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Five minutes she said five minutes that was an hour ago, my phone goes I answer it and say "what the hell! Where are you? I'm stood here like a prat" I hear my so-called friend say "oh sorry I can't make it" what the hell! "you know what this is the 10th time, and forget it you know I hardly have any free time and when I do I want to hang with my friend but no forget it" I snap at her this is ridiculous she says to meet up and I'm left here looking the fool. I hang up no way she said well hang out I've not gone into the local anime shop because of the meetup, I've been waiting but I guess I might as well maybe a load of new anime and manga will cheer me up. I go into the shop the owner greets me and says "hey (nickname) where's" before he can even finish that sentence I cut him off "don't even say her name! Where not friends anymore" he seems shocked at this and asks "ouch, ok talk tell me what this fight was over? I know you haven't been in because of the meet up"

I sigh maybe if I say I'll feel better, I mean he is my friend no scratch that best friend and I do confide in him. I mean I did about my crush and he is my best friend and now my only friend, I look at Daniel and tell him everything, I can see he's shocked at this I mean she's meant to be my best friend girl wise like Daniel is my best friend boy wise. I can see he's thinking about something and then it's like something clicked like he had an idea "I can't believe she did that! I know just what will cheer you up, and I just got it in I haven't even put them out so you get first dibs" he says giving me a small smirk. Oh my god, I love this man, I smiled and hugged him and say "thanks, Daniel, your more a friend than her, so I take it it's something I like?" I look up at him wondering what he's got, damn his height! Daniel laughs and nods saying "yep and I'll give you a discount you're my best customer and because of you I got customers"

Ok I love him I'm not letting this friendship be ruined, he's so thoughtful and kind I really need to help him find someone. he's always helping me but yet he has no one himself he rubs my head smiling saying "there that's better, now let's go" I let go and follow him into the back, which he rarely lets people into I'm the only one he lets in I think.

I look around at what he has in, soon I see all the black butler stuff things I'd been desperate to get. Some you can only get in japan or there only in the pop-up shops that last a month or so, and are so hard to get if you don't live there. I look at him and say "no way!" Daniel smiled and laughs saying "now pick one thing it's to cheer you up, the rest discount I'll be generous and put up for you" I looked at what there was. He's such a great friend I'm grateful I made friends with him that he's here when I need someone to talk to, to help with my problems like now.

I kneel down to get a better look at what there was, now let's see soon I see Sebastian's watch and his funko whoa! Those are so hard to get, I've been trying to find that funko for month's curse not having money when it was available. Ugh, why those two! I think aloud "ugh the watch or figure which do I pick? Why do you hate me life" I anime cry.

I hear Daniel laugh "it's your choice" I know that Daniel, ugh you make this so hard I get one free the other I pay for. Mmmm ok after some careful thought and consideration I'll go with the watch, I look and tell him "alright then the watch I'll go with Sebastian's watch" Daniel nods and asks "ok, so I take it everything put to one side?" I laugh and say "almost let's see these and these" I end up giving at least 10 things of black butler and other shows and things I like to one side. Daniel said "ok I'll put them up, anything you're going to take today or are they going to stay here until another day?" I think it'll be the watch and figure for now. I shake my head and say "no just the watch and funko thanks"

Daniel really knows how to cheer me up when I'm feeling down or had a bad day, as I leave I see my so-called friend with him "you haven't left yet?" I hear Daniel ask from behind me I'm in shock at what I've just seen. I turn and look at Daniel almost crying. I won't cry no I won't give them the satisfaction of making me cry, both of them especially him. He's not worth my tears Daniel looks at me and asks "(nickname) what's wrong?" I hug him and cry, I can't stop the tears I'm trying but there coming more and more. Damn it why, why, why "(name)?" I hear Daniel call my name, all I can say is "them look" he sees and pulls apart. I watch him go over and call out to them "hey you two!" they look I hide behind Daniel I don't want them to see me, and I want to hear their honest opinions, so I guess all the time we couldn't meet up was because of him even when I tried to meet up with him.

They come over Daniel gives a Sebastian smile and slaps them both, though maybe a punch to the guy I once called my boyfriend. My ex-friend says "what the hell Daniel!" her voice sounds like a banshee, reminds me of sakura from Naruto actually when she'd have a go at poor Naruto. He glares darkly at them and says in a very angry voice "how dare you two! (Name) is a good person who doesn't deserve this with all she's been through!" I peek out from behind him, my so-called ex-boyfriend he's trying to act innocent like he's done nothing wrong. Like this is normal and something everyone does "why? Answer me that you two, why she was in here upset about you she said you're not friends anymore? If you had told her the day before that you were busy she wouldn't mind but an hour! That's right I saw her standing for an hour she's avoided the shop because of meeting up" he angrily asks I can hear the anger in his voice. Again he's such a good friend to good, I don't deserve such a friend who'll fight my battles with me or for me.

They just talk Daniel asks "so why cheat on her?" my ex says "she's so dull (and other reason why he'd want to break up with you)" I know my tears are falling again, I don't want to cry I don't want to waste tears on you but they seem to have a will of their own and fall. why if you didn't want me just say, I run past I know Daniel's calling me I can hear him but I don't care I just need to get away from them if he didn't want to be my boyfriend he should just say.

Soon I feel someone hold my wrist I struggle to let go, it could be him my ex but I'm pulled into a hug I look to see Daniel "its ok (name), it's ok" he tells me in a calm voice. Why just why? "w-why couldn't he just say to me?" I know my voice has cracked when I spoke I couldn't help it. Daniel gives me a sad smile and tells me "guys like him aren't worth it" I sniffled, I know but it still hurts "I thought maybe he" I can't finish my sentence. Why should I waste more breath on him, he doesn't deserve it "I don't blame you, for what he said even id be embarrassed but to do that" he still gives me that sad smile.

I look at him and say "I just want to be alone ok" Daniel nods and says "ok don't do anything stupid" I said "I won't, I'll just wonder and then go home bye" I came to the beach and sat on the cliff I sang I'm alive as I sang the lyrics are more and more true, every lover breaks my heart when I pray for sun it rains. I sigh and look up at the sky its clear one or two clouds, it's pretty why did I like him date him fall for that jerk I get lost in my own world and thoughts.

I hear my phone it snapped me out of my little happy world and my thoughts, I answer "what!" I know I'm snapping but no one can blame me after what happened. I just hope it's not Daniel or someone else who doesn't deserve it, I hear "(name) baby" ugh why him why the hell did he ring me! I look at my phone and glare "piss off! If you didn't want me just say so instead of going with my so-called friend, you know what I'm glad in a way you just don't meet my standard" I say with the most venom and hate I can produce. He says "what all the guys you like are made up!" I growl so what I don't care, how there written is so much better they have problems sure but are nice and I've seen how they can be to someone they love. "Hey! at least they know how to treat a lady if you were more like Sebastian then I knew you'd be faithful, and we'll be a wonderful boyfriend even Ciels better he's cold but at least he shows his love, but you no you never once said you loved me" I keep glaring at the phone. you want a fight oh ill defend those characters there better than you, I don't know why I ever fell for such a jerk hell Claude or William from black butler would be better than him, hell id even take Alois on a bad day over him take Hannah's place when she had her eyes poked out. He said "you're crazy if they were real they wouldn't even go with you your just stupid fat and ugly"

I felt tears I know it's not true but it still hurts, I will not let him get to me no I won't let him win she can have him I don't care. he can go crawl in a hole and die I glare at the phone, I won't let him know I'm crying "you know what you two are perfect for each other, and I wish black butler was real that way I would get a decent boyfriend, so yeah your welcome to my ex-friend hope you two are happy not!" I use as much anger as I could in my voice and not let him know I'm crying. I hang up and throw my phone in my bag I hug myself and silently cry, I'm right the black butler world any guy from there would show more love to me than he ever did. Even William or Claude who show no emotion they'd have their own way, why does this happen to me I get hurt over and over again.

After who knows how long I might as well head home, I get up off the wall and walk as I do I decide to binge on black butler anime, manga, plays/musicals and movies when I get home. Get snacks and drinks my favourite ice cream and curl up in my blankets in my room and stay up until I've finished my marathon. I'm so lost in my own world and thoughts again hear someone shouting but don't see who the next thing everything goes black, and I wake up in a room that was decorated in black and white.

I call out "hello is anyone there?" no answer strange, I look around soon I hear "your awake" I jump and see someone, I can't make out who or what this thing is. They say "I am death" wait say what! Death I'm dead they say "as far as I'm aware your dead, now because of the raw deal you got with your ex-friend and boyfriend I'm feeling nice"

Oh, death being nice? I say "so what is it then?" death says "you get to go to a new world, any you want" wait what, my eyes go wide I say "so let's say hypothetical, of course, I say picked oh I don't know to say...................black butler id get to go to that world live there be with the characters?" death nods and says "yes that's right, but there will be restrictions on things, I can't have you being over powerful but I'll explain when you've picked" I nod.

I sit down on a chair I really need to pick carefully this is a once in a lifetime deal. I say "quick question" death looks I say "when I go to that world, will I be a baby or not?" death nods and says "you will whatever world you pick, you can change things small nothing major like say taking the place of the lead, you'll be a baby so you can build bonds with characters and learn about the customs and culture, as you might pick somewhere that's very different from what you know from what you've seen and read will only get you so far and you might have to learn a new langue to, let me know which world you want to go into" I nod ok let's go over the pros and cons of each world, soon I pick black butler because why not I mean it is my favourite show and I can tweak a few things for the better.

I see deaths snap their fingers, huh I thought they'd be bones? there was a computer screen there they say "ok you need to fill out this, also if you want to be near the main character ciel there are two options, but if you want to a chance at having him as a romantic option id take the second but you'll see as you fill the form out" I nod and look at the form on the screen see what I can add change and things. I just need to think of this as an Otome like that new anime about the girl becoming the villain and changing the story or the many man fanfics I've read.

(Picture at the top of what deaths like here)