I HATE HIM (MY FIRST LOVE)

I hate him when he moved to my neighborhood

I hate him when he saw me, he smiled, which made me embarrassed

I hate him when he helped when I have trouble with bad kids

I hate him when he decided to get in the same school with me

I hate him when he took me to school every morning by his grandpa's blue old bike

I hate him when he helped me with my difficult homework

I hate him when he always got lunch for me

I hate him when he made me like him to be crazy

I hate him when he said that he really likes her, the girl I don't like

I hate him when he forgave me even though I did bad things to his first love, finally they broke up

I hate him when he behaved to me as usual after all

I hate him when he got in the best school in town with the highest score

I hate him when he told me to keep fighting to get a seat in his school the next year

I hate him when he discovered a perfect field with many kind of flowers and took me there

I hate him when he made me an ugly kite to fly it

I hate him when I saw he sleeping in the flower field, I felt something happens to my heart

I hate him when he let me name the field 'The Chocolate'

I hate him when he said he has something to talk to me that afternoon

I hate him when his bike had trouble

I hate him when he couldn't evade that crazy car just because of his f8cking transport

I hate him when he didn't come to 'The Chocolate' like his promise

I hate him when he let me wait for him until late

I hate him when I heard he had an horrible accident

I hate him when he be in the uncured condition

I hate him when he tried hard to say that he loves me very much

I hate him when he didn't make it that night

I hate him when I can't help myselfe staying in the room and stop crying

I hate him when I was not brave enough to go to his funeral

I hate him when his mother came to see me and gave me a letter

I hate him when I knew that was his last words for me

I hate him when I couldn't read the letter fully and still can't stop weeping

I hate him when I broke his first love, he wasn't angry because he didn't like that girl at all

I hate him when he said he had done it because he wanted to see me jealous

I hate him when he said that afternoon he had wanted to ask me to be his girl, his only girl

I hate him when he said I drove him wild

I hate him when he ordered me to forget him

I hate him when he said I shouldn't waste my love for him anymore

I hate him when I can't stand front of him and hit him for his stupid letter

I hate him when I can't tell him the reason why I name it 'The Chocolate' because I hoped our love would be sweet just like Chocolate

I hate him when I eat chocolate, I couldn't feel its sweet, instead I feel it much bitter

I hate him when I can't tell him that he is my first and only love in my entire life

I hate him when I can't tell him that I hate him very much, as much as his love for me.

9 years 1 month 27 days 45 minutes 3 seconds pasts, I still remember all about him and he spends his love for someone else in another life.

Based on the story of my life.

Thanks for reading <3

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Linheli