hyunjin asked me if i wanted to hang out on friday. i had to decline.

it sucks to see him sad when i'm not free.

he kissed me on the cheek and told me we could hang out some other time.

it felt really strange to me. we weren't dating, yet i let him kiss me. why was that? do close friends do this? i don't think so.

the thought of the person who loved me so much watching us made me feel bad.