i love you.

in the way that shook Abraham out of his trance, finally realizing how fucking absurd it is to kill your only son.

in the way that Eve risked everything to get a taste of freedom.

in the way that Noah decided the only part of the world worth saving was himself & the beasts.

I look at this life and accept that nothing makes sense.

nothing makes sense except for you.

so I read these stories about defiance and devastation, realizing that I am drawn to you in the same way humans have always been drawn to the unknown.

the wilderness that lets us know we're alive. the parables that bring clarity to the insanity.

it'll never make sense but it doesn't matter because the emotion will inspire generations to come.

they'll read about my love for you and find God.

i love you.