I really want to draw a picture of someone throwing up blood but I haven't been able to find my paper and clipboard for about three months

I have no way to visually vent.
I want to cut something..
Not myself though, I'm trying to stop that.
This has no meaning to you, I'm sure
But eeeeehn

I wish people liked me..
Not in a friend sense, I mean more.
Except not, because I'm terrible with other people.
I'd be a burden.
I guess writing this would be a way to vent, so I guess you don't have to take this seriously.
It's just a way for me to throw away all of the bad feelings I have bottled up inside without messing up my life.
Well, I guess it's already messed up..
I'm just going to go now.