike I did in school. And spent most of my time when I wasn't working at Godric's Hollow spending my time with my precious godson. I spent so much time there that Lily even set up the guest bedroom for me as when I left Harry just wouldn't settle.

Anyway now that I have explained about the bond I need to find a way out to get of this Hell hole as I knew Harry was being hurt I just knew it. I could feel it through the bond that he was injured and scared and I know I needed to get out and find him but I don't know how! I need to think of a plan.

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Urrrggghhh!!! I'm so angry at myself right now. I feel like I've failed Harry as I still haven't found out how to get out of this retched place and I was still too big as Padfoot to fit through the bars so that was out and I couldn't escape as I am as my cell and this level was the most guarded by Dementors and I'll never back it out let alone to the stairs alive.

I need to think of a plan and fast as I felt the bond thing a little bit over the last couple of months which means my little Harebear, my little Prongslet is in grave danger and if I didn't do something soon he might me..... No Sirius shut up. Do NOT think like that I'll figure something out I'll find out how to get to Harry before it's too late I should of never gone after that rat then I wouldn't be in this mess.

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It was a few days later when I finally had a plan of escape rescue my precious Harry. It had happened a couple of days ago I think it was when Fudge came by with the Daily Prophet and I asked to do the crosswords that I saw it. Peter living with the Weasleys who were close friends with Harry that meant that traitorous little rat had been in perfect position all these years to harm Harry and if I found out he has I'll kill him for real this time. After I saw the article in the paper with Peter on the youngest Weasley males shoulder in the picture of them in Egypt. I started formulating a plan, a plan that I had had years ago but was not skinny enough to escape but now I could finally be reunited with Harry and Remus if I played this right.

I sat on what was supposed to be a bed ignoring the trash that was supposed to be food even though my stomach roared with hunger I didn't care I was still a bit too wide I'm the shoulders and I had to be skinny enough to slip through the bars on the door without much trouble otherwise I run the risk of getting caught.

Finally, finally I had a fully formed plan on what I was going to do. I was going to wait until the next time Fudge came which should be any day now and make my escape later that evening that way it will take much longer to work out I had escaped and by the time they realised I'd be far enough away from this place that I wouldn't get caught if I was careful and I wasn't going to do anything that will get me taken away from Harry again.