i still wasn't ready to see jisung go. i blamed myself over and over in my head for not loving him.

he pulled me into a tight hug, running a hand through my dark hair. "everything is going to be okay, i promise. you might even feel relieved that i won't be there to hurt you anymore."

those words hit me so hard. it felt as if someone stabbed me in the heart over and over again.

i didn't know it then, but i was going to miss having jisung pick on me.