Eleven
I finally found him in his room, hugging a pillow and sobbing deeply.
"Springy?" I ask gently. "Are you okay?"
"Don't hate each other, please, don't hate each other..." he scream cried.
"What are you talking about?" I touch his shoulder.
He jerks away from me, contempt burning in his circle eyes. "You really think I don't see the hate that flares off of you when she even looks at me? You really think I don't hear the slurs you use to describe her? You really think I'd let that slide because I love you?! Both of you are forcing me to choose between you! And any choice I make is the wrong one, isn't it? Well, I am absolutely sick of it!" He throws the window open and climbs through. Midway, he stops and says, "Until you stop hating Sammy, I'm not coming back."
I just watched him go. Once he decided something, that was it. No turning back from that, no matter how bad of a decision it is.
But this... Springy, why?
~POV switch brought to you by Springtrap in a banana suit!~
I lay crying by the creek. This was all a mistake. Why can't I have Sammy as my friend and Goldie as my boyfriend? Why did it have to be either or?
Was it because I look like this?
I stare at my reflection. My disgusting crusty hair, my hideous circular eyes, my ugly blotchy skin, who would even want to be seen with me? Frankly, I look like a zombie.
Mr. Leggy, my pet spider that lives in that secondary mouth, crawls out, sensing my melancholy.
"Don't talk down about yourself." he warns in his cute spider chatter. "It's not good for anyone."
"I'M not good for anyone!" I exploded. "Ever since I was born -created, whatever- all I've done is drag everyone else down! My mom, my 'dad', Bonnie, Sans, Sammy, Bill, 'shade, Goldie, hell, even you, Mr. Leggy! Maybe it would be better if I just stayed out here." I gaze up into the trees.
"No one wants you out here. You may not have seen it, but I saw the tears in Goldie's eyes. He wanted you to stay. Sammy only hates him because you chose him, not her. And it broke her inside."
"But she knows I'm gay. She knows I won't love her back. I love her like a friend. Nothing more than that. But why...?"
Mr. Leggy sighed. "I don't know." he admitted. "But I do know you should forgive. Forgive those who wronged you, and life will be better for everyone(420 words, XD). Go back to him. For you both."
"This is why you're the best pet spider ever." I tell him. I stand up, place Mr. Leggy on my head, and run back to my Goldie.
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