"Grandma and Granddad Bakugou huh?" you heard the husky voice of the ash blonde as you turned to face him with an awkward smile on your face "Yeh...They treat him like their own grandson." you shrug as you start to walk back towards the party 'Why the hell does it matter what he thinks' you think before his voice still similar but had got deeper with age snapped you back to his attention. "Maybe I'll visit them tomorrow," he smirks as the cocky comment left his lips making you smile. 'Still an asshole'  you think but you decided to be a little cocky yourself "Well I bet your mum would like to see you!" you glance next to you where he was walking and raise an eyebrow, as you knew all too well that Mitsuki missed her brat of a son. "Also, I'm not telling you what time we're going" you smirk even more as you put your phone in your bag.

All of a sudden you feel his warm calloused hand grab your wrist pulling you to turn to face him "I know you don't want to hear it, and you've probably heard it a lot. But...I truly am sorry for your loss. I would never want to see you unhappy." his voice is at a low whisper with a hint of anger to his words, however, you just assume that is his normal tone since he was always angry at school. When he finishes he is still holding tightly to your wrist and all you can do at that moment is drop your head to look at your shoes, fighting the tears from falling yet again.

"Let me look after you...Like as a friend...I should have contacted you year's ago." he puts his rough finger under your chin making you raise your head to look into his normally raging or bored red eyes, but the emotion you see in them is a hint of sadness. 

His next words made your eyes widen as he looked deeply into your (e/c) sparkling orbs in the moonlight "I spoke to him on a weekly basis ya know." this shocked you that you couldn't find the words. Sure you knew Ash had mentioned speaking to Katsuki, but he would never say how often. Standing there in shock at the news, all you do is blink up at the man not able to form words.

"He would show me pictures of you and Haru...He was so proud of his family...I never wanted anything like this to happen." the sadness in his eyes was forming to the rage you once knew, but you knew it was aimed at the people responsible for your husband's death, but all you could do was stood frozen to the spot. 

Katsuki wasn't one for sharing his feeling to anyone, the only person he had shown them to as far as you were aware was you and maybe Kirishima. "You once said to me that I could tell you anything...I'm here no! You can scream...cry...hit me... I don't care," he declared moving his hand from your chin to your rosy red cheek, not thinking you automatically put your tiny hand over his. He stood there drowning in your gaze, like it had been a million years if not longer since he last saw you look at him, with those big (e/c) eyes, that he had seen once showed him loved but also anger, ones that would hold mischief and he would love to watch how they sparkled whilst you figured some formula out. 

He just stood still the only thing you could both hear at that moment was the wind wrapping around your both, making your shiver a little but for once in a while, you felt a little bit more like yourself.  "Thank you Katsuki. I guess that means a lot" you beam up at him making his own cheeks go red at the way you were looking at him, both of you standing there in silence before he remembered you had lost your husband nearly four months ago. 

"Who would have known someone as stupid as you could have a little boy as clever as Haru?!" he smirked as you blink a few times, as what he had said started to register before making you pout at his cocky ass face, before a smirk formed on your own face.

"Well you're an idiot!" you laughed a genuine laugh for the first time in nearly four months, you had also not realised the rest of your old hero class had stepped out for fresh air and was looking on at you and your ex-boyfriend laughing with each other. "It's like they only saw each other yesterday." Shoto noted, "She closed herself off to everyone apart from Haru...and he managed to make her laugh again!" Momo smiled as they watched you hit him at the comment of you being stupid.

All of a sudden he moves right next to your ear, as you feel his breath against the side of your face, with the mixed scent of burnt caramel and whatever he had been drinking. "Looks like we have an audience!" he whispered making your cheeks blush like crazy "Don't be a douche!" you push him away from your personal space. "You don't get there is a circle here" you do a little spin doing an invisible circle around you like a child, however being a little tipsy you trip slightly but his reaction is that quick he grabs you.

Blinking up a few times at not crashing to the floor like a drunken mess, you feel one arm around your back and one holding your hand. One of your legs is slightly in the air, as you're leaned back quite far your (h/c) hair sway in the breeze. Glancing up Katsuki is looking down at you into your eyes but also glancing at your plumb glossed lips, with a look of conflicting emotions on his face. 

The whole class were close enough to hear you both as your breathing was getting heavier before his hoarse, rough wolfish voice breaks the silence. "I got you! I'll never let you fall" it takes you a moment to realise what he has said you mumble "Thanks but it's your fault I nearly fell idiot!" trying to diffuse the clear tension between you. "Well if you weren't being stupid...you wouldn't have tripped" he smirked down at you since he was still holding you like a position you would see in a romantic film or play. 'She feels amazing in my arms again...I shouldn't push her though' he pulled you back up to a standing position "Well if you were being an Idiot...I wouldn't have had to point out boundaries" you smirk at him now on your feet, as he still holding onto your hand. 

Luckily, the tension is interrupted by a familiar voice "You two never change do you!" turning to the voice removing your hand from the ash blonde, who looks angry that you'd been interrupted but inside is thankful, as he knew it was wrong to push his feeling on you. "Tch" you both commented at the same time as you place your hands on your hips glaring at the hero class, as they all smile at the two of you. "So....you finally listening to your husband's last words to you?" Shoto starts to walk over slowly as your face dropped hiding the looking in your eyes behind your hair "Yeah I am...What's that gotta do with you, icy-hot bastard!" you winked playfully before closing the distance as you launched into his arms hugging him before Momo ran over joining the hug. 

The class knew your two families were close but they didn't realise just how close, you would do anything for their family as they would do anything for yours and you had cut them off. The guilt was killing you but you felt now was time to let them back in, if they would have you. Katsuki walked closer to where you were being squashed between who he called Icy-Hot and Ponytail, as he watched curiously, but also jealous you weren't this close to him anymore.

"I don't blame you guys...Thank you for being there for me and Haru that day..." you can feel tears start to well up in your eyes as they pull away holding your hands "I was a real monster according to Haru anyways." you smiled as you let go trying to stop the tears from falling once more. "Monster is an understatement...you clawed at me plus the doctors who tried to drag you out the room! Screaming you can heal him take me instead!" Shoto looked a little unhappy remembering that day before his wife changed the subject. "What made you come tonight?" she was looking at your face as you took a deep breath to compose yourself. 

"Well I was kind of kidnapped by the apparent pro hero Midnight." you giggled "Oh...Haru drew an amazing picture of all of his favourite heroes." going into your bag pulling out the adorable drawing your son had drawn "He wanted me to ask for autographs from people at U.A" you smirk "My son is a massive fanboy like Midoryia was!" you chuckle as a presence snorts next you "Yeh bet he isn't a shit nerd like Deku though" Katsuki trying to hold a laugh in, making you roll your eyes before passing the picture to him first. 

"He said if I could only get one person to sign it...then it needed to be his favourite, as much as I tried to hint that his favourite was an asshole." you glance at him "Might be an asshole but I'm his favourite asshole unlike these extras" he smirked wolfishly at you making you facepalm. 

"Don't worry we will all sign it" Kirishima walked over giving you a hug with his wife Mina. "Yes (f/n)...I owe you my life" Iida walks over commenting on the time you saved him from the Hero Killer, "Yeh me to" Midoryia walked over making Katsuki scowl at him and before you knew it, you didn't just have all the signature from the people he had drawn but all the heroes at the party passed it around when you all go back inside. 

Getting on the dance floor the hero girls, as well as ones from the support course surrounded you and wanting to catch up, but also want to know everything about your little man, to which you also asked about their little ones. Eventually, Momo persuaded to go to their monthly picnic next weekend. After a bit of dancing with the feeling of two red eyes glancing at you from the sidelines, you decided to walk to the support course classmates that you used to talk to, a few gave you hugs and condolences. You knew for a fact that Ash was watching you and would be smiling since you were finally smiling again after this time.

Around your wrist, you had the bracelet sword you made him for his 18th as you kept holding it whenever you felt a twinge of sadness, but it snapped you right out of it. Before everyone could get too drunk Nezu was on the stage making announcements about successful students from your year, as they went up doing a little speech. Of course, Katsuki and Midoryia were called up which made you laugh as they were constantly competing with each other. As you looked at Katsuki giving his speech, he looked bored like the first sports festival but his cockiness wasn't as bad, as he did start to respect people a little more. 

Lost gazing up at him you feel someone step next to you, as you look over your notice bright red hair and friendly red eyes. "Hey" you smile at Kirishima "Hey. I hope you can find happiness again" he smiled at you as you nodded a thanks unable to form the words. Going back to listening to Katsuki's deep voice. "I also want to thank someone special...She knows who she is, well I hope she does, because if she hadn't given me the wake-up call I needed...I don't think I could have achieved as much as I have" your eyes widen a little 'Is he talking about me?' you thought as the deeper voice next to your spoke out clearly seeing the confusion on your face. "To that answer yes you" Kirishima chuckled before everyone started clapping and someone else was called up. 

"Shitty hair, Stupid" Katsuki commented standing the other side of your just like the day the two men picked you up off the floor of your husbands funeral.

Not really paying attention, as you kept glancing to the side of you at the red eyes that kept glancing at you, your name was called making you snap your eyes to the front confused "(f/n) Nanase. Has also achieved so much from working for Endeavour to working for Shoto Todoroki as his top support hero, part-time pro hero, as well as having her very own hero recovery centres all around Japan. Will you please come up here?" the little mouse called as everyone turned to look at you making you gasp a little.

'What do I say? I don't want to do this?' you thought before hearing what your husband would say 'Going babe...show them how amazing you are?' 

Taking a deep breath you began walking up to the stage, as you could hear people commenting on the loss of your husband recently "Well done. You are an amazing person and I'm sorry for your loss" the little mouse commented as you stepped forward apparently you were inclined to make a speech since everyone else had. 'I bet Donkey knew...I was going to be called up that asshole' you thought a smirk forming on your lips at the thought of your husband most likely laughing as he watched.

"Erm so you know I just worked hard to make the best possible future for my family." As you said it your throat croaked "Many of you know I recently lost my husband, who I found out had actually saved students from the general studies course at U.A." you paused taking a breath glancing out to the crowd two red eyes never left you, as you continued to speak 

"I know that he was excited for me to come to this reunion to show off his wife. That was his words the morning he died. I am extremely grateful for all your praise but if it wasn't for him I wouldn't be the person that I am today. So, I know a lot of you knew him as the Pro Hero Samurai but I would like to just have a toast on behalf of my husband because he is probably watching me thinking why the hell isn't this woman drunk yet!" you laughed as you hear Momo and Shoto laugh since they knew it, but so did Katsuki since he also knew your husband loved mischief. After that you down your drink as everyone does a toast before you bow walking off the stage towards the bar, to get a bourbon no mixer just straight. 

Midnight walks over and hugs you "It's ok. We can go if it's too hard I didn't know they would call you on stage." she looks a little drunk as she wipes your tears away that you hadn't even known had fallen from your eyes. "I'm good trust me the best I've felt in ages. That stupid donkey is probably looking down waiting for me to make a tit of myself or laughed when I did just." you chuckle as you do a few shots with your step mum. The party starts up again but you feel a little down, so decide to take a seat on your own watching all the couples around the room remembering, when you used to dance with Ash all the time. 

"Dude that must have been hard for her! Why would they make her go up?" Kaminari said to the group. "I know dumbass...But she was amazing!" Jiro smirked at her husband as she pulled him to the dance floor. "Bakugou, what are you thinking?" Kirishima turned to his best friend who hadn't taken his eyes off you all night. "That stupid girl looking all sad again. I hate it. Fuck it. I promised Ash if anything happened I would look after her right" he downed his drink and sauntered over to you, as yours and his friends watched on.

"Well, this can't be good!" Kirishima commented until his wife Mina pulled him to the dance floor. "It's Bakugou...He won't ever hurt her" she laughed leaning up kissing her husband, not knowing what she would do if she was ever in your situation.

***Thank you for reading****

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