𝓘 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾, 𝓲𝓽'𝓼 𝓻𝓾𝓲𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓶𝔂 𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮

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đây là bản preview trước của mình viết bằng tiếng anh (cause it less embarrassing) vì nó là bản preview trước nên mình đăng lên kiểu để khảo sát xem mọi người có thích kiểu plot như này hay không, có sạn gì hay không, với cả mình lười chỉnh lỗi câu lỗi ngữ pháp nên mọi người don't take it too serious nha :)))) mình đăng cái này lên để mọi người hối mình viết nhanh nha chứ không mình lười lắm

chính truyện cũng sẽ hơi thay đổi một chút thôi chứ mạch truyện vẫn vậy nên mọi người đừng lo. Chỉ là nó sẽ chi tiết hơn về câu từ và cảm xúc của Taegyu cũng như những người khác trong band thôi keke. chúc mọi người một ngày tốt lành.

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Characters introduction:
beomgyu is a sophomore in a musical university, learning to be a guitarist and currently working as a lead-guitarist in a band.
huening kai is the main vocal of the band, taehyun's bestfriend
soobin is playing bass, beomgyu's bestfriend
yeonjun's playing guitar, currently dating with soobin
seungchae is playing drum, currently dating beomgyu but he's toxic and always ignoring beomgyu
taehyun is playing violin but he can play almost everything, you can called him a fucking genius

taehyun is a freshman, studying at the same university with the band but he doesn't want to get stuck with any group or club so he didn't in any band before, studying as a violist, trying to apply for a scholarship and his dream is to play violin in France as a professional like his father. Mom and dad devorced, currently live with his mom and his step-father (an CEO of a entertainment). He was inspired by his father, who is also a violist himself, he left his family for his love and his career, but his love (taehyun's mom) left him cause taehyun's dad wanna go to France to study more about violin and be a profession violin player there but his lover is pregnanted the second child and she don't want to leave Korea, so taehyun's father decided to left and go to France himself. From that, taehyun understand that both his mom and dad are hurting, so he reminds himself that if you wanna be professional, you must sacrifice everything include love, so he decides not to be in love with anyone, so that he could fully focusing on his future without hurting anyone. but then he met beomgyu, the muse of his life.

beomgyu's an orphan child, currently living with his grandma, he's seriously lacking of love and care, so he'll date anyone he could to seek for love, to be loved and to love, but he always failed and just keep blaming himself for it but actually it all because he always dated with those bad and toxic boys. and then he met taehyun, the love of his life.

choi soobin is beomgyu's neighbour, super extra rich but his family is careless, they fully focus on their first child to be an CEO of their company so they let soobin doing what he wants to. That affected to soobin both positively and negatively to his mental health until he met yeonjun. Playing with beomgyu since secondary, real bestie, dating with yeonjun since the band exist 2 months.

choi yeonjun is the normalest of the band, he has a normal family who is actually cheering him for his dream, he has tons of friends from school and super famous boy of his major thanks to his good looking and his talent in music. He currently studying the same major with huening kai and he wants to build a band after he graduated. He met soobin when he want to build his first rock band and then they met they fell in love.

huening kai is the same with yeonjun, but he's fatherless, currently live with his mom, older sis and younger sis, middle child. he's tyun's best friend since they were kids, tyun is the one who bring hyuka to music and they support each other so much.

plot: beomgyu found that seungchae is cheating on him for a about one weeks before their performance at a fall festival, they fought and seungchae left the band without any words, beomgyu is stressed and depressed about it a lot cause he's thought that was all his fault making the band lost the drummer (which is the band's heart) and everyone try to comfort him as well as they could. then hyuka remember that tyun could play drum so he try to ask tyun if he could help them or not, fortunately tyun said yes of course, then they met, they practice and they performanced. ( i don't know how to explain it but oh well, we'll see about it)

after the performance, soobin (the leader of the band) asked tyun to stay at the band for a little more if he can until the band found another drummer and tyun said he'll try (what a lovely boy). so they start working with each other as a real band. so the times go and tyun found that the reason why they're rushing to find another drummer because beomgyu and the other guy broke up before the performace and they start chatting and sharing bla bla (im lazy i couldn't think about anything better than this)

yeonjun decided to have dinner with the band to celebrate the most fire performance they've ever had at the fall festival, so they ate BBQ together and then go to the bar (mostly because beomgyu has just been through a tough break up). beomgyu was sad and tired so he drank a lot and ignored everything outside, he's drunk and huening asked tyun if he could take him home and he did. (damn the boy is rushing, i might add some accidents here)

the next morning beomgyu found that he's not at his dorm but somewhere else strange, he was confused but then tyun appeared and explained that he was drunk and tyun's only took him home cause he was worry that beomgyu might feel lonely and depressing if he woke up alone at his dorm. Beomgyu was touched and bla bla, they ate something and then tyun took beomgyu home, they're talking about beomgyu's previous relationship and beomgyu felt comfortable sharing that he's lack of love so he's trying to find as much love as he could but he only chose the wrong ones. tyun's sharing about his opinion about love too, he said he was completely different with beomgyu that he doesn't know anything about love but if it was beomgyu, he'll listen anytime so he said that if beomgyu's having a hard time, he'll be there and listen to beomgyu unconditionally, if beomgyu date another toxic boyfriend then he'll be the one who appeared first and he'll be the one who throw a fist to that guy's face, tyun comforted beomgyu that he deserves so much more cause beomgyu is the sweetest guy tyun has ever met. beomgyu was fully touched and heart fluttered after tyun's compliment. when they approached gyu's dorm, they exchanged phone numbers and kakaotalk with each other. gyu said tyun must text him when he got home cause it's pretty late and tyun nodded, scratched beomgyu's little fuffly head and tell him that he'll leave until beomgyu get into his dorm. beomgyu was a little interested in tyun's caring him and starting to fall in love with tyun step by step.

the next day, the band suggested tyun to play for the band for two weeks, explained that they'll disband since soobin and yeonjun are seniors, they'll graduate next years anyway. tyun agreed and decided to take the roles seriously cause he appreciate the band as his precious youth. so after school, the band decided to practice with each other, they're even working on an album to mark this memories of them.

and the fortnight started. beomgyu and tyun always go with each other, they're getting closer and closer, soobin as beomgyu's bestie is getting suspicious now and then, but he decided to let them be. tyun and gyu oftenly eat at each other dorm, sometimes beomgyu slept at tyun's dorm cause it's closer to their college than his (he just want to sleep at tyun's dorm) they were getting more and more closer after their dates, they've shared a lot about each other and beomgyu found out that tyun's dream is become a professional violist and move to France with his father to work with his father there, so beomgyu decided to hide his feeling deep down til he died, and he think about to hang out with other guy to hide his feelings.

And the storm came.

After about one week, their songs are almost done, the only thing left is the recording. Their songs are usually instrumental, 2-3 songs sang by huening kai, but this time as their last album, soobin decided all of them will sing one song for the fans, included tyun. It's super hard cause tyun has never been singing before cause he spend all his time to play musical instrument, soobin asked beomgyu to train him, beomgyu declined cause he thinks huening will be more suitable for this since hyuka's the best singer through all of them but soobin said that tyun has the same vocal tone with beomgyu so beomgyu is the best choice at the moment. beomgyu has no choice but accepted the task, tyun feel a little sus when beomgyu refused cause tyun think beomgyu would accept the task immidiately, then he realised that beomgyu is ignoring him recently, they still hang out with each other (just fewer) and beomgyu evaded to skinship with tyun (they sometimes hug when they're watching movie with each other, beomgyu sometimes snuggled with tyun when he sleep like a little puppy).

and the vocal training started, beomgyu decided focus on the training instead of chatting and sharing too much or he'll burst his confession out of his heart. so they deeply focused on the training, but tyun wanted to make things clear so tyun suggested gyu to sleep at his dorm tonight, it's only 4 days left until their disband. Beomgyu think this might be the last time they could hang out with each other like this so beom accepted the suggestion. so they came to tyun's dorm, beom decided to cook for the dinner, tyun's setting up the table and chose wine for them to feel more confident to speak out everything. they ate and they drank, and as usual they chose movie to watch with each other like they used to. tyun said it's been a long time since they hang out like this, hugged gyu from behind and messing with beomgyu's fluffy little hair like usual, beomgyu's enjoying it as he agreed, he said he met someone else currently and he wanted to have a serious relationship with that guy so he can't go to tyun's place like the old times anymore, this will be the last time he spent time with tyun like this so he wanted to cherish this monent. tyun was shocked, not because beomgyu is meeting another guy but he shocked cause his gut is in a knot when he heard that beomgyu'll not gonna beside him like this anymore. his heart ached when he imagined beomgyu is gonna spend his time with another guy, will hug another guy when he feel weak but not tyun, beomgyu will cook for another guy but not him, the first person that beomgyu would see in the morning will be the other guy but it would never be him, he will smile with another guy, he will hold other guy hands, he will cry on other guy's shoulder, he will sing for that guy but not him, he will play guitar, sing romantic songs with that guy but not him, after this fortnight of them, all of this will be over. tyun never think about that before, he used to...or maybe he's still thinking that this will be forever, beomgyu will be forever here with him, beomgyu will appear at his dorm after tyun back after school, they will cook with each other, will making dumb foods with each other, tyun will sometimes secretly add tomato into beomgyu disk and get caught, beomgyu will scout him for that, he thought that beomgyu will always smile with him only, will sleep on his bed only, will let him and only him to eat tomato for him. After all that thinking, beomgyu turned around and ask what's wrong when tyun suddenly freezed for a while. then the disaster come, tyun hugged beomgyu's cheek and placed his lips on beomgyu's lips, beomgyu is shocked, but the alcohol and the twisted inside beomgyu's heart controlled his action, beomgyu's kissed tyun back. they let their heart controlled each other, and they blamed it on drunkeness, but it was the drunkeness of love, they let it pouring on each other, for just one night, even they knowing farewell that after this night, everything will completely changed.

the next morning, tyun woke up but cannot find beomgyu anywhere, just a note with a sandwiches probably made by beomgyu, the note said beomgyu sorry for last night, they were complete drunk last night so beomgyu will forget about it and told tyun to did the same for the band's sakes. then beomgyu didn't go to school, or even go to the band practice anymore, no one knows where he's gine, no one can get in touch with him, even the guy that beomgyu was currently dating with. taehyun was completely insane, this scared the shit out of him cause he knows that beomgyu's mental health was not that strong, he scared beomgyu will hurt himself, or maybe throw himself out of some bridge.

switched to beomgyu's pov:

he got up at 4, after an active night, his body was complete aching, espeacially his crotch, but beomgyu still try to get up from tyun's hug. his heart ached when he saw tyun's sleeping face, it was so naive and gorgeous that made beomgyu feel guilty. Beomgyu get ready in rush, made breakfast for tyun quitely and sneak out of tyun's dorm, briging every his belongings with him and get out of tyun's life, of this town, just for 3 days, and beomgyu think everything will just be a dream after this, and he will come back for the performance, and then he will be okay, and they will be okay. It just a fortnight.

beomgyu came to his grandma's house, throw all seoul's memories away, just bring the guitar with him, he wants to play guitar for his grandma. so then he spend his time with his grandma, even drew grandma a portrait of her sitting in her sunflowers garden that she and grandpa planed and she has been taking care of it all this time alone. but everything just keep reminding him of tyun. he had a deep talk with grandma, she told him that could he imagine a life without tyun? could he play guitar with the joy like when he play it with tyun ? and when beomgyu think about at night, decided to have a conversation and confessed to tyun no matter what when grandma is asleep, suddenly his grandma's landline ringing, the sound was loud and creepy at night so he picked it up in rush, fear that it will wake his grandma up. it was soobin. he just thanked god that beomgyu was still alive and said something that beomgyu cannot hear clear cause of the bad line until beomgyu hear loud knocks on his grandma's house, everything is so confused so beomgyu said to bin that he'll call bin back cause someone is knocking on his door and hung up. beom brought a pan with him and slowly open the door, it was taehyun, the least percentage of a person that beomgyu could imagine it would be, the pan fell down from his hands as taehyun came close and suddenly kiss him. beomgyu just realized how much right it felt when their lips touched, the sensation, the smell and the taste of cherry on tyun's lips on his lips, everything felt like it's linking into his soul, it's sealed up the love of both of them.

after a long kiss, taehyun hold beomgyu as tightest as he could like he got scare that beomgyu will slipped out of his hand again. then tyun confessed, (im lazy so i think i'll made it as much emotional as i could). then beomgyu feel touched and they confessed to each other then they hold each other to sleep in grandma's flowers garden, falling asleep under the moonlight.

the next morning beomgyu introduced tyun with grandma, grandma blessed them to be happy forever, and she told beomgyu to buy some daegu's specialty and left tyun alone with her. she told tyun about beomgyu's past, told tyun about his previous love (the longest and emotionalliest ones) and how much it hurted him, and told tyun about grandma's love, about beomgyu's parents love, and thanked tyun that he stayed with beomgyu, to came here for him, to tell beomgyu the truth, to love beomgyu like the way she can not gave to beomgyu, and tell tyun about beomgyu's fav food, fav kinds of flowers, tell tyun that beomgyu's guitar was his dad's guitar, then show tyun beomgyu's baby pics, tyun found peace and love from beomgyu's grandma house, found out where beomgyu's kindness and sweetness from, tyun promise that they will came back go grandma's house every months but then realised his dream. grandma find some confusion and hesitation in tyun's voice and face, she grinned warmly and said "so you have your own dream too, don't you ?" then she told tyun that she's here with love and care of her love, with memories and her relations here, she's completely fine, that's why she told beomgyu to go to seoul and chase his dream on his own, tyun too. bla bla n then beomgyu came home, grandma convinced them to came back to seoul, told them to remember to record their performance for her, give beomgyu his grandpa's pick, it was old and all worned out, but it has his grandpa's favorite band's signed on its. it also beomgyu's favourite band, beomgyu teared up a bit and gave grandma a tight hug, promise that he'll came back here with the highest prize of the show and the records of their performance. then grandma told him to pack his things up and leave her and tyun alone, she gave tyun a pairs of engaged ring, told tyun that it was her daughter and daughter's husband rings (beomgyu's parents), she just met tyun but she could see beomgyu's dad's eyes and his love affection in tyun, she wishes all the best will happen to them from now on.

then they came home with their hands intertwined. the way from daegu is long and quite, but it was full of thinking and love, they knew it even though they don't even talk about it. when they're back to seoul and it was midnight, beomgyu decided to stay at tyun's dorm and they will come back with the band tomorrow and work as much hard as they could. tyun after chatted to the group that beomgyu is okay and he'll spend his night at tyun's place, three of the band's member celebrated him and chat a lot about how they gonna spend the night together, even bet that they'll lost their virgin tonight or not (tyun will not confessed that they already lost it the previous night)

beomgyu was a little too energetic cause he has a really long and good nap in tyun's car when he drive them home, tyun, in the opposite, was pretty tired when he has to drive a long way so beomgyu decided to cook dinner for him and then they'll fully rest. bla bla

rush to the performance: they got the first prize, and the band also told that they will disband after the show and thank all the fans for always give them the best cheered and the best love that the band don't even know if they deserve it or not, then at the encore, band sang their debut song for fans and they cried a lot that day, tyun was crying a little too even he's just worked with the band for only two weeks straight, but every second was the most precious memories of him. After the encore, the light was suddenly off, and then the light focused on beomgyu on the stage and tyun stand up from the drummer place, holding bunch of hydrangeas and confessed to beomguy (i will think about the confessed later) beomgyu and everyone was shocked in an awe (not their band members) beomgyu said yes and they kissed.

after the show they fucked and that's the end. i'll think about their future and deal with tyun's scholarship to france later at the extra. don't worry, they're taegyu, they'll be forever happy ưith each other, i promise.