TW: Mentions of attempt of suicide and self harm.

Well..

Months ago, when even Isabella and I didn't talk much, a lot of anxiety and depression filled my mind.

After something at home happened.

And when it happened, I managed to steal some of my mom's pills.

I was gonna take them and say a final goodbye until I decided to listen to music.

Nothing really helped. But I did find This Is Home.

When I listened to it, I had a break down. I had to realize what I was doing-- and how Pamela and Ahri would react to it.

I did cut, though. There were two deep cuts on my thighs. It stung a lot.

I listened to his covers and his songs. They calmed me down a lot. Things like soft guitar playing and ukulele are a big help to my happiness :>

That's another reason why I like TØP.

And well

When I caught these things called feelings I listened to way more Mxmtoon and Cavetown.

Just
Everything about it makes me happy.

And my favorite -- Devil Town (or Banana Bread-)

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