YOUR POV
am I dreaming?...
is it just me or did Luhan just tried to kiss me?

omo... what is happening?
I can't think... I'm so confused...
Luhan... why are you acting like that?! do you love me now?
please say it.. cause I'm really confused..

after that day, Luhan and I were very awkward to each other.. as in!
it's been 2 weeks I think? and he's avoiding me.. I don't know why..
and I hate it! what is it with him huh?!!
he's so confusing!!

Tao called me and we meet up at the park..
I was so quiet sitting next to him while thinking of Luhan... That I didn't even realize and didn't noticed, Tao was staring at me, I can see him in the corner of my eyes.
okay... why is he staring at me like that?! And it felt so weird.. I can't even move.
Tao, can't you just stop staring?!!
"uhmm... about the orphanage.." I muttered, breaking the ice.
"huh?"
"uhmm.. it has been rescheduled... so, I think it's going to be next week?" I said. Yeah... Since the visitation was postponed last time, I told Tao that we can visit the orphanage when the schedule is out.
"oh okay.." he smiled. Then he continued staring at me. tsk!
actually I don't know why he asked me to come.. I mean, we're not going to shop.. and we're just sitting here while doing nothing and he is just staring at me.

TAO'S POV
I meet up with Hee Rin..
I just want to see her face today.
I was just staring at her while we were sitting at the bench here in the park. I just want to capture every expression she will make..
and I can't stop myself..
but knowing that I can't be her prince.. then...... I guess being her knight is enough:)
cause sometimes the last thing you want to be is just friends, being limited to look into their eyes... Seeing the dream you can't have..

Hee Rin, sitting next to you doing absolutely nothing means absolutely everything to me.

Hee rin then grab my hand and we started walking around the park..
I just love the way it feels when I look into her eyes.. And the way she smiles..
it felt so good..
this is one of my biggest dream.. To hold hands with Hee Rin while walking at the park.. No talking.. Just walk.. Silence...
I just love this..
though I know that she doesn't feel the same.. I don't mind at all..
cause sometimes we come into a person's life not to make them love us but to let them feel that they're so much worth loving for..
keke.. isn't it amazing how a person who was once just a stranger, suddenly meant the world to you?..

YOUR POV
walking at the park while holding hands with Tao.. It felt so good.. I mean.. I feel protected.
cause since I was young, I really want to have a brother who would protect me everytime I'm in trouble.
and now.. I guess my wish was granted.
though we can't play like kids.. It's enough to have him here beside me..
cause throughout life you will meet one person who is unlike any other. you could talk to this person for hours and never get bored, you could tell them things and they won't judge you.. and that is Tao..

he is my bestfriend, brother, buddy or whatever it is.. He is always there for me and never leave me..
despite of people judging me and avoiding me.. yet Tao won't hesitate to be with me..
he trusts me even if all people don't..

it's already 9 in the evening and we're now walking heading to their hangout place.. Since Luhan told me that he is there, I told Tao that we should go together at their hangout place since I have nothing to do at our house..
"Tao oppa... can I ask you something?" I asked while we're walking.
"what is it?"
"what is the reason for you to meet up with me today? I mean.. It's not shopping day isn't it?"
"I just want to see you" he smiled.
"why?"
"because it's my birthday today.. And I want to spend my time with you" he said as he gave me a wink.

i-it's his birthday today?!!!!!!
omo!!
I should've bought him something.. tsk..
"why didn't you tell me?!! I should have bought you some gift" I pouted.
"keke.. you don't need to. seeing you was enough" he grinned..
why is he so cheesy right now?
I feel like I'm blushing right now.. tsk.
and I remember Luhan's birthday... omo... my cheeks are burning hot!

we arrived at their hang out place just in time..
they all greeted Tao a happy birthday.
I look for my husband.. and he was hugging Tao..
I want to approach him but he's ignoring me..
Luhan... what is wrong with you really?!!
honestly... I don't understand our relationship.
sometimes we're friends, sometimes we're more than friends .

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