Waking up to your alarm going off Katsuki groans "I've decided *yawn* I hate mornings. They're super shit!" he moans trying to use your body to block out the light, and his warmth is making you sleepy but it's Haru's birthday and all you could think of was how it was going to go. Trying to take your mind off things, that's when you could feel the ash blonde's morning wood poking at you hip instantly melting any worries away.

"Really? Want me to make your morning a little brighter? We have at least ten mins before a little monster comes running in!" leaning into his body your kissing him as he pulls you in closer.

"What are you waiting for?" he whispers seductively before the feeling of him slipping his boxers down. This instantly gives you the initiative to slide your own shorts off.

***Mini lemon***

Within a matter of seconds, he is inside you and because of no foreplay, it's extremely tight. Katsuki started slowly to get you used to his size whilst covering your mouth. Both of you knowing if your moans were too loud it would wake Haru up in the next room. 

As soon as you're wet enough he speeds up, all you can do is cling to his back as he is trying his hardest to make sure you enjoy it as well and from the nails in his back, and the tiny mewls of his name he knew you were having an amazing time. The sound of echoes was throughout the room of skin slapping against skin before you both moan each other's names reaching your climaxes before he flops back on the bed next to you looking into your (e/c) eyes.

"Now I'm ready for the day!" he says out of breath as you lie there trying to catch your breaths, both of your chests rising and falling like the sound of your hoarse voice sounds like a shout in the quiet room. 

"Yeh, Me too. Katsuki?" you turn on your side and look at him as he does the same feeling whatever your about to say is important, knowing what this day must mean to you with not having Ash here. "This sounds crazy but I love you! I think, I never really stopped but I love my husband too. I just wanted you to know, ok." as you lean into him wrapping an arm around waist his stunned for what seemed like a lifetime. You weren't sure how he would take your confession but you didn't want to not tell him your feelings either since he had been so open with his own. Back in school, he held his emotions in, so that fact when it was just the two of you he wore them on his sleeve it was the least you could do.  

"I know, stupid. I really don't mind because I'm your idiot and I love you too," his voice husk as you start caressing each other, before the sound of little feet could be heard coming down the hallway. Then Haru comes flying through the air towards the bed as Katsuki catches him.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" yelling at the top of your voice as you pull Haru in kissing his face lots making him wiggle and giggle. Before he jumps on you both hugging Katsuki talking so fast in the excitement that you can't make out words. 

"Happy birthday little Monster!" Katsuki smirks in your direction, and it hadn't gone unnoticed that was his nickname for Haru, that you had even caught yourself using from time to time. 

Eventually, after singing 'happy birthday' for the fifth time you all made it out of bed. Deciding to get Haru dressed first, that allowed Katsuki to get a shower and ready, so then you could get Haru sorted. Since it was his birthday he had opted for a Pikachu costume as his choice of outfit for the day, telling you that Sakura and Max were apparently also coming as pokemon or wearing something pokemon. This was the first you had heard of it and most likely, Momo had arranged it after the kids had a stopped at theirs when you went out with the Kirishima's. 

Once he was ready you grabbed him a bowl of fruit placing him in front of a pokemon episode, before quickly running upstairs to get dressed. Looking at your clothes you opted for some denim shorts, a vest top, and a check shirt. It was going to be a lot of outside stuff so you wanted to be comfortable.

 As soon as you finished putting a bit of makeup on, the doorbell went. Running downstairs to grab it before Haru, your Dad and Nemuri were there with lots of presents making you roll your eye at how crazy they'd gone. That's when you noticed just behind them was the Bakugou's, also with lots of presents. Waving you decided to start to make breakfast for everyone since that was the plan so they could play with Haru who was now in your dad's arms before being passed between the adults.

Katsuki had gone straight outside once he was ready to finish putting some final bits up. It had been agreed the other families were camping over.  So that meant putting up fairy lights, getting the tables ready, the bouncy castle, etc. There were lanterns and fire pit in the middle of the circle of tents for when the kids went to bed, so you all weren't too far if there were any problems. 

At one side was loads of blanket with a massive projector and screen, so everyone could be subjected to the Pokémon movie later. To say you had gone crazy was an understatement. After all, it was his first birthday without Ash you weren't sure how he would react, not only that you didn't know how you would feel as the day went on. All morning since you woke up you kept yourself busy but as soon as you stopped, Ash's face would come to mind but he was smiling and it had made you smile.

Once breakfast was ready you all sat eating breakfast, as he opened his presents from your Dad and Nemuri, as well as the ones from the Bakugou's. Katsuki and yourself had decided Haru would be opening the ones from you two later, not that you knew what the ash-blonde had actually gotten for him. 

As the grandparents distracted Haru, you and Katsuki decided to finish prepping the food and taking it out to the tables outside. Putting some music on whilst you worked on the speakers that were built out there the preparing went quickly. When you and Ash had designed the house, the two of you made a real effort in everything you did and worked hard for the perfect family home, so wanted it to be perfect. 

Katsuki was looking at you as you placed the last thing down, noticing that you had spaced out looking at the lake as if something was playing on your mind. He'd already realised today wouldn't just be hard for Haru and that half the stuff you had arranged including the Pokemon movie viewing was more for you than the little five-year-old. It was a coping mechanism, he'd known it from all the planning you were doing. Katsuki was always good at reading people, most of all he could read your emotions. 

In some sort of trance looking over to the lake, it was as if you were in a world of your own until Katsuki husky tones brought you back. "By my watch, we have about 15 mins before people arrive." His words made you turn to see him holding a beer up for you. As he walked closer you still didn't say a word, he could tell you were holding in the emotions of doing this without Ash. 

Grabbing the bottle out of his hand, he grabbed your free hand making you walk towards the decking over the lake. Pulling you to sit down with your legs dangling over the edge, as the two of you stared over the water rippling peacefully. It was as if the universe was saying this was the perfect moment, as the next track came on 'I love you this big by Scott McCreery.' 

https://youtu.be/ZVq8nEHCKd4

Katsuki sat next to you holding your hand as you both sipped your beers before he broke the through the tranquil peace. "It may be Haru's birthday today but you were the amazing woman that gave birth to him. You deserve some praise." he smiled, as you sighed resting your head on his shoulder.

"Thanks, but today is for him." squeezing his hand you glance up to see his red eyes fixated on your face, looking for any sign that you were upset. "You really are amazing Katsuki, an Idiot but amazing!" Lifting your head the two of you drift in and kissing each other, as he runs his hand through your wavy (h/c) hair.

"You're the stupid one to love me!" his hot breath was on your lips with his words, he had never forgiven himself for what had happened at school to push you away. 

"Yeah, I guess you're right! Ready for kids hyped on sugar and trying to make sure they don't come near the part of the lakes that aren't fenced?" you pulled away laughing at how he was most likely going to be out of his depth but of course he had been to multiple kids parties for Kaminari and Kirishima's kids. 

"I'm a hero ya know. I will save drowning children any day. One day maybe you and I will have a little demon together for Haru!" his look was like that of a frightened deer looking into your eyes, full of dear that he was pushing you away with being so forward with his feelings. However, he's remembered you once told him he could speak to you no matter what just like the first day you kissed on your doorstep at your dad's house. 

"I guess...I would like that one day," smiling with a slight blush on your face. The words that left your perfectly plump lips throwing Katsuki off, since you had always said maybe, never that you would.

"No backsies now, stupid!" he smirks pulling you back in kissing you deeply before holding your face waiting to see if you were playing with him but was surprised by the soft look in your eyes. 

"I know, idiot! No backsies, I pinkie promise." holding your pinkie to his wrapping them together you make a bond. The smile on Katsuki's face was the same one he held when you made him happy which recently was a lot, it would normally be replaced with his bad boy scowl when other people were around or if he was just relaxed but you treasured the moment you saw it. 

Finishing your beers up, you finally head back into the house Katsuki's arm around your waist and your leaning your head to his chest. Inside Haru, is playing with his toys and the four grandparents.

"Well, you should know your parents already are amazing grandparents!" giggling at the man who arms you're in. Katsuki as he moves in behind you kissing your cheek making you squirm giggling as he tickles your cheek, his hands over your stomach stroking the bare skin with his rough fingers. 

Mitsuki and your dad look up to the sound of your giggles, seeing their children looking so in love with each other smiling. The two of them looked at the two of you as you seemed in your own little world, knowing Haru was busy. "About time you made a move you brat!" Mitsuki laughed out, as Haru was distracted with Masaru. 

"Shut it you old hag!" Katsuki yelled back as if on cue to the woman's words. The two of being as hot-headed as the other, but it was who they were and you loved it about the mother and son. However, you were also a little pocket rocket when you wanted to be, and you had warned them to not to call each other that in front of Haru. 

"You do realise, I will kick both your asses if you keep that up today!" the way you smiled sadistically at the mother and son duo, made both ash-blondes shudder, but Nemuri just licks her lips at your attitude. 

"But yes, I guess you could say me and this Idi....silly man are trying being together out!" you're beaming as he kisses your face. His parents look over the moon as your own dad smiles, relieved you were taking your late husband's advice. Asking if everyone wants a drink, before heading to the kitchen with your dad offering to help.

Grabbing some plastic cups as the less washing up, which was better for you later on your dad pulls into a massive bear hug. "I'm so happy, princess!" he sobs a little as he always was a softie. 

"Wooo...what's up dad?" pushing him away to look him in the eyes thinking there was something that had happened, but there was a smile on his face making you feel a little relieved. 

"I know you're still hurting, but you're listening to what Ash said, and look how happy you are." he pulls you back into a hug his large muscular arms gripping you tightly. 

"Dad, I'm not going to lie. Some days I want to push everyone away and sob. Katsuki understands that it's been 8 months, I sometimes feel like I'm betraying Ash!" finally you start to sob a little yourself at finally admitting you don't think you should be this happy.

"Ash, wouldn't see it that way and you know that" your dad pulls away drying your tears with his large thumb. "He would want you to keep moving on for that little boy's sakes. Katsuki is good for you. Ash is still in here and always will be" he taps your heart as your glazed as look at your role model, and the man you started your business to help. 

 "So, is your mum. They will never, not be by our sides. If you want to cry, I'll be there but I know that angry ash-blonde boy I used to know will hold you until you can't cry anymore!" he smiles allowing you to let the words sink in, as you nod taking a few deep breaths. Without another word, you clean your face and get everyone's drinks with the help of your dad talking about what's new and stuff. 

Walking back into the living room you see the whole Bakugou family sat playing with your son. They looked so happy altogether, as you stand and smile for a second before taking their drinks over to them and joining in playing with Haru with them. Mitsuki passes you some flowers they'd gotten for you since they felt the same as Katsuki knowing that you had to be feeling the pain of your loss today. Smiling you thank them as you walk off to put them in a vase, not noticing as  Katsuki follows you into the kitchen.

"I want to say this before everyone gets here. If you want to vanish today for a little to cuddle and cry if you feel sad. Then come and get me ok. I want to be at your side no matter what emotion you're feeling and you've punched me twice now, at school when I hurt you and when I made you check yourself the other month." he states whilst grabbing the vase down from the top shelf for you, before you arrange the flowers listening to his words.

"All I want to do is make you happy, ok? And that little guy in there of course." Katsuki smiles pulling you into another kiss, as he can never resist kissing your no matter where or who you're are with. 

"I'm a hero and there are going to be times that I get hurt, ok? I know that will be hard, but I will always be with you." that makes you freeze and look into his red eyes with your (e/c) ones that now held the realisation that he could also get killed. 

"Are you willing to trust me?" holding his hand out to you, realising it hadn't sunk in that he was also a hero and that you may have to go through all the heartache again. To his surprise, you didn't freeze as you took his large hand in your smaller one. 

"I will trust you and I will help you, no matter what happens." you lean up kissing him, before hearing, the doorbell ring, most likely meaning the Todoroki family were here and possibly needed help with stuff. 

***Thank you for reading***

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