So recently I was just reminded of something.

I don't know if you know this but I have moved around in my life and sometimes I wonder what would've happened if I stayed there. Sometimes I get so scared because I'm afraid I'll move again and leave my whole life here.

I get so scared when I think of what would've happened if my current best friend never came up to me.

Because that's when my life started.

Before that, I was a loner. I didn't know how to spot a toxic person and I was so desperate for friends that I just made friendships that I regret to this day.

I couldn't talk back to people because I was just too scared to. I still can't. I need people to stick up for me because I can't do it myself.

So I got walked all over. There were twins who told me not to laugh at their jokes, even though I found almost everything funny and couldn't help it.

I wouldn't know any of the people I know today and I probably wouldn't have this app or any friends.

Now I have the urge to tell my friends that I love them.

I'm scared, though. I don't tell anyone that I love them. Not even my parents.

I had that taken away from me at a young age.

Now I'm scared to tell anyone that I love them.

So I'm not telling anyone.

I'm telling all of the people who changed my life.

Which is all of you.

And yeah, I know it's cheesy or whatever but I'm serious.

You guys really changed my life. You made my stories worth posting and my life worth living and I can't thank you enough for that.

I honestly don't know what I would do without you guys.

I love and appreciate you so so much and nothing can or will change that.

Thank you.