I have a math exam tomorrow

-Midoriyas POV-

My past huh. Well, like I said, it isn't tragic or something like this, I just got heartbroken. Dumb I know, but I need to say I really trusted him and he just..broke me? 

The one I'm talking about is Tomura, Tomura Shigaraki. I often just called him Tom or Shiggy.

We were just a normal couple, well not too normal, he worked for some mafia or gang, either way some dark business. He often was in danger and was way to long out, he sometimes would come home at 3 am. 

At some point I just didn't trust him and thought he cheats. As violent as he was he, of course, was really mad and said stuff like "you don't love me" or "maybe you're the one who cheats" and after a while he even began to beat me. So yeah, I had an abusive boyfriend. 

I let it all happen, because I loved him, or so I thought. When he came home late, he just woke me up and started to kick me and such, forced me to have sex with him, I even got in the hospital once, if not Uraraka that day I don't know if I would be even alive. 

That day he came home early, somewhere round 1 am. I was awake at that time, because I needed to finish an essay, you know the struggle. 

He came in the room and first he acted all lovely and caring, kissed me as if he really loved me and as pathetic as I am, I thought everything was alright between us. 

After a make out session he pushed me on the floor and started to kick me in my chest and near my throat. I need to say it hurt like hell. I barely couldn't breathe and started to cough up blood. It didn't end at that point. After all that kicking he grabbed me by the collar of my shirt and picked me up, he threw me across the room and started to kick me again in my throat, he said I was right, he cheated the whole time, but it was my fault, because I am so useless and good for nothing. 

After that I passed out and woke up in the hospital, Uraraka was by my side and told me how our neighbors called her, they were good friends with me and Uraraka, she came as fast as she could and when she arrived, the door was open and found me on the floor. She called an ambulance and that's how I end up in the hospital.

I blamed myself for all this. I really thought it was all my fault, because like he said I'm good for nothing and useless. 

Another problem was that I still loved him. I just moved out of our apartment but didn't move on form him. I kept loving him for a long time. I guess that's why I didn't trust anyone with love and such, this is why I didn't let anyone near me. I still think it's my fault.

"Midoriya wake up, you need to go to class" I open my eyes and see Iida above me. I groan and stand up, yeah I have the power to do that. 

I brush my teeth and change in other clothes. I take my bag and walk in my class, unfortunately the 7am class. 

I arrive at class and go sit on my normal seat where I normally sit with Todoroki. He still isn't here, okay he normally comes a little later, right before the teacher comes in. I hope it just won't be too awkward.

"7 AM I HAVE POWER, I AM READY FOR MATH" speaking of the devil. He walks up to me and sits down next to me, like always. 

"So 7 am, I studied the whole night and I think I got it" he sure is proud of himself 

"That's great, but you still need sleep. I don't want you to walk in here with a coffee and an energy drink again" I look concerned at him 

"Aww is 7am worried" he laughs 

I just keep a serious face "Well duh, why wouldn't I?" he blushes and looks away. 

I take out my note-book and a pen, Todo does the same. 

"Eh, do you want to study today?" I ask and rub my neck. He smiles and nods in response. Right then the teacher walks in and starts to talk about, well, math.

The class ended pretty fast. 

"When do you want to study?" I ask

He shrugs "Maybe now?" 

"Okay" I smile and we go to the cafe we always go. 

"You really understand everything?" 

He smiles proud "Yeah I never was so proud of myself" 

I chuckle and open my book "Then it was worth it, to stay up all night" I look up and he smirks. 

"What? Why are you looking like this at me?" 

He rests his head in his hands "You want me to pass this test?" he raises one eyebrow and smirks

I feel my face heat up and don't know what to say "Eh...Ehm.. Stop talking we need to study" I look down at my book and try to hide my face. 

After an hour or so, I close the book and smile at Todo "To be honest I don't think you need to study anymore, you know all the things we need to know and you understand them" 

"Well call me the king of the mathematics" I roll my eyes and put my books back in my bag. 

We grab our coffee and walk out. "So what are you gonna do today?" I ask 

"Football training" he sighs 

"WAIT YOU PLAY FOOTBALL?" 

He stops walking and smiles at me "Yeah, wanna come with me, we can go now" I nod in excitement and we start walk to the field. 

Todo goes changing in his football clothes and I go sit down.

Okay it was a mistake to go with him. Do you know how hot he looks? I bet my whole face is red. These muscles, how didn't I notice them earlier? He looks so serious when he is focusing on something. I think I'm gonna faith any time now. 

"Wow Deku are you alright, you are all red and OH holy shit your nose is bleeding" 

I look to my right and see Uraraka standing there "Uraraka just look at Todoroki" I whisper to her "He is so hot... how?" she chuckles. 

She smirks at me and then looks at the field at Todoroki. I think I know whats on her mind "Uararaka don't" 

"HEY TODOROKI, 7AM THINKS YOU'RE HOT" she did it, she screamed it across the field. 

I look at Todoroki and he smiles. A whole liter of blood is now coming out of my nose "Woah Deku what is happening, are we in an anime or something, do you really think he is that hot?" I hold my nose, look at her and then nod.

After training Todoroki walks up to me and Uraraka leaves me alone with him. "So you think I'm hot" that wasn't a question but a fact. I look at the ground and nod. 

"You are so cute 7 am" I think my nose is bleeding again "Is your nose bleeding?" 

I look up at him and shake my head "WHAt No no it isn't" he chuckles. 

Maybe if you stop being do damn hot I maybe could breathe through my nose and stop blushing and maybe my desire to make out with you would stop-

"You know 7am, your muttering is very cute and I didn't know you want to make out with me" 

I look up at him in shock "DID I JUST SAY THAT OUT LOUD????"  

He laughs and nods "You did" 

"Oh god that is so embarrassing, please let me die" I hide my face in m hands 

"You know after I pass the test I'm all yours, I don't understand why we still doing this thing with passing the test and all". 

To be honest I don't know either. "If you want I can make a new bet and you only can kiss me if you find out my name" 

"Oh nonononon, this whole passing test thing is enough for me. Oh and I found out the first letters of your first and last name" 

My eyes widen "H-how?" 

he chuckles "Bakugo told me" I sigh and we keep walking. 

After a while he breaks the silence "I and M, what names start with I and M?". 

We arrive at my dorm door and stop before it "Keep thinking Todo, tomorrow is the test and then you need to wait a week until we get it back, so I would like to see you suffer" I smile a devilish smile and walk in my dorm. 

"You sure like to play with others nerves" 

I look at Iida who was sitting on his bed and reading some book "At least you didn't interrupt us" 

"I hadn't had the time to stand up" I smile and went straight to bed, well after I showered, brushed my teeth and changed in sweatpants.

"7 AM TODAY IS THE TEST WAKE UP" 

I fall out of my bed and hit my head "Son of a- Don't do that again Todoroki" I sigh and stand up. 

"You sure like to sleep shirtless" I turn around and see him checking me out. I roll my eyes and walk in the bathroom to do the usual stuff you do I the morning.

We go to math class and sit down. "Are you nervous?" I ask 

"No, maybe, yes. God what if I don't pass" 

"Don't worry you'll pass, you studied so hard".

We started the test after Aizawa Sensei walked in and Todoroki looked more confident and sure that nervous. 

After we finished the test we walked out. Did I say that Todo finished before I did. Well he waited for me outside and after that we went in my dorm.

"I am now more nervous" he was lying in my bed and stared at the ceiling 

"Don't be. Everything is gonna be alright" 

"There is only one thing that can make things alright" 

I raise one eyebrow "And what is it?" I ask

He sits up and looks me in the eyes "A kiss" 

I put my hand on his face and push him away "Keep dreaming" I roll my eyes

"Oh please 7 am one small kiss" 

I turn around again and go sit down on my bed too "Okay one small kiss".

I cup his face and lean forward. My lips meet his and they start to move. He cups my face now too and my hands wander to his neck and then chest. 

The kiss deepens and he pushes me down on my bed, so that he is on top of me. He bites my lip, asking for entrance, I keep my mouth closed. He made me gasp and took the chance and slid his tongue in my mouth. 

I push him away and smile nervously "A-a s-small kiss right?" 

He looks sad and sits up, he rubs his neck "Yeah a small kiss". 

We sit there in awkward silence until his phone rings. 

He takes it and answers it "What do you want....yes...yes..it went well...okay...don't yell at me" he hung up and stands up "It was my dad, I need to go" I smile and he leaves.

After five minutes, when I was sure he was gone, I started screaming in my pillow. "OMG DID THAT REALLY JUST OMG OMG" after I calmed down, I touched my lips and thought of the "small" kiss. I want to do it again.

I call Uraraka "Elephant organization, kill what kills Disney mouses, what can I do for you?" 

I stay silent for a while and then remember why I even called "URARAKA OMG... I had a make out session with Todoroki" 

"Deku when you whisper I ca- YOU HAD A MAKE OUT SESSION WITH TODOROKI? Hold up I'll be at your dorm in 1" after one minute I hear the door open, Uararaka runs in "NOW SPILL THE TEA".

I told her the whole story and after that we fangirled together.

"Ehm Deku I need to tell you something and you won't be all to happy" she stops smiling and looks down at her hands 

"Okay now you are scaring me, what is the matter" I look concerned at her 

"Well, Tom is back. He saw me today and asked where you are and told me that he wants you back" 

I don't say anything for a couple of seconds "Oh hell no, I am over him and I don't need him" I smile at her weakly and she returns the weak smile.

She then whispers "I hope things won't repeat" I feel a tear roll down my cheek.

Okay I'm gonna go study now...okay no jk I'm gonna read some fanfics

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