Y/n's POV
Why
Why then
Why there
I promised
I promised I would help him
I said it was going to be ok
That he wouldn't drown
We were at least 12 at the time
Benjamin didn't know how to swim, so it was hard for me to convince him to swim.
"NO!! I DON'T WANT TO!! IM GONNA DROWN!!" He sobbed. I sigh. "Hey... its ok... i'll help you. You will be ok." I smile. We had been friends for a really, really long time. I have such a big crush on this dork. It was so... amazing.
He had trusted me, and swam with me
Little did I know
That was the last day I would ever see his face
His happy smile
His big, blue eyes
I loved him
But he isn't here
It was unknown who drowned him, but I have wanted to know.
So I could kill him
....no
Just no
I can't
I should just face the terms, even if it might be impossible
"Sweetie? Come, dinner is ready!" My mom says. I just come downstairs "sweetie... it has been two years since Benjamin died...." she frowns. "He was so.. fuckin precious.." I look away, tearing up. She looks at me "hey, no foul language... its ok, he won't suffer any longer. Nothing will go wrong, sweetie." She smiles softly "I also really liked him.." she says "I kn-know, but why.. h-him...?" I cry "sweetie.... its ok....." she says, wiping my tears away "now, now, your food will get cold." She sighs, I can tell she is trying not to cry. Its ok. I hear the doorbell "g-go get it sweetheart" I just go, and open the door. "Heyy hon, how's it going?" My dad smiles "good." I hug him "heyyy, you still upset...? Sweetheart..." he sighs "he is in a better place." "......I know.. but.. he could be going through anything... at all..." I tear up once again. I want him in my arms again
Even
Just
Once