yow! I'm back:D actually, I was planning to update this 2 days ago.. but I can't think properly on how to write this thing:D muhahahhahaha!!!
anyways.. thanks to @Cielleshii for meeting me up and help me do this awkward chapter:D haha.




YOUR POV
Before I could even speak, Luhan caressed my cheek with his thumb, making electricity run down my spine. His eyes were full of longing yet it looks so happy.
"I finally found you" he said, I didn't move an inch, cause I really don't know what to do. Our gaze never left each other, until someone coughed.
"ahem" the guy said. Luhan gulped and closed his eyes before glaring at the guy. He went to him and they start to whisper, but they always look at me whenever they whisper something. I twiddled my hands and pursed my lips, watching Luhan as he "quarrel" with the guy, I can say that they were quarreling even if I can't hear them cause they're pushing each other away. Then after some time, they finally look at me and smiled. I blinked and Luhan walk towards me again, I gulped and even step back.
"Can we talk? Or maybe I can walk you back to your hotel?" Luhan asked. I just nod.


"I'm sorry it's a little messy" I said while picking the pillows that was thrown on the floor when I was sleeping last night on the sofa.
Luhan look around awkwardly and I straightened my body and gestured him to sit. He sat on the sofa across me, with a little table between us.
The atmosphere became so awkward and I can even hear Luhan's breathing..
Since it's really awkward and none of us is starting the conversation, I decided to turn on the tv and pretend as if I'm too busy understanding the show even if I really can't think properly, especially when my husband is here!
And not to mention that he is staring at me! I can see it on the side of my eyes.
"uhmm.. you want to drink something?" I asked, trying to act confident even if my heart is about to explode really!
"okay" he said, still staring at me. I stood up awkwardly and went to the kitchen to get some water. What the heck! Water Hee Rin? Really?
I walk back to the living room and I regret asking him for a drink!! Gosh! I'm going to hand this to him right?! oh my gosh, what to do?!!!
I hand him the glass of water without looking at him, my hands were slightly shaking and I think it turned into ice when Luhan brushed his hands against mine. I shivered and was about to went back on my sit when Luhan speak, making me stop on the spot. My back facing him.
"why didn't you tell me you're leaving?" he asked suddenly. I took a deep breath before answering.
"I'm afraid... I'm afraid that if I told you I'm leaving, you won't stop me.. I'm afraid" I muttered, making my heart flinched. I don't want to talk about this anymore, I don't want to feel the pain again.
"you know I will stop you" Luhan said blatantly as he stood up. I cringed my brows but still won't turn to look at him. Until silence took over the place again..
I sighed and fumbled with my fingers, Luhan is still standing behind me. One word: AWKWARD!! That feeling when you two are married yet you feel like you're still in the courting stage! Gaaahhh!!!
"you don't know how much I've waited" Luhan suddenly said, with his voice shaking as if he's about to cry. I bit my bottom lip and ducked my head down and decided to turn to look at him, but my knees became wobbly that I want to cut it off! Urrrgghhh.. why am I feeling this?!
"I'm sorry" I muttered while looking at my feet, as if it's the most reliable thing that I can depend now. Luhan scoffed, maybe not accepting my apology.. I can't blame him though.. He plopped on the sofa, frustrated. He was scowling. So I decided to sat on my seat again and watch some variety show, not wanting to mind this scowling man across me.
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10 minutes past and still.. Nothing's happening. Luhan was still scowling, I kinda feel worried since maybe his facial muscle hurts. And I grew irritated as time goes by. Seriously?!! He's going to just scowl their?!! Huh?!! He can just walk out or something if he's angry. Tsk.
"you know what, stop giving me that face and make me guilty. If you don't want to accept my apology then just leave me" I groaned and stomped my feet before walking towards the window. I crossed my arms and watched the view outside, making myself busy.
"just like that?! you didn't even explain to me why you're gone for too long! You don't know how much worried I am when you're not beside me!! I didn't even know if you're still going back!" He yelled as he stood up abruptly. I cursed him in my mind, I hate this! I missed him and now we're fighting?!!
just hug me now you stupid Luhan!!
"I don't even know if you have a plan to go back. If I didn't see you earlier, are you still going to go back and see me again?!! Huh?!!" he added as he pulled his hair. He's angry, I can tell. Wait.. is he doubting?!!! Is he serious?! Ofcourse I will come back, how can he say that.!
"yah!! If you're here to fight with me then go away!! You're impossible!! I hate you!" I shrieked as I stomped my feet towards him. I clenched my fist and glared at him, not noticing that we are now inches apart.
"oh so you hate me?! Fine!!" he yelled back, and was about to turn to leave when I cried. He froze and turn to face me again.
"you don't understand" I croaked, tears streaming down my face.. my heart flinched. I just want him to be by my side again and never leave.
He softened as he saw my burning tears running down my cheeks then he pulled me for a hug, making me cry even more.. I miss his body against mine.. I miss these pair of arms cuddling me.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell at you. I'm just angry cause I missed you too much.. I'm sorry" He whispered and caressed my hair.
"let us not talk about it again arasso? What matters now is I found you finally" he added and tightened his hug, I sobbed.



LUHAN'S POV
I hug her tight and burry my face in her hair.
"I miss you so much" she said between her sob. Her arms wrapped around my waist tightly.. at last, I can feel her warmth again, comforting my sinking heart.
I pulled back and held her shoulders.
We stare into each others eyes and felt the emptiness inside us. And then I leaned closer to kiss her lips, the lips that I missed too much as Hee Rin placed her arms around my neck while I caressed her back..
It started to heat up when Hee Rin's hand slowly traveled down my shoulders to my arms, removing my coat, making my whole body feel hot.
My body moved on it's own and I carry her bridal style going to the room, and kicked the door to close it... I made her sit on the bed as I stood infront of her and we stare at each others eyes for quite some time.. I had to admit that breathing is too hard at that moment.
I loosen my tie and tossed it somewhere and pressed my hands on the bed, trapping her. I could feel my blood running through my veins as I leaned closer and she begun to pull backwards... I hovered above her and she start unbuttoning my polo without breaking our gaze.. when I remove my polo, she sat up to reach my lips. We kissed passionately and I slowly but nervously reach my hands to her back to unzip her dress..
Her eyes looked so tempting and I had to wonder if she even realize how beautiful she looked like at this very moment.. I slowly push her on the bed and deepen our kiss with burning passion... My lips had voluntarily traveled down her neck and I pulled her closer with my heart pounding so badly. Then I noticed, Hee Rin isn't responding anymore, so I stopped. Maybe she's not comfortable on what we're doing..
"what's wrong?" I whispered in a husky voice into her ear, making her shiver.
"I'm scared" she answered, searching for my eyes. I amusedly smile at her and gave her my most pleasing nod.
"trust me" I smiled and kissed her forehead, then to her eyes, to her nose and cheeks before giving her lips another passionate kiss..
And we begun to make love..



oh my gosh!! I feel so awkward writing that ___ scene!! tsk!
I hope you enjoy anyways since majority of you requested to make that scene. muhaha. *runs to hide because of embarrassment*
anyway.. I'm having a new fic, Sehun is the leading man since I promised you that I will do a fic for your bias!! but i will write it after finishing this fic:)