what happened last night made me feel extremely guilty, as if what i did was a crime.

i tried to ignore hyunjin all day, but he caught on too quickly.

trying to sneak away into the bathroom, hyunjin found me, grabbing onto my baggy sleeve.

"you can't hide from me forever, you know." he chuckled, his smile so bright. "did last night even mean anything to you?"

the answer to that question was nowhere to be found.

"i... i don't know. hyunjin, i really don't know." i could barely look into his eyes, knowing that he was disappointed with my response. "i'm really sorry. i want to like you so bad, but i don't know what i'm supposed to do."

i started to cry.