Namjoon PO

Guys, this can't be. This small thing over there ☝🏻is all that stayed of my nearly 500 words essay, that was great btw. I am so pissed. It was just deleted and I don't even know what exactly I wrote. I bet it would never be this good again and I rly want to cry bcs of that. Yeah... just needed to say that.

Namjoon POV

Since school started I followed Seokjin. Not really following, more like seeing. Trying to see. He entered the school infront of me and well, it could be that I missed my locker and the canteen and the library, because my eyes where busy. They were stuck on the small group, standing on the hallway. Seokjin, Jungkook, Yoongi (this betrayer) and Jimin, who is literally eye fucking Yoongi.

My eyes caught Seokjins a moment later. A small starring contest started and that on the other side got me crashing into a school mate, who is to be exact, my senior. I am fucked. Or I would have been, wouldn't have come my other best friend out of nowhere and rescue me. It needed definitely too much energy to get Hoseok out of my dorm room, but now it gets paid back, because this guy rescued my ass right now.

As I took my books and ran down the hallway, with Hoseok following me I felt the glances of the whole group on my back. Except Yoongis. In another situation I would have been pissed that my best friend is ignoring me, but Kim Seokjin is looking at me, sooo...

"Namjoon-ah! Is Yoongi ignoring you? Have you fought?"

"No. The last time we talked was at the supermarket."

"Namjoon-ah, I don't want you to lose contact to your best friend just because of me."

"It's not you fault!"

I turned around to look at Hoseok.

"It's not your fault, Hyung! He is ignoring me. So I have a reason to be pissed on him. If he wants to be an asshole, just because he dates a model and is one of the school's hearthrobs, then he should be. But then he does not need my friendship."

Hoseok just nods and we entered the class.

"Do you have an apartment already, Hyung?"

"Yes, it's a dorm. Near the school. My roommate's name is Shimoto. She is from Japan. She will help me in school to. We already talked."

"That's nice. I will miss you though!"

"Awww, I'll miss you too, my dongsaeng!"

"When will you move, Hyung?"

"Three days, Joon. In three days."

The school bell interrupts my answer and Hobi left for his class.

Our first class is English. Boring. I thought back to yesterday eve, as I teached Seokjin biology. He looked so distracted.

I prayed to god, that he wasn't listening, because I wasn't concentrated either.

My smartphone screen lighted up. A new message. I normally don't get message. And even less often an English one like this.

I literally just wrote the whole chapter new, because I couldn't remember the old one. I just don't know how I came to 500 words. I hate this! Oke, sry! Love you guys! Happy Easter!

Publish Date: 31.03.2024