"You love me...?"

Taehyung's eyes snapped up to the younger boy's in horror, "wha- uh- I mean, I don't know..." he mumbled before chewing on his lip, Jungkook sat up straighter and crossed his legs, keeping a little distance from Taehyung but also wanting to just scoot over and comfort him.

"What do you mean you don't know?" He pushed and Tae sighed, "I mean I honestly don't know how I feel about you Jungkook, of course I love you you're my best friend, you're practically a brother to me... but... I dunno, recently I have felt a little different sure. It's probably just because you're finally spending more time with Jimin and I'm jealous." The beta shrugged and Jungkook frowned.

"So you don't love me in a romantic kinda way? Like you don't wanna kiss me or anything?" He raised an eyebrow and scanned Taehyung face intently for his response, "hah... well I mean sure sometimes I look at you and wanna kiss you. Shit Jungkook when you're not being that rude moody alpha I honestly feel like I'm in love with you, like the type of love where I wanna spend my whole life with you and get married and have kids."

Jungkook's eyes widened and he gulped, double checking to see if there was any hint of playfulness in Taehyung's eyes. But the boy was serious, and he was scared by his own thoughts, "Why hadn't you said anything before now? How long have you felt this way?" Jungkook questioned and shuffled a little closer to the clearly distraught Beta.

"Uh well it's been on and off for like... maybe a year? Around the time where you started getting closer to Jimin after your 16th Birthday, it kinda died down when you got with Lisa because I thought you were straight and that stopped any chance of us happening anyway, but then you were being weird and clingy whenever I talked about Jimin so the feelings came back... especially now knowing you've fucked him, so what are you bisexual?" Tae explained and finished with a question.

Jungkook was too busy relaying what his friend had explained to even think about answering the question, "wait it's been a year? A year of you maybe liking me as more than a friend and you never said anything?" He frowned and Tae chuckled, "well I am now..."

"You're only saying something now because I called you out on it! You would've just not said anything and made me go for Jimin, you were just giving me advice on our relationship like what the heck Tae?" Jungkook was beyond confused, how can Tae sit there and help me with mine and Jimin's relationship when in reality he wants to be with me?

"I just want what's best for you, you're my best friend above all of this Jungkook, I'll get over it if you're happy there'll be someone else out there for me I'm sure. But I can kind of tell with you and Jimin- despite all the shit you two have buried in your pasts it's kind of like the universe just wants you to be together. Like it's your destiny or something." Tae spoke with a small laugh and shake of his head.

"Well... I'm shocked to say the least... I'm sorry." Jungkook felt the need to apologise even when he wasn't sure what his apology was for...

"What are you sorry about?" Tae questioned and the younger gulped, "uh, I'm not entirely sure, I guess the fact that I never knew? And probably the fact that I don't feel that way about you..." He sighed and Taehyung shrugged, "don't be sorry, nobody can help who they fall for."

"And here I was thinking you'd fallen for Jimin." Jungkook laughed with a confused frown, "ah, yeah, I mean he's cute, I don't take back anything I said. But I don't know enough about him to be in love with him, I probably would've given it a shot if you two didn't have so much history." He scratched his neck awkwardly and Jungkook sighed.

"Maybe you'll get your shot anyway, I don't think Jimin and I will ever actually be together, one of us always messes our relationship up- and heck that's just our friendship imagine us actually being in a relationship..." Jungkook inhaled deeply with wide eyes, "that would end messy."

~

Ding Dong

Jimin rocked back and forth on the balls of his feet, anxiously waiting for the big mahogany door to open.

He and Namjoon had to change their little study date location to the alpha's house since Jimin's Mother had invited some friends over and actually wanted him out the house that evening. Namjoon was okay with it though, but Jimin was just annoyed his mother hadn't told him sooner, since he had planned for Hoseok to stay the night before this plan anyway.

As the door opened Jimin made sure to plaster the brightest smile on his face in preparation to woo Namjoon tonight, "Hey Jimin! Come in." He moved aside and the younger boy made sure to check the small details littering the house, looking for things to bring up in conversation.

"Thanks for doing this on such short notice, I honestly don't know what I'd do without you Hyung." Jimin giggled a little and Namjoon shook his head, "you'd do fine Jimin-Ah, but of course, I'll always be here if you do feel like you need an extra little push." He smiled with those little dimples and Jimin's chest squeezed.

This might be more difficult than I anticipated... how did I forget that Namjoon is actually attractive...

"Well I do really appreciate that, and also thanks again for letting me come over, my eomma just decides to leave telling me anything to the last second." The younger boy spoke with a roll of his eyes and Namjoon laughed, beginning to lead Jimin up to his bedroom.

"Ah well that's fine, I live alone by the way if you hadn't noticed. My Eomma wanted me to make sure I was steady and independent quite early, so I mean she does send a little money to help out but the rest is all me." Namjoon explained proudly as they opened his bedroom door.

Jimin was shocked, "oh wow, you really are super smart and sophisticated huh?" He gulped nervously, beginning to think wooing Namjoon would be a lot harder than he initially expected.

"I try to be, but anyway, we said we'd leave the studying till tomorrow right? How about you find a scary movie to put on and I'll go make some popcorn?" The alpha suggested with a grin and handed Jimin his TV remote, "oooh sure, sounds fun!"

As soon as Namjoon left the room Jimin sighed, he closed his eyes and massaged his temples, "think you idiot, he's smart, tall, handsome, lives alone already... he's way too good for you, there's no way this is working... unless..." He whispered to himself before gaining a small smirk.

Jimin made sure to grab the remote and quickly find any horror movie before jumping off the bed, he opened up Namjoon's closet to find one of his hoodies. The small boy hastily pulled off his jeans and slid the largest hoodie he could find over his head, it reached his mid-thigh.

Jimin stood in front of the mirror and fixed his hair a little, making sure the hoodie gave him sweater paws, before going back to sit on the bed, his thick glorious thighs on show.

Just as he was reading the description for the movie he half-heartedly chose, the bedroom door opened and Namjoon stepped in with a big bowl of popcorn, Jimin watched as his smile faded and eyes widened the second they landed on the small boy.

"I hope you don't mind, I wanted to get cosy for the film and then realised I forgot to bring any of my own hoodies, yours looked perfect~" He pouted up at Namjoon with puppy-eyes and the older's mouth began moving as though trying to form words but nothing was coming out.

He cleared his throat and avoided eye contact, looking to the TV to see the movie, "really? I've seen this film before it's not great, here I'll find another one... but uh, that's fine Jimin, as long as you're comfortable." He managed to look back to the omega with a smile but immediately had to tear his eyes away before they wandered to the boy's thighs.

He handed Jimin the bowl of popcorn and took the TV remote, sitting onto the bed beside the younger boy, "how about Hereditary, it's kinda new and I haven't seen it yet, looks good though?" He questioned and Jimin just smiled and nodded.

"But if it's too scary you gotta promise I'm allowed to use you as my protection okay?" He giggled and Namjoon grinned again, "of course, hey come here and get comfy anyway." The older smiled softer and moved an arm round Jimin's shoulder.

His chest squeezed again but he tried to keep the unfazed smile on his face as he scooted further into Namjoon's arms and rested a thigh gently against the Alpha's. Jimin brought the popcorn bowl over and Namjoon sat it in his lap as the smaller curled against him, sweater paws reaching in to grab at the snack.

Namjoon was almost in a daze, he hadn't thought anything of Jimin when they first met, he'd even made a point of saying he wouldn't be like all the other horny Alpha's, his exact words being he wasn't gonna drool over him... and here he was having to gulp down the saliva pooling in his mouth as he stared at the smaller boy's bare thighs brushing against his own.

Jimin knew that the little change of clothes had worked in his favour, he got compliments for his thighs all the time, so he knew it was worth a shot.

Even as the film played and Namjoon began gently moving his fingers against Jimin's hip with the arm that was wrapped around him; Jimin couldn't concentrate on any of it, he should be focusing on Namjoon and his plan.

Instead his mind kept drifting to Jungkook, wondering what he was doing, whether he ever sat and thought about Jimin in this way. He really did miss the younger boy, but he was also scared to ever talk to him about what happened.

Suddenly Jimin noticed Namjoon had brought his free hand down and placed it on his thigh that was slightly overlapping the alpha's own. His eyes momentarily flicked down to look at it and he gulped, the way Namjoon's fingers gently caressed his bare skin.

Jimin had been feeling deprived of sex lately, it's probably good for him, he was almost becoming some sort of addict... but because of that, he found himself getting aroused a lot easier.

Heck Namjoon might not even realise what he's doing, he was engrossed enough in the movie for his mind to be blanking out whatever his hands were doing, but when Jimin closed his eyes and focused on that soft sensual touch...

Once again, his mind went to Jungkook.

The hand travelled higher and Jimin felt the heat travel to his abdomen, he was probably already releasing pheromones that would make it obvious to Namjoon that he was aroused.

"Jimin... why did you really come here?" Namjoon suddenly asked and the smaller boy's eyes snapped up in shock, "What do you mean, t-to study of course." He stuttered out with a small forced chuckle, "don't lie to me."

Jimin sucked in a breath of air and looked away from Namjoon's eyes, "you smell great Jimin~" The alpha almost growled out in a low husky tone right against Jimin's ear. The omega hummed slightly and felt his legs subconsciously spreading as Namjoon's hand kept massaging his thigh.

"See, you want me don't you?" He asked with a small confident smirk and Jimin gulped, "I mean... who wouldn't?" He bit his lip and forced himself to get a grip, come on, you're Park Jimin, every Alpha wants you, this is easy.

"Don't you want me though? I mean, I think you do whether you realise it or not~" Jimin gestured to the hand that was stroking his bare skin and Namjoon shrugged, "what, you think I didn't realise I was doing that, you're the one who stole my clothes to cover up your lack thereof. What was I supposed to do? Ignore it?"

"You did exactly what you were supposed to do~" Jimin smirked and moved the bowl of popcorn, sitting himself on the alpha's lap, "you're okay with this, right Joonie~?" He spoke softly before sucking gently on the skin below the Alpha's ear.

He hummed as both his hands slid up Jimin's thighs, pushing his hoodie up to reveal more skin, before his hands went round to Jimin's ass. He squeezed gently and Jimin gasped against his neck.

Namjoon began massaging Jimin's thick ass as the younger's mind filled with memories...

"Ah~ guk~" he breathed and Namjoon froze, "guk?" He repeated and Jimin whined, resting his head on Namjoon's shoulder, "I'm sorry... god I'm such a mess Namjoon." He felt his chest constrict as tears pooled in his eyes, Namjoon brought a hand to his back and rubbed in soothing motions.

"Hey shhh, it's okay don't worry about it... but uh, may I ask who you're thinking about?" He mumbled softly and Jimin sighed, "Jeon Jungkook..."

"Really? I didn't even know you knew him, isn't he a year or so below you?" Namjoon frowned and Jimin sat up straighter to look into his eyes, "look I feel like I just need to explain all of this..." Namjoon nodded in approval and Jimin moved off of his lap to sit cross-legged beside him.

"Mine and Jungkook's parents have been friends since they were around our age, so when each respective couple birthed us, they practically forced Jungkook and I to spend all our time together in hopes that we'd eventually fall in love and be like, I dunno, some sort of nationwide power couple." Jimin began explaining and Namjoon just sat and listened patiently.

"So Jungkook hated me... our whole lives he's wanted nothing to do with me, for a few reasons really but he never likes to explain himself. However, around his 16th birthday I feel like he was finally maturing and getting over this petty hatred he held toward me. We started to get closer and he got a girlfriend which I think eased the tension of being forced onto me all the time, but then they broke up... Long story short, for some - still unknown - reason, we slept together."

Namjoon's eyes widened slightly and he sighed a little, but let Jimin continue nonetheless, "it was a few weeks ago now? And uh, he brushed it off afterwards like it was nothing and hasn't really spoken to me since, now every time I attempt to do anything remotely sexual he's all that fills my mind." The younger boy finished with a sigh and Namjoon sat up and turned to face him.

"Sounds to me like it meant a lot to you... like he means a lot to you. So why are you here Jimin? Why did you even want to try this if you know how set you are on Jungkook?" Namjoon questioned and Jimin shrugged, "no come on, there's definitely a reason, it was like you were planning for us to sleep together from the moment you sent that first text message, why?"

"I'm stupid." Jimin pouted and Namjoon chuckled a little, "maybe a little... but this wasn't your idea was it?" He pushed and Jimin tilted his head a little in thought, "technically no... Hoseok wanted me to find a real man to forget about Jungkook, but he doesn't know we slept together, he just thinks we fell out again."

"I see, so you came to me because...?" He trailed off with a little laugh, not really seeing himself as Jimin's type at all, "because it was all part of this big plan that made sense to begin with but I can't tell you what it is." Jimin finally just huffed and flopped back onto the bed.

Namjoon's hoodie flew up at the impact so high that even part of Jimin's stomach was showing, the alpha averted his gaze and cleared his throat, "Uh, do you wanna get dressed again, do you even want to stay here?" He questioned and Jimin sat back up again, fixing the hoodie.

"Namjoon can I please just ask you a really stupid sounding question- especially since you don't know everything?" Jimin asked hastily and the older shrugged, "shoot."

"Can you pretend to be my boyfriend?" He shot, Namjoon frowned before breaking into a laugh and shaking his head, "Hyung I'm serious~" Jimin whined and the older sighed, "I'm not allowed to ask why?" Jimin shook his head before putting his hands together in a pleading motion and using his puppy-eyes again.

"That's probably the weirdest request I've gotten from anyone ever, but you know what, sure, why not." He shrugged and Jimin squealed, leaping onto him and repeating a mantra of Thank you's as Namjoon sighed again.

"I'll get out of your hair, just, pretend with me at school or if anyone asks, yeah?" Jimin grinned and stood from the bed, pulling his jeans on and taking the hoodie off, "sure, what does pretending entail?" Namjoon questioned, not wanting to go too far with the act.

Jimin walked over to him and tugged his head forward to crash their lips together in a kiss, his tongue doing magical things in the alpha's mouth. When he pulled back Namjoon blinked rapidly and struggled to catch his breath, "you know, stuff like that." Jimin winked with a giggle before thanking the alpha one last time and skipping down the steps.

Namjoon stood frozen, listening to the way Jimin called goodbye from downstairs, he sat back onto his bed and put his face in his hands with a goofy grin on his face, what have I gotten myself into?

~

Oh myyyyyy

I fully rushed over 2000 words of this all in a couple hours after I woke up this morning 😅😅

Wooooo I do have it up in time for update daayyyy! 🙌🏼💜

- sorry I had to edit a few mistakes so if you got this notification I apologise it's not a new update 😅