😭 I am sry for staying away so long. But here we go again. Have fun. Also, thx for the cover to: Leoniediepommes

Seokjin POV

I am sitting under a Sakura tree. The flowers (or leaves) are beautiful, the sun is shining through them and lets them seemingly glow pink.

"Hey!"

I glance to my left and my eyes caught Namjoon standing between the sunlight and me, throwing a big shadow over my crouched body.

"Hey.", I answered looking up. I don't want to say it, but this boy does not look bad. Worse than me of course, but we wouldn't stand here if I would see him like all the other boys. Yes, boys. I am a confident gay. What can I do, that nobody asks? That's the only reason the girls still run behind me. Because they don't ask.

"Uhm, what do you want to learn today?", Namjoon already sits infront of me. He wears his normal clothes. Wow, hasn't he realized, that he is on a date with ME, Kim Seokjin? The most handsome boy, no, man in the whole school, no, city, you could also say in the whole world? Tsk, confident ass. Just as I saw his confused glance I realized he asked something.

"Biology!", my answer came before I even thought about it. That does not mean I normally overthink the things that leave my mouth. I mean, we have already done a lot of the basic curriculum, but we do not even have a subject called biology. We have one big subject called science of nature, so telling him to learn biology could be suspicious. However, he just hummed and opened his folder.

"The topic which you missed was human reproduction."

I could feel my lips raise to a smirk. Not my fault, my roommate is Jimin. Namjoon though, stays professional. While he explains me how human get to babies I just follow his movements and try to stay here with my mind.

"Do you understand that?"

"Huh? Uhm, yeah!"

Why do I sound so insecure though. He caught me, I know that. But it wasn't the first time that I haven't listened, still I was more nervous this time. He nods once and started to talk again. This time he explained what happens in a woman's body and why a man couldn't get a baby.

"I think we can stop with biology today. Let's make a small break and then do chemistry and physics, so we have all topics of science of nature and then it should be enough for today."

He reaches out for his bag, leaning over my lap. I feel how my breathe fastens. Okay, wait! That shouldn't happen. Namjoon backs up again. In his left hand his bag and in his right hand a flower of the sakura tree.

"Look, Seokjin. This is a fallen cherry blossom, in Japan called sakura. It symbolized life and death, beauty and violence. I think this blossoms are a sign of truth, trust and strength, because they hold so much weight of symbolism in their leaves."

Namjoon stretches his arm and puts the flower, sorry: blossom, behind my ear. I couldn't help, but to smile a little bit.

The smile still doesn't vanish an hour later, when I stand infront of my dorm room.

I turn the key two times and open the door, shining like the sun itself, with the sakura behind my ear.

But for what do you have your best friend as roommate? Right! To destroy these moments.

"Have you guys fucked?"

Publish Date: 29.03.2024