[Yall, I finished a book! This is a celebration update uwu. Are you proud of me?]

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Deceit woke up the next morning to a headache. He sat up and winced at the nausea spell and let it pass before looking at his surroundings. Logan was asleep next to him in a fetal position and judging by how it was still very dark in the mindscape, he figured it was still way too early to wake up. Sighing quietly, he made his way back to the room where Remy awaited for him, still fast asleep. 

Crawling into bed where he usually lay, he couldn't help but feel like he was betraying Logan. the gross metallic taste filled his mouth as he told himself that being with Remy was the right decision. That Remy loved him. That this is where he belongs. 

Lies.

That's all he could say anymore. At least, that's what it seemed like to him. Sighing quietly, he risked sleep deprivation as he stared at the wall next to him, wishing the pain would just go away. Maybe he could do what Patton does; repress negative emotions and pretend to be happy all the time. 

That wouldn't work, he knew that, but he could at least try it.