I sighed as i got dressed in my school uniform. It was about 8 am. I was starting high school... Great... notice the sarcasm? Good. I hate school. The kids at school hate me, especially the jocks. Allen Jones being the worst. I made the mistake of coming out of the closet in the 8th grade, and admitting that i had a crush on the biggest flirt in school. Francis and i have been on bad terms ever since. My mom was supportive of me though.

I took a deep breath as mom and i pulled up to the school. She smiled reassuringly at me and moved some stray hairs from my face, "good luck today," she says, her brown eyes showing nothing but love and affection.
I nod and climb out of the car, "have fun at work today!" I say as i wave and head to the school.

All the freshmen were ushered into the auditorium for the whole 'first day speeches' thing, orientation they called it, more like boring everyone to death. First was the principal, who explained rules amd dress code and other things of that nature. Then came the student body president, her name was Anastasia if I'm not mistaken, she discussed the sance that would be coming up this weekend. Next was the senior class president, a rather large boy named Nicolas, he discussed certain things about the school. The junior class president, a boy named Allen, talked about the different clubs and how to sign up for them in the gym, which is where the upper classmen were now. The sophomore class president was a girl named Michelle, she spoke about sports mostly. Last but not least, the freshmen class president was a blonde boy with blue eyes. He had a strange hair sticking up from his forehead. He talked about how amazing we were to make this year and the years to come. With that everyone went to the gym to sign up for clubs and sports.

I walked around and bit my bottom lip as i looked at the clubs. I saw Anastasia talking to a Japanese boy and a brunette girl. I walked over shyly, "hi there... I'm Arthur Kirkland..." i said.

The Japanese boy bowed slightly, "konichiwa (did I spell that right?) Arthur-san, i am kiku Honda, this is Elizabeta and Anastasia, we are the heads of the Anime club, our club sponsor is Mr. Carriedo, the spainish teacher.

I smiled softly, "what do you do?"

"Mostly watch Anime, we cosplay sometimes as well. If you want to join or thinking about joining, feel free to sign up, we don't make anyone commit to the club until like week 3 of school." Anastasia explained. "Excuse me guys, i have to go see about my other clubs." And with that the light blonde girl was gone.

"Anastasia Oxenstierna is the head of so many things. I swear she must do some kind of magic or something with all the stuff she does after school," the brunette girl said.

"Hai..." the Japanese boy said.

I smiled and signed up on the roster. Kiku told me they met Fridays after school. I nodded and continued to walk around.

After walking around for an hour or so i head towards a staircase to look for my classes.

I accidentally ran into a boy on the stairs. I fell on my bum with a soft oof sound escaping my mouth.

"Oh dude! I am so sorry!" The guy i ran into said, i look up to see Alfred, the freshman class president...

I blushed softly and scrambled to my feet, "i-i apologize for running into you..." i say softly.

Alfred chuckles and kneels down to pick up a couple of books i dropped, "it's cool bro, i wasn't paying attention," he hands the books to me.

I smile softly and take the books, "thank you," i say shyly. I blush and run to class.

All day i could not stop thinking about Alfred... his sky blue eyes and sandy blonde hair... "stop thinking like that Arthur!" I told myself in my head. I sigh as i walk to my last class, gym. I groaned as i walked into the locker room with other males.

Alfred happened to be in this class... along with Allen. Now that i think about it... they look a lot alike... could be a coincidence.

Alfred looked overat me and waved. Allen growled and glared at me. I hesitantly waved back and turned to my locker. I unlocked it and started to change like everyone else.

Our coach walked in and looked at us, "ok guys, today we are playing dodgeball with the girls..." several people cheered. "Remember: no hitting the girls above the shoulders or their chests. Anything else is free game," he says.

The boys nod in understanding.

"Allen, you're team captain," he says and heads back to his office.

Allen smirks, "alright, i want Alfred, Ludwig, Luciano, Kuro, Lutz, Matt and Kiku on the frontline along with me. Everyone else stay to the back and hoard the balls. Ok?"

The group nods. I sigh softly and stretch as i stand. Sports aren't really my thing.

The girls were already in the gym. I saw Anastasia stretching with the girl from the Anime Club. Anastasia laughed about something the other girl said. I walked over to them. Anastasia waved me over. I smiled and walked over.

"So how's your first day going?" Anastasia asked.

"Pretty well actually, thanks."

She gives a bright smile and looks at the group of people, "gosh... first day dodgeball, reminds me of my first day here. I was so nervous. That Allen kid hit me in the face with a dodgeball."

Elizabeta laughs, "oh i remember that! Your face was so bruised!"

Anastasia rolls her eyes and chuckles softly, "so, let me guess, you have to stay in the back with Feli and Lovi?"

I nod, "yes, but it's not so bad."

"Yeah, they make you three stand there so that when the others get out, the sissy girls are all that are left and you can get them out easily," Anastasia says.

"Yeah. But usually Anya ia the last one standing and wins. Feli is rather easy to get out, but he's fast. Lovino is just as bad but will try to catch the ball," Elizabeta said.

A whistle is blown.

"Good luck Arthur," Anastasia says as she walks to one side of the gym.

"To you as well," i say as i head to the other side.

Allen glares, "stupid fags..." he mumbles and touches the wall with his left hand. I roll my eyes and stand as far away from him as i possibly can.

The whistle blows again and everyone runs to the center. Well... everyone who's actually playing anyways.

I watch as Anastasia easily gets out Matt and Lutz.

Allen retaliates by getting Elizabeta and a tall blonde haired girl with over sized breasts.

Anastasia smirks as one of the girls on her side catches a ball thrown by kiku.

All the girls get back in.

The game continues on like this until only me, Allen, and Luciano are left on the boys team. On the girls team is Anastasia and Elizabeta. Elizabeta gets Allen out easily. Luciano gets Elizabeta out. Luciano grins at Anastasia and throws a ball hard, hitting her square in the nose. She falls to the ground. I run over to help her. The boys coach runs over and yells at Luciano.

Elizabeta and I volunteer to take Anastasia to the nurse's office. Her nose is bleeding badly and it looks like it's at a strange angle.

Once at the nurse's office, the nurse, a pink haired girl, manages to stop the bleeding and called her parents to take her to the hospital. Her nose was broken.

Elizabeta and I sat there until her parents showed up.
Her father was a tall man with blonde hair and blue eyes. His face bore no emotion but his eyes held concern for his daughter.

Her 'mother' (also a male) had short blonde hair and blueish green eyes. He looked overly concerned for Anastasia.

Once they left the bell had rung for school to end. I gathered my things from my locker and wentto the gym to get out of my gym clothes.

I wasn't the only one there.

Allen growled as he walked over to me. He hit me hard in the stomach.

I yelped and fell to my knees.

He slammed me on the floor and climbed over me. "This should teach you to stay away from my cousin..."

((Warning!!! Rape scene ahead! If yoy don't want to read then skip over it!))

I struggled to get up, only to be hit hard over the head.

"The less you struggle the easier this will be," he hissed in my ear. He ripped my shorts off as well as his own.

My eyes widened when i realized what he was doing. I screamed as he removed our boxers.

Pain.... that's all i felt... i had hoped my first time would be with someone i loved... but no... it had to be taken by a jerk who hated me.

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After Allen had finished with me, he threw me into a shower and turned on the water. He got re dressed and left.

After what seemed like hours, i slowly pulled myself off the floor and turned off the shower. I put on my regular clothes and threw my gym clothes into the locker. I fell to the floor and cried for a while longer.

Wheni finally left the building, Alex was worriedly waiting in her car for me. Wjen she saw me she jumped out of the car and hugged me. I started to bawl again. She didn't ask what happened, nor who did this, she just drove me home and comforted me as best she could. I will never tell her what happened.