-Midoriya's POV-

Ever heard of anxiety? Probably yes. Know how that feels? Horrible. Like seriously, it's like hell on earth. It's something between when you sit on your chair and fall back a little bit and then sit up straight again with a shock -but only then thousand times worse- and the feeling of dying. You can't really describe anxiety to people who never experienced it. It's like when you would try to describe color to a colorblind person, impossible. And calming down from an anxiety attack isn't that easy, like it's not easy at all. Imagine of your crush would finally text you, but all you see is 'typing...' and you just don't get a message. It is difficult to describe, just imagine the feeling of dying, but you just don't die, I think that is the best possible way how I can describe it.

So, why am I talking about this? My dad is back in town. Well he came back for my mom and me, in a bad way. 

My mom just called me and said that he came over and wants to see me. And believe me or not I will go, because if I won't, he will harm my mom and I don't want this in any way. 

But before I go I call Toshinori and tell him what happened. I am not that dumb to do this shit alone. Of course Toshinori tried to convince me not to go, but who am I to not doing anything when my dad, if I can call him like that, will harm my mom. 

Before Toshinori could ramble more about how I shouldn't go, I just hung up and took the bus.

It didn't take all too long to arrive there, faster than I would walk like the last time. Now when i think of it I'm really scared of what might now happen. 

I walk up to her apartment and knock. Soon the door opens and my mom looks really scared "Izuku dear, come in" I could see her shaking. We walk in the living room and my father sits on the couch.

"Oh long time no see Izuku" my mom walks to the couch and sits down on his right. "Why don't you sit down" 

I look at the free space on the couch and then back at him "I think I'm good" 

His nice face expression changed into a really angry one "That was an order!" I flinch and walk slowly to him "And how do you respond to that Izuku?" 

I look him in the eyes, knowing if I don't he will beat the shit out of me "Yes sir" he smiles again and I sit down.

"Isn't it nice. The family is together again, after such a long time?" my mother and I make eye contact and nod in fear. "So Izuku my boy, how is life? What do you do for a living? have a partner yet?" I look at the ground, but then he suddenly grabs me by my hair and makes me look at him. My mom filches. "Look me in the eyes when I talk to you" 

He let go of my hair and I look him in the eyes "Life..life is good?!" that sounded more like a question than an answer "Ehm I go to..to college" 

He stops smiling again "You don't work?" I shake my head. He looks disappointed "Okay and do you have a partner?" 

Now probably the worst part will come "Yeah" 

He smiles again "And who is she?" 

I take a deep breath and then answer him, more like whisper "His name is Todoroki Shoto" 

He rolls his eyes "Izuku I can't hear you when you ramble around" 

My hands begin to shake "His name is Todoroki Shoto" I now say louder. 

He stands up "You are gay?" I nod. He stand still for a moment, but then grabs me by my arm and drags me in a other room. I try to get out of his grip, but it doesn't work. Fuck where is Toshinori.  

"I think I need to teach you a lesson" he throws me on the ground and takes of his belt (No he is not going to rape him) he grabs me by my arm again and is ready to beat the gay out of me. 

Suddenly we hear someone knocking at the door. "Are you serious right now?" he lets go of me and throws his belt on the bed. 

We both walk out of the room and he opens the door and thank god Toshinori was there with people behind him who I didn't pay attention. "Oh Toshinori, you are already here? Mom we need to go Toshinori is here" I grab my moms hand and walk out with her and shut the door. 

I still don't pay attention to the others, I just keep walking until we are far away from the apartment. We arrive at a park. I stop walking and break down in tears. I push everyone away and just stay at the ground cry my soul out. 

"Izuku dear, everything is okay now" my mom tries to come up to me again and I let her

"I just got so scared. He just threw me on the ground..I ..I.. god mom I can't" 

"Is he abusing you?" 

I look up and see, finally, the others. Toshinori, Uraraka, Iida and Shoto "He used to, when he lived with us, now he came back and it was like a trigger" I look down again, but then Shoto helped me up 

"Everything is okay now, we are here" Shoto hug me and I cry in his chest. They all try to calm me down and after a while I did calm down.

My mom and Toshinori went to talk alone. 

"Told you, we are your friends because you wouldn't survive without us" Uraraka looks down while Shoto looks more shocked 

"Wait, you only became friends because of his father?" 

We nod "Lets...Lets walk back to the dorms" I nod in agreement and we started walking back after we told m mom and Toshi.

Bad people come back to your life and it sucks.

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