Ok, the votes over who you are to Elizabeth has been decided, now this book will be up to Ciel's 10th birthday your childhood then I'll add a new book following each season and the arcs in the manga. also for the childhood part characters may be a bit oc but since its, before Ciel was 10 and I will not be spoiling things for those not up to date, yes there will be some but only minor nothing major

Your pov

Ok, I look at the screen ok so who do I want to be in the universe, let's see what options I have for being near Ciel. So first one is his sister uh no thanks I might want him as a boyfriend or a romantic option so no, I know they had first cousins and things be engaged but siblings I don't think so. Ok, next option is the midford family, ok I can work with this so let's see.

I look at the options presented to me in that family, Elizabeth mmm I could become Elizabeth I could change things but then I'm limited by how much id have to be a Barbie all pink and cute id drive myself crazy, yes I like cute and adorable things but not to that level. So no next mmmm Elizabeth's sister? I can change more things, have more influence on things so I think I will. ok sub-options no I don't want to be older than Edward, I'd be older than Ciel so either middle or twin so which one, I think older sister will be interesting and maybe I can get Edward to calm down a little if I was his twin god help me.

Ok next my name, huh so I can pick a new name if I want?........... Nah to confusing I'll go with what I have (name), but god help me with what middle names they pick Elizabeth has like 5 or something. I could be wrong and I'm not going to try and remember them all but nice option.

Next one is do I want to be like Ciel? mmm having a title like guard dog would help in getting closer to Ciel and seeing other things, so yeah I do but I'll let fate decide what I'll be called let it be a surprise. Ok next is skills I want oh I'm limited to so many, I wonder? I look at death "hey death! Will I still have any skills and memories from my life before this?" I ask if I do then that will help a lot they say "yeah, you'll have full knowledge of your past, but you can't say" I nod fair enough, ok so I get 10 of things I can change or add about myself so I'll go with.

1 be good at the sword like Francis and Alexes

2 be fluent in most langue's that will be needed including speaking, writing and reading

3 can dance most dances

4 can be good at music including singing and playing them to

5 can be a real lady

6 can play chess

7 be intelligent

8 can use different weapons

9 have a lot of stamina

10 can defend myself with hand to hand combat and other martial arts be good at the sword like Francis and Alexes

I look at death and say "death if I still have things spare for this part can I add them later? say I have 2 options left for this" they said "I think so, as long as it's before you say turn 5 it should be ok" I nod good ok let's finish filling this out. It's going to be interesting to go from a baby to grow up again but I can change a few things. Ok now onto the rules and things let's see, I can't tell others about where I really came from, a fair point I doubt id be believed id be seen as the crazy girl and locked away in an insane asylum. If I save a life another has to take its place to keep balance, oh I see like madam red if I did save her shed live but another would die or shed die at a later date or something. ok that's fair or death would be out of a job, no changing things too much so I couldn't save say Rachel and Vincent if I did then no Sebastian no Bard, Meyrin or Finny coming to the manor. so I guess even something even I can't change, I'll have to make sure that a lot of pictures get taken and things I don't think I ever saw Ciel have anything like that in the anime or manga, I want to change that I want him to have some link to his parents in this.

I soon hear death say "so is this final? Once it's done that's it" I double-check it make sure there's nothing I want to change before I let it process "death would I be allowed say some modern things with me?" I ask I just want a camera to take pictures for Ciel. He needs something of his parent's pictures death thinks they check a book, wow I didn't expect that they soon say "it depends on what it is you want? If it's already been invented then in the time period then yes" I say "so a camera I would but a mobile no?" death nodded and said, "Yes, are you thinking for the lead?" I nod and say "yeah, in the manga and anime I've never seen him have much about his parents a portrait sure but nothing like a photo album" death says "I see, well when you're a baby you can't very well take pictures but I'll help with that"

I smile and say "thanks, I know what it's like to lose family like Ciel has not the same way but pictures help a little, you can look back and remember the good times and ones when you're too little to remember, others know and can tell you about that and you learn something new I want Ciel to maybe be a bit happier have also someone who understands to an extent. even if it's from my previous life I know he's how the author wanted him to be wrote, but half of the things that happened he didn't deserve, just because his family is what they are I know I can't save his parents or even one, but I want him to have them with him" death chuckled and said "to, to kind that will be a strength for you but also a weakness. don't let your heart rule your head (name) at times the kindest thing is to be cruel, at times the people in that world might not want to hear what you have to say like Elizabeth or even Ciel, or someone else but it has to be said you have to say it even if they may hate you for it" I nod I know.

I say "ok it's done," death says "ok if you can save someone I'll say who but the reapers may have to take another to fill the void, or their time will be extended a little bit longer like say they almost die to get an extra month then die" I nod and say "I understand, you'd be out of a job well you and the reapers and I don't think William would be too happy" they chuckle and say "no, well good luck and in your world, none of this will be recorded, but I will help you by giving you any new chapters that come out into your brain" actually I have a better idea. I say "death I have an idea what if the manga is put into some books I have, like say some books id own in the midford house but to everyone else they'd look like normal books," death thought about it. If I'm going to be stuck in the Victorian era I want some manga it's going to kill me not to have the internet and the TV.

Death nods and says "alright but if anyone else is to look at it they'd just be normal books, like say dickens or Shakespeare" I giggle when they say, Shakespeare. When they did hamlet death says "what's funny?" "Nothing, nothing just an ova. Oh, will they be included too!" I ask I so wanna see the play they do, death says "depends on what it is, if it does it's between the main story also I'll say when a season will happen or a book arc like book of circus and things"

Great I nod and say "great! it gives me time to plan, can you also say if I'm able to save someone or not?" death nods and says "yes I will help as much as I can so the balance and rules aren't broken, but rather loopholes" I say "very Slytherin, ugh I'm going to miss the internet and things ugh" death chuckles and says "it'll be alright, just take it a day at a time now when you wake up you'll be born" I nod this is really happening, oh god what if I screw up I get someone killed I'm not meant to I don't want that no don't want that!

3rd pov

Francis was in bed her stomach was large she was 9 months pregnant Edward was with her he gently poked her stomach, he was 5 at the moment and excited to be a big brother as he poked the stomach moved he said "mother the baby kicked!" he looked up at her she nodded said "yes they did" soon her waters went. She said "Edward get your father" he went she knew you were coming and wouldn't wait, soon Alexis came in and asked, "Francis is everything ok?"

She looked "the baby is coming," she told him he panicked, she got irritated "GO GET THE MIDWIFE!" she shouted irritated, he ran and got them in the matters of minutes they were there, and now Alexis and Edward where banned from the bedroom. after all, men couldn't be there for the birth but wait "is mother ok?" he looked up at Alexis and asked, he didn't like the thought of his mother or little sibling hurt. Alexis smiled and said "she's fine, she's making sure your little brother or sister comes healthy, so we have to wait here" 'I'm glad I'm here I don't want her hurt me since her giving birth is painful' Alexis thoughts shivering at the thought of what she'd do if he was allowed in.

All that could be heard was Francis in labour and giving birth. it felt like hours even days Edward had fallen asleep head-on Alexis lap, soon the door opened Alexis looked the midwife said "lord midford you can come in now, mother and baby are both fine" he nodded he carefully got up and went in. he saw Francis holding (name) he went over and said "is that?" she said "yes" he carefully took you, you were so tiny so small and asleep. You thought 'I never ever thought having that happen to me would make me so damn tired! You'd think I'd done all the work!' Alexis would now do anything to protect you.

"What will her name be my lord and lady?" the midwife asked for the birth certificate Francis said "(name) (any middle names you have) Alexandra Claudia midford" the midwife nodded and wrote it down. You thought 'that's going to be a pain to remember, but I wonder if my appearance changed like eyes and hair' you opened your eyes and thought 'whoa! I did not expect Alexis or rather my now dad to hold me' you were given back to Francis, who then fed you inside you were blushing like crazy she was breastfeeding you, there was no other way to feed you.

After Edward came in he said, "Is that?" Alexis said "yes your little sister (name)" "(name)?" he repeated his father, you looked at him and thought 'awe little Eddie, ohh I'm going to call him that! Hopefully, it'll annoy him oh I see that look you're giving me. it's the same one you have when Elizabeth gets too close to Ciel please don't be yandere, though you could easily?' you decided to hold his finger his eyes sparkled, you let a cute yawn go and decided to go asleep you thought 'I better enjoy this while it lasts, sleep when I want, cry for food, cry for attention, cry if I need to be changed. Oh god, that's going to be embarrassing that and also how I'm being fed! Ugh, I forgot this era no bottles so all-natural damn it!'