anxious thoughts, feeling of denial and loneliness

it has been 6 months since the incident havent talked to dead name or brianna i miss them so so much everyday i think of them what it would be like if my mom didn't have such a big ass mouth

i want them back

what if they are mad at me

what if they don't like me anymroe

they won't respond

i'm probably blocked

fuck it i texted the old group chat

to the gc
i miss you guys

to the gc
mars- yall tbh just got added by some random dude

to the gc
who tf is mars?

that's me idiot

oh

bri: about goddamn time your mom gives ur phone
back

tell me about it

mars:

to mars
so we are talking again?

to anabelle
yeah

to mars
finally

we started talking again and both made a huge decision

to mars
so what are we exactly

to anabelle
friends but we are waiting for each other

to mars
how longg

to anabelle
whenever we feel like it but maybe older

to mars
i agree maybe in two years? and we cannot date anyone else

to anabelle
no shit sherlock

to mars
shut up baby

to anabelle
i love you

to mars
i love you too, so so much with all my heart

and that's the end i was bored and needed something to use and a vent there is one more chapter of me explaining some stuff about me and going more in depth about stuff if you're confused and my discord dms and twitter dms are open

discord - burreelive#1264

twitter: anabellee

i'd love to write more it takes my mind of if shit around me i just have nothing/ no one to write about i'm open to anything if you have a suggestion:D

for the last time on this book, vote?

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