A/N I'm so so so so so sorry for not updating in awhile. I've been feeling very stressed out lately and I have a lot going on in my real life...I hope everyone understand. If you wanna catch up with my real life you can check my randomness book.
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Well I decided I was ready to finally talk to Ponyboy. I hope this goes well because I'm very nervous to even try. But I know that I need to help him, so I took a seat on his bed and took a deep breath then made myself visible.

"Johnny?!" He jumped as he took notice of me sitting on his bed.

"Hey Pony." I smiled.

"How is this-you here?" He asked in shock.

"What happened to your arms?" I asked, ignoring his question.

"Oh...I...um fell in the gravel and it cut me up kinda bad, don't worry I'm fine though." He lied.

"How often do you fall in the gravel?" I asked.

"W-what?" He stuttered with his eyes growing large.

"You have scars under the fresh cuts. I'm not stupid Pony I know you did it. I'm you're best friend you can tell me anything ya know man."

"Johnny, you hate me I killed you remember?"

I didn't wanna have to do this...but he can't know I'm aware of my death...I feel terrible.

"Wh-what I-I'm dead." I said with real fear because I didn't know how he would react to what I was about to do.

I made the house light up in flames and made myself catch on fire and I screamed and I went invisible.

Pony started screaming and Soda came through the door real quick. "Pony what's wrong?!" He yelled.

"What-I was practicing my acting." He laughed nervously.

"Who were you talking to a minute ago? I heard your voice."

"Johnny..."

"Ponyboy Johnny's dead..."

"Yeah...I don't know I'm tired I'm going to bed. G'night."

"Oh wait Two-Bit wanted to talk to you." Soda told him. Hopefully he is here to apologize.

"Nooooo." Pony whined.

"Pony I think it'd be nice for you too talk to one of the gang."

"Fine Soda."

Pony walked out into the living room to talk to TwoBit. I made myself visible for a second and made eye contact with TwoBit, which by the way I never did that when I was alive.

"What TwoBitch?" Pony snapped and my jaw dropped.

"Pony calm down I'm just trying to apologize." TwoBit told him calmly.

"Umm well I don't forgive you, what you did was wrong Keith."

"Yeah that's why I'm apologizing. Duh."

"Bro just shut the fuck up. I'm done with you like get the fuck out and go bum around your own dirty house."

I was in shock, Pony never acted like this. Ever.

"See here's the problem with you I try to fix my mistakes and this is how you act. I'm part of this gang Ponyboy weather you like it or not. No wonder Steve says your just a stupid tag along. You ARE you don't belong in this gang so why don't you just go kill yourself. Oh and don't worry I won't try and stop you this time and if you start to think that someone cares just think about how much better life would be without you." TwoBit stated and left.

I got extremely angry and stormed outside after TwoBit. When I found him I became visible.

"What the hell was that?!" I yelled causing him to turn and look at me. I never yelled at anyone so he knew I was fed up with him.

"The kids a brat. I apologized what else was I supposed to do?!" He yelled back at me.

The yelling upset me a bit but I have to get him to understand.

"Well you tried to fuck him in his kitchen Asshole!" I yelled back.

TwoBit didn't answer and just looked at me.

"So you tell him to kill him self?! For not wanting to date you. You have some kinda serious issue if that's the case!" I yelled with more anger.

"He didn't need to be a bitch!" He yelled back to me.

"Neither did you...now I'm gonna go check on him like a real friend. Bye Keith."
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I'm so tired so sorry if this update sucks or makes no sense. I haven't slept tonight and it's already 8 in the morning. So I might sleep I dont know. Bye!! I hope everyone enjoys the update and has a good day!