Jungkook PoV

I was reading a book. 

Very unusual of me but I found it when I was fixing through the things me and Yuri used to share. I was cleaning my room because of the decision I made. 

Move on. 

It took me long to realize this. A year or 2 after Yuri passed, I've been addicted to alcohol, bars and one-night stands. Then, Yoongi and Jin told me to stop and gave me a plane ticket to Switzerland. 

They told me to get a grip of myself and try to enjoy the mountainous view of Switzerland. In short, they made me go on a trip to learn more about myself. I've actually wanted to go to European pubs instead but they made sure I'd be enjoying around. 

Both of them got me to join a 3-day tour. And, I have to admit, it was life changing. I realized how much I've missed in my life even if it was 2 years only.

And 3 years later, I've kept myself close to Yuri. Made a routine to visit her grave once every week, try to remember our happy times and all the memories we had together. 

When I talked to Hoseok a while ago, he asked me: "What's Yuri to you?".

After my hyungs graduated high school, I was left alone. Taehyung and Jimin were there but by that time they were focused on their lives too. It was just me, myself and I. Although Yuri accompanied me in everything. 

In short, she was a special person. 

Not until we had a fight, when she chose a choice that would benefit her future more. 

Hoseok then asked me: "If she was a person who accompanied me in everything, where is she now?"

I could ask that myself, where is she now? 

Hyung advised me to grow out of it. That the 6 of them won't always be there to sulk with my sorrows and problems. Jin and Jisoo are working things out, Yoongi announced he's dating a British heir, Hoseok is engaged to Wendy-noona, Namjoon has shown interest on a professor, Jimin is preparing his wedding with Seulgi-noona and Taehyung is finding his bride. 

Where will I be? Loner? 

When I came home, I took out the things Yuri and I had when we were together. And there was a birthday present I never got to open, it was for me. Turned out to be the 'Little Prince'. A story about a prince who lives on a planet alone. 

It got interesting when the fox came to him and told him the famous quote, "It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is invisible is essential to the eyes."

For a short book, the meaning was really deep. 

And I guess, I've been using my brain instead of my heart. 

The door in my room opened, and a little girl walked in my room. 

"Can't sleep again? Or do you just want to sleep with appa?" I asked her. 

She walked sloppily to my bed. 

"Appa is going away tomorrow," she crawled up. "And eomma isn't here. Why can't I just come with you?"

"Aish, go to sleep. Appa will bring you to school tomorrow," I said and pulled her in a hug. 

She looked at me, "Appa, I'll miss you."

I rubbed my hand at her back, "Aish, this kid. I know your eomma has been hard on you, but appa won't always be here for you, sunshine. Sunshine? Good night, sunshine."

I turned off the lights. 

Chaeyoung PoV

This is my 2nd surgery here. Honestly it has been fun. 

The feeding program got pushed back because of the weather, we were all bummed out but the feeding program is most anticipated by the people here. 

Slowly, as I continued this medical mission, the dull and dark town here in Hawaii has become more colorful and sunlit. Everyone is getting check-ups, enjoying through our activities. 

Jihyo came up with the idea of having a 'mini fiesta' where random music will play and everyone can just sing or dance to it. It's actually really fun, everyone forgot that they were thrown out by their own government. 

About the guy I did surgery on last time, he's still unconscious. Since it's my call to declare his status, I've officially stated to the British Police that he is in a coma. Which felt wrong because he did not have hard hit on his head. 

Anyway, he's just fast asleep for I don't know when. How long he'll stay like that. 

Right now, I'm preparing for a surgery. 

It's morning, and everyone is still fresh. The best way to have a nice and clean surgery. Although, this surgery is more of a scheduled one. 

Ms. Davidson has a tumor in her cervix and I'm glad that it isn't anything serious yet. She's lucky that So-jun found the strange figure in her X-ray. Aside from that, she's lost a child a few years ago and now she can't live her dream to be a mother. 

Her story seemed cruel, though. She's a tutor for the violin, her life was pretty well until this rich kid's parents sued her for false accusations. 

"Okay, Angelee, let's survive today," I told her. 

She smiled and nodded at me then they took her to the surgery room for anaesthesia. 

I put on my disposable scrubs and washed my hands on the big sink before entering the operation room. 

"You look bright," Vernon laughed. "Got a better feeling this surgery will be more...peaceful?"

"Never had a peaceful surgery, bro. And there's no such thing," I answered. 

"Alrighty, then. Please proceed."

I looked at Minho, "Scalpel."

Everything was going alright. The silence filled the air because of the concentration. Also because Yunhyeong looks angry when he operates and everybody's scared to talk to him. 

We were in no pressure today, we were all just taking the time of our life. There was nothing going on in our surgery today, except that it lasts for 6 hours and it's a 50-50 chance for Ms. Davidson. 

Surprisingly, the monitor didn't miss a single beat. The sound doesn't go high, the sound doesn't go too low. 

This day is strange, it's absolutely quiet. 

In every surgery room, there is a phone. Only nurses are allowed to hold it, and we use it for emergency. Like if we need more RBC or more IV or more fluids. 

I hardly ever receive calls when I operate and today is one of those days. 

Chanyeol picked it up and went to me.

"Jihyo's gonna bring a phone inside, call is from Korea," he said. "I sense something."

"These kinds of things are bad," I said and pulled the blood-stained gauge to the floor. "Alright, I'll get the call."

The door opened and I guess Jihyo went inside.

"Chae, I suggest we handle this, it's bad," she said from afar.

"Eonnie, just give me the call," I said. 

I heard the door closing again, and I guess she left the room. Chanyeol went beside me and Seungkwan, moved to where Chanyeol was at. 

"Yeobuseo?" I asked. 

"Professor! It's an emergency!" I heard Sana's voice.

"Sana-ssi? Wae? What's happening?" I asked while focusing on the patient.

"Jeon Shin Hye got into another artery clog and Doctor Chou wants to operate!" 

Everyone heard in my side of the line since the call was on speaker. 

We all looked at each other. Tzuyu isn't the VIP doctor of the Jeons anymore. She's probably doing it to get access to the VIP Ward. I couldn't care less about the different social status of people so I take in any patient.

But she's going a bit too far.

The Jeons are my responsibility. I was specially appointed by Jungkook and Namjoon-sunbae. 

"Where's Jungkook? Il Do-oppa? Mr. Jeon?!" I asked.

"We've contacted them but Mrs. Jeon needs surgery right away and Sir Kim just got off from work and Doctor Chou is the only person available right now!"

I stopped using the forceps, "What the hell do you expect me to do?! Freaking go to Korea?!"

"Animnida. Doctor Chou is pushing us to give her the patient and she'll get sued if we do."

Vernon scoffed, "Ms. Woo version 2."

Chanyeol yelled at the phone, "Get her to sedation right now! Pain killers or anything else! Wait for Sir Kim to arrive!"

"Ye--Park Chaeyoung? Park Chaeyoung-ssi? Sorry but VIP Jeon Family is mine! Annyeong."

I slammed the table Minho was in-charge, "PIECE OF SHIT!"

"Yah, Chaeyoung-"

"That dumb doctor! She's dumb! She doesn't know anything about human anatomy! Nothing about her job. All she knows is to cry if she has no patient or if she has not gone shopping for a whole damn week!"

Minho massaged my back.

"Well, now we all know we're going home with a funeral up our sleeve," Yunhyeong joked. "She's a cardio and what, the last time I was rotated to her station, she ended up killing 3 people in a day."

I 'tch'-ed him, "Operate, you punk."

I walked back to the table and got the tools from Chanyeol.

He's still holding the phone and it suddenly rang. 

"Hello?" Chanyeol answered.

"Doctor Chou, Doctor Park is on the line," we heard one of the senior nurses.

"Na eotteoke?!!! Omo, omo, omo!" We heard her scream.

I operated on Davidson while speaking to her, "Chou Tzuyu! What the hell is happening!"

"My God, Tzuyu! Can't you do anything right?! You almost cut her heart!"

I slammed Laryngeal Mirror on the table, "What the actual hell is going on?! She's my patient, you are breaking the number 1 rule in the surgery world."

"My Gosh, all anaesthesiologist and neurologist are so egoistic!" 

"Give me one more adjective about us and we'll make sure to operate on your brain for attitude disorders," Yunhyeong slammed the tools he carried. 

Then the fast beeping line can be heard from their side. When I looked to Vernon, who's obviously a master in those kinds of beeps, he shook his head.

"You killed a person yet again," Vernon murmured. 

I heard that Tzuyu's assigned anaesthesiologist is also very good in basic general surgery. And of course, being a doctor, it's hard to see patients suffer.

"200 joules!" 

"Cardiopulmonary bypass."

"1, 2, 3."

"1, 2, 3."

It wasn't Tzuyu's voice. It's like she went silent. 

No wonder why her patients die. 

Because she freezes in the middle of the surgery.

Then the beeping slowed down. 

"Wh-what's the situation there?!" I asked.

"Her clog is in the upper valve, Doc. This is Tzuyu's anaesthesiologist, Doctor Jonghyun."

"Upper valve? There's no specific location?!"

"Tzuyu--My God, you didn't take her X-ray?!"

"Yeah, who needs that?!"

"APPARENTLY US!"

I tried imagining it.

Yunhyeong took over the surgery and I tried picturing where the clog could be. Upper valve? That's too risky, considering Jonghyun-ssi isn't as experienced in cardiac surgeries. 

"Jonghyun-ssi, try slice the top most layer of the valve," I guessed.

"Scalpel."

"Hey, Jonghyun-hyung, congratulations on your first lead as a anaesthesiologist. Your partner sure sucks," Chanyeol laughed. "Vernon's partner is very talented, he's just about to fall asleep right now."

The door in the other side of the line can be heard to open.

"Get out of this operation Tzuyu,"  I heard sunbaenim's voice. "I'll take care of this Jonghyun-hyung, thank you for sparing me time."

"Nah, Chaeyoung helped me find the clog."

"Chaeyoung? Oh-in the phone?" Namjoon laughed. "Chaeyoung-ah, are you also in a surgery?"

"Yeah we are, Sir Kim. And we're about to finish and eat breakfast, the last stitch is done. Lee Minho, please throw garbage," Yunhyeong ordered.

Chanyeol laughed, "Aww the maknae!!"

"Sunbaenim, please tell Jungkook I said hi," I said.

Everyone in the room whistled.

"Alright, Chae. Take care, everyone. I'll finish Tzuyu's surgery."

The phone call ended.

Damn that idiot.

Acting like a hero, taking my patient. 

AND FAILED.

I hated the smell of failures.

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update promise, fulfilled.

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see you again next time.

iz out---