God FUCKING DAMMIT!
I WAS GOING TO  MAKE A FUCKING NEW CHAPTER OF THIS BOOK FOR FUN AND BECAUSE I WANTED TO SURPISE YOU ALL AND NOW I WANT TO FUCKING DIE BECAUSE I LOST ALL MY MY PROCESS AND I'M SO SAD WHEN I TRIED TO KEEP ON WRITING I ALMOST STARTED CRYING KILL ME.

So me though-

I hate to ask this but can someone make me feel better..?
;^;

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
UGHHHHH.

I'm going to scream into my pilllow now-
Nevermind I started sobbing into it.

And the chapter was going so wellll and I was almost finished.....

God why do you hate me?