Bhaiya!!!!! 🤭 Yaar yeh raavi ne Shiva ko kaise bhaiya bol diya 🤭🤭.... I was laughing in that scene like anything.... Saiyaan ko bhaiya bana diya.!!!!😂😂 N shivu expression was on point 🤣🤣.... After watching that scene I was like oh no oh no oh no no no no 🤭😅😂🤣

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(My most favorite song ❤❤)

Ve Methon Tera Mann Bharrya
Mann Bharya Badal Gaya Saara
Ve Tu Mainu Chhad Jaana

Gallan Teriyan Ton Lagda Ae Yaara
Ve Methon Tera Mann Bharrya

Mann Bharrya Badal Gaya Saara
Ve Tu Mainu Chhad Jaana
Gallan teriyan toh lagda ae yaara

Shiva pov

As I was entering the room, my heart was beating fast..... Very fast!!!!

Kya mein sahi kar raha hoon??? Kya raavi ko chodne ka decision sahi hai ?? Kya yeh divorce sahi hai???

Many questions were running in my mind as I was walking towards the judge

1 month..... Exactly one month has passed since raavi left me... One month since I misbehave with her... One month since we both sign the divorce paper....

In this one month life has been hard.... It has been painful, is one month sab kuch badal gaya hai.... Mein badal gaya hoon, mere feelings badal gaye hai..... Mein... Mein uss mami... Mami ki behan ki beti se pyaar karta hoon.... Yes I love her...... I love her so much!!!!!

Nahi Shiva.... Tu yeh sab sochna band kar..... Tu yeh jo bhi kar raha hai woh sab raavi ke liye hai.... Raavi best zindagi deserve karti hai aur tu best nahi hai.... Tujhe yeh sab sochna band karna parega!!! 🥺😭🤧

When she left me.... Actually when I ask her to leave me... Meine socha ki now everything will be fine.... She will get what she deserves.... N definitely she don't deserve me .... But then no everything  turn out to be worst...
I started living a miserable life.... I was broken, I was hurt .... Pehle laga ki raavi was just a habit for me, I was just emotionally attach with her that's why I was missing her.... But baad main realised hua ki I actually love her.... Toh phir kya selfish hokar usse apne pass rakhta ??? Jab pata hai ki usse mera chehra dekhna bhi pasand nahi hai toh phir kaise usse apne pass rakhta

Gall Gall Te Shaq Kardein
Aitbaar Zara Vi Nai
Hunn Teriyan Ankhiyan Che
Mere Layi Pyar Zara Vi Nai

Mera Te Koyi Hai Ni Tere Bin
Tainu Mil Jana Kise Da Sahara
Ve Tu Mainu Chhad Jaana
Gallan Teriyan Ton Lagda Ae Yaara

Itna selfish toh nahi ho sakta na mein... Uske na hote hue mujhe bhi dard hota hai, mera dil bhi toota hai pad mujhe pata hai ki mein uske liye sahi nahi hoon... If you are capable of wining first prize u won't be happy with the consolation prize right??
I was just a consolation prize for her n that breaks my heart 💔💔🥺🥺

After raavi left me, I started having anger issues, choti se choti baat pad mujhe gussa aata hai..... I started losing everything, everyone....
My family jinse mein itna pyaar karta tha, jinke ke liye jaan bhi de sakta tha... They abandoned me, ha mujhe ghar se nahi nikala but the way they treated me was enought to show me the truth.... I don't know why.... But abb mujhe bilkul akela feel hota hai??
I feel like there is no one in the world for me?? Mujhe aisa lagta hai ki agar for eg mein kal maar bhi jao tho bhi kisiko kuch farak nahi parega!!!!! Itna akela ho gaya hoon!!! 🥺🤧

Lawyer- aap dono bet jaye!!!!

Lawyer voice brought me  out of my thoughts!!!!

As we were siting down ..... We both share a painful eye lock ....

There was a storm going inside my heart .... My world was shattering..... Jab meine vakeel saab se baat ki thi to do the divorce as fast as possible, I though ki jitna jaldi yeh divorce ho jayega utna jaldi mera dard bhi katam ho jayega , jo heaviness mujhe feel hota hai woh katam ho jayega.... But then it was all wrong , as the divorce date was approaching I was more restless, more broken, more shatter n aaj ko pura ka pura toot gays hoon !!!

Kaash Aisa Ho Sakda
Rabb De Pairi Pai Jaandi
Teri Jagah Pe Jaani
Maut Mainu Le Jaandi

Jo Tu Na Mila Maanenge
Woh Dehleez Nahi Hoti
Rabb Naam Ki Yaara
Yahan Koyi Cheez Nahi Hoti

Bass thodi der aur Shiva... Ek baar divorce finally ho jaye phir mein Somnath chod kar humesha ke liye chala jaunga....!!!!

Yes I was gonna leave somnath forever after the divorce is done , mein yaha pad aur nahi reh paungi.... I won't be able to see raavi doing second marriage in front of my eyes.... Yes mami told that after divorce woh raavi ki dusri shadi kara degi.... N I can't just see that plus abb somnath mein mere liye kuch bhi nahi rakha, na mera parivaar aur na hi mera pyaar..... I was alone n will always be alone 🤧🤧.. Raavi left me 💔💔

Ho Rabb Ohnu Kho Lainde
Jehda Howe Ohnu Jaan Ton Pyara
Ve Tu Mainu Chhad Jaana
Gallan Teriyan Ton Lagda Ae Yaara

Judge - so aap dono ki shadi ko 3 mahine ho gaya hai!!!! (Shockingly)

We both nodded!!!

(K guys I don't know ki unke shadi ko kitni months ho gaye hai.... I think agar tv ke according dekhe toh 1 month hi hua hai but I m just writing 3 month!!! If anyone know the month please tell me)

He gave us a questioning look

Judge - sirf teen months hi hua hai aur aap dono ko divorce chahiye??? (Shockingly)

We both kept silent

Judge - what's ur reason for divorce?? Was she cheating on you??

Raavi gave me a look .... I immediately shook my head

Judge - then was he cheating on u??

Raavi - nahi!!!

Judge - phir aisa kya hua ki aap dono ko shadi ke teen mahine mein hi divorce chahiye aur plus abb dono ko 6 months ka time bhi nahi chahiye!!!

He gave us a questioning look.... Raavi n I didn't knew what to say or what to do.... We both look at each other.... I immediately turned my head n look at my lawyer for help

Lawyer - sir in dono mein bohot problem ho raha hai... Inki shadi mazboori mein hui thi....!!!! Aur abb yeh dono ek dusre ko bardaasht bhi nahi kar pa rahe !!! (Softly)

Judge - kaisi mazboori mein??? (Suspiciously)

I so wish to spank  the judge head.... Why was he asking so many questions.... He should just put the stamp on the paper aur divorce final kar dena chahiye... But no he was busy playing question and answer.... Already mere dil beta ja raha hai... N his question.... Ahh!!!! 😫😫

Shiva - sir woh humara personal reason tha.... Aap please divorce de do humein!!! Humein abb yeh rishte mein aur nahi rehna (Pleading)

Raavi was looking at me but I was busy talking with the judge !!!

Judge - so miss raavi apki koi demand hai Mr Shiva se???

I look at raavi!!!!

Raavi - nahi!!!!

The judge look at both of us.... He was just going to put the stamp.... My heart was shattering.....But again

Judge - mein phir ek baar puch raha hoon.... Kya aap dono ko sach mein divorce chahiye??

Raavi n I look at each each other

Tu Sabb Jaanda Aen
Main Chhad Ni Sakdi Tainu
Taan Hi Taan Unglan Te
Roz Nachaune Mainu

Tu Sabb Jaanda Aen
Main Chhad Ni Sakdi Tainu
Teri Yaad Ne Unglan Te
Roz Nachaune Mainu

Agle Janam Vich Allah
Aisa Khel Racha Ke Bheje
Mainu Tu Bana Ke Bheje
Tainu Main Bana Ke Bheje

Raavi &Shiva - nahi/ha!!!!! (Loudly)

My heart skipped a beat ..... Did... Did I heard it right?? Did she just told no???

I shockingly turn to  her...... We both share an intense eye lock....

Both the judge n lawyer look at her shockingly

A long tear roll down her cheeks

Raavi - mujhe yeh divorce nahi chahiye!!! (Sobbing)

Telling this she just run away....... I was shocked with whatever happen!!! I was rooted in my place.... I lost all my sense!!!!!

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I was silently walking on the roads of somnath ... I was shocked.... What happened on the court??? Why did raavi just say no n run away?? Did she not wanted the divorce??? Did she wanted to give this marriage a chance??? Did she wanted to give me a chance??

So many questions were running in my mind !!!!!  I didn't knew should I be happy or no!!! I was freaking shocked ..... She made me speechless

Since she told no , the judge didn't gave us divorce.... He told me to give this relationship a chance..... Honestly jab raavi ne mana kiya I was happy... I thought  that sayad uske maan mein bhi mere liye kuch feelings toh hogi.... That's why toh she told no.... Maybe just maybe she too love me..... But then her friends words rang on my mind n I was brought back to reality..... I felt like somebody has push me from a high building n I was just falling down!!!!! It again broke my heart

Expecting raavi to love me was like expecting a ship on airport..... N we all know that it is impossible!!!

I just walk towards pandya store.... I thought that maybe she is taking too much stress so sayad isliye she is confused.... I decided to talk with her tomorrow.... She really needs to rest today!!!

Shiva pov end

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Raavi pov

As the judge was going to put the stamp.... My heart was beating very fast!!!!!

Haaye Ikko Hundi Ae Ve Zindagi
Tu Milna Ni Mainu Ve Dobara
Ve Tu Mainu Chhad Jaana

Gallan Teriyan Ton Lagda Ae Yaara
Ve Methon Tera Mann Bharrya

Nahi mein yeh divorce nahi hone de sakte!!!! Mein Shiva ko itni  asaani se nahi kho sakti!! Yeh shadi ko mein itni asaani se katam nahi hone de sakti..... Pyaar karti hoon mein Shiva se... Aur mein apna pyaar itni easily harne nahi de sakti ..... Kya hua agar Shiva mujhse pyaar nahi karta pad mein , mein toh karti hoon na usse pyaar..... Aur Shiva bhi karega mujhe pyaar..... Mein usse karwaungi !!!!!

I was just gonna stop him, but then he ask us for the final  time ..... This was my last chance to fight for my love..... N so I told no!!!! All gave me a shocking look.... Shiva was just staring at me.....

My heart was getting heavy.... I was so broken n hurt.... A long tear roll down my cheeks ..... I just couldn't face his questioning look n so I just run away!!!

As I came out of the court.... I call masa paa n told him everything that happen  .....  I told him that I m coming home so please send masi n anita di outside...... I didn't want any more drama!!!!! I was tired

He was very concerned for me.... Actually jab meine divorce paper sign kiya tha masa paa was not here.. Plus masi ne bhi kuch nahi bataya  unhe.... So when he came home, he was hell angry on masi n both of them started fighting..... After alot of pleading they stop their fighting.... Masa paa wanted to go n talk with Shiva but I just stopped him..... He was hell angry on me too....

He didn't talk with me for so many days ..... But then meine bhi unhe mana liya.... He told that he will surely talk with Shiva.... I just told him that I needed some time to think about all this..... N so he half heartedly agree .....But when Shiva just came home yesterday n gave the shockingly news.... He was hell angry on him... He even went to pandya house for a talk.... But then when he came  home he gave a defeated look... Masi maa again taunted him

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When I reach home, only masa paa was present.... He saw me crying . .... He came to me n gave me a side hug!!!!

Jagat - mat ro raavi!!!! Sab kuch theek ho jayega..... Masa paa hai na, mein sab theek kar dunga..... Mein abhi Shiva se baat karunga !! (Consoling)

Raavi - nahi masa paa.... Abb mein Shiva se baat karungi!!! (Wipping my tears)

Masa paa broke the hug

Jagat - matlab?? (Shocked)

Raavi - bohot ro liya meine.... Abb aur nahi... Mein Shiva se baat karke hi rahungi.... Abb aur wait nahi kar sakti!!! (Determination)

He just kiss my forehead

Jagat - mujhe tujh par pura bharosa hai raavi.... Tu jo bhi karegi acha hi karegi... Mein tere saath hoon.... Mein dil se chahta hoon ki tu aur Shiva ek ho jaye!!! (Smiling)

I smile too

Jagat- tu abhi thoda aram kar... Phir baad mein chale jana!!! (Smiling)

I nodded n smile..... I went towards my room n took a short nap!!

I really needed energy before talking with that bhootnath!!!

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As I open my eyes!!!!

Shit!!!! Mein 5 ghante so gayi thi!!!!!

I look at the time it was around 7 pm.... Oh gosh my short nap turn out to be a long one.... I took a deep breath!!!

I knew that Shiva will be in the store.... Store 9 ko ban hota hai , so definitely he will be in the store!!!!
But then going in the store woh bhi is samne will be difficult.... Masi maa!!!! 😩😩

Abb masi maa ko kaise sambhalu!!!!

I was thinking how will i go to meet Shiva..... A plan came in my mind

I message masa paa

Masa paa mein Shiva ne milne ja rahi hoon... Aap please masi maa aur anita di ko distract karo..... Agar unhone dekh liya toh phir se ek naya drama hoga.. Please!!! Mera Shiva se baat karna bohot important hai please!!!!

I was waiting for this reply.... He gave me a thumb up 👍👍 . ....

Now masa paa  will distract masi.... I quickly took out a shawl n left the room!!!!

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As I was passing masi n masa paa room.... I saw something on the table.... There was a carton box

Yeh kya hai??

I was leaving but then my curious mind didn't allow me to leave without checking it.... N so I step back n enter their room

Agar masi maa ko pata chalega woh toh mujhe mar hi dalegi!!!!

I open the box.....

I gasped

I was shocked to see alcohol bottles in the carton box ....

Yeh paka masa paa ka hi hoga..... Aya kitni baar kaha hai ki yeh sab mat piya kare health karab hoti hai pad nahi masa paa ko toh meri baat hi nahi suni hai!!!!

I was hell irritated..... I was just kept staring at the bottles.... When an idea strike me ..... I have watch in tv that  many people pour out their heart when they are drunk.... They speak the truth in their drunken state ..... People say that it help to release pain
.. Isliye toh uss din Shiva ne bhi piya tha!!!!

Shall I try this too???  Shall I drink it..... Kya pata mein bhi Shiva se bina hesitation se baat kar pao!!!

I thought for some time..... Drinking alcohol is injurious to health.... But I m feeling so nervous ...  Maybe drinking alcohol will help me....

I ask Bholenaath for forgiveness n promise myself that this will be the first n last time that I m gonna try this!!!

I thought for some more time......

I quickly took one bottle n hide it in my shawl.....

When I reach down, masa paa was distracting masi maa n anita di by playing ludo with them.... I chuckle n left for store

I don't know kya hone wala hai but I m Excited!!!!

Raavi pov end

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I feel like masa paa is the only true shivi shipper in the show.... But then unko toh screen space bhi nahi milta!! 🤧🤧.... So yaha pad de diya.... 😅😅

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