Chapter 37: Buh-Bye BTS
---JENNIE'S POV---
I ran to the bathroom and quickly peed. The feeling. It's there again. But this time, more relaxed.
I left the bathroom and walked back to the practice room. It's dark and I keep on imagining ghosts. I keep my eyes straight and forced not to look around. I passed the Bangtan room and I heard some music. Is a ghost playing it? Did Rap Monster oppa left the music turned on? No. After I took a shower and came here, no music was playing.
But it could be Jimin oppa.
I opened the door. It was really Jimin oppa. Thank god it's not a ghost. The song "I need a girl" by Taeyang sunbaenim. He stopped when I walked in. He shut everything and hid his face.
"Oppa! Were you practicing your singing?" I jumped on him and played around.
For a moment, I realized that I'm not sleepy anymore. After the party, I'm hype with those candies.
"Maybe.. Jennie! Go back to the practice room and sleep!" He pushed me.
"I don't want to," I said, "Everybody say N.O." I did the hand movement of that song's dance and sang.
He laughed and let me stay.
"I need a girl?" I looked on his phone, "Oppa.. Who else do you need besides ARMYs?" I joked.
He smiled, "A girl. Duh~"he joked back. "Just kidding. Just kidding. I love my ARMYs. I'm just practicing this song,"
"Why?" I asked right away. Making him startled.
"Because.. I need to practice my voice," he answered.
"Why?"
"Because.. I want to,"
"Why?"
"Why you keep asking the same question?"
"Why at night?"
"To be exact, it's in the morning. 2:46."
"Why now?"
"Because I don't think my voice is good enough,"
"Why?"
"Because I don't get much part in the songs. All I sing is the high notes and not much lines like Jungkook,"
I smiled. "You finally say it all out,"
"Huh?"
"I knew you had these thoughts before. You always teach me how to sing and tried to sing along with me," I told him.
"Well.." He looked in his phone.
"Well.. I think you're a good singer already. You debuted and fans loved your voice," I told him, "So do I,"
"No.. Mostly because of my abs and dancing skills. My singing were.. Just somewhere around it," he chuckled.
"I love your voice. It's really cute," I joked.
"Well cute is not good enough. I want it to be manly,"
"But you're a vocalist. The high notes is what you're in charged of. It would sound weird if you sing the high notes with a deep and husky voice like V oppa's." I said.
"That's why I wish my voice to be like Jungkookie," he said, "His voice is in the middle. Not too deep and not to high. He can sing good too." He said and sighed, "I'm jealous of how Jungkook and you are so young and your voices are so good."
"MY voice? Oppa it's not as good as yours," I honestly said.
"But you have a strong voice---"
"Blah blah! You're still the best. You're still my role model in singing. Now stop talking and start singing!" I shut him.
How can he thinks like that? Jimin oppa is only a year older than Jungkook and I. And yes! Jimin oppa is my role model. Before debut, he wasn't chubby but only his face was. He was handsome and cute to me. After debut, he got abs and a lot hotter. I learned everything from him and did the same thing he did just to be as great as he is.
"You're not letting me talk," Jimin oppa whined.
"What's the point of saying negative things about yourself when it won't change a thing and won't help at all? Say positive things and those might help you with little strength." My preach to him.
He smiled, "Okay. I'll sing for you,"
"Yay!" I clapped.
He resets the song in his phone. He starts in the chorus part and won't look at my eyes.
JIMIN: Girl, I need a girl
Pretty no matter why she does
A pretty body too
Girl, I need a girl
Baby I need you
Girl, you need me too
A kind of girl who looks better in jeans than in skirt
A girl who will eat the kimchi rice that I made
A girl who looks young even though she's old
I like that kind if girl
A girl who is shy
He looked up at me. We both smiled and had the same thought. In the song, Taeyang sunbaenim would finger walk from the girl's (Dara from 2NE1) thigh up to her chest. She would stop his fingers from going higher.
He stopped singing and we both laughed. No words just laugh.
"Oh my god!" I laughed. We both laugh and couldn't say anything.
"Okay!!" He suddenly got up, "I'm gonna be more bold now,"
"Haha, what do you mean?" I asked.
He replayed the song to the chorus part.
Girl, I need a girl
He danced to it. The same way Taeyang sunbaenim danced.
Pretty no matter what she does
A pretty body too
He drew an S on me and I laughed,
Girl, I need a girl
Baby I need you
Girl, you need me too
A kind of girl who looks better in jeans than in skirt
A girl who will eat the kimchi rice that I made
He grabbed my hand and pulled me up. I was being the girl and he continued to sing.
Holding hands with Jimin oppa: Check.
A girl who looks young even though she's old
I like that kind if girl
A girl who is shy
He finger walked on my body and I stopped him right at my chest. My hand flew across his face. He spins his body a full round and stared at me gasping. I laughed. My hand didn't really touched his face. It was an air slap. He reacted to it nice though.
But knows how to be bold
Always pretend to be careful of her behavior
But when you're with her
He put his hand on my shoulder and acts like a playful guys. I pushed it out of the way and walked away drom him.
"Y'all know what I'm talking about, Hey!" he said in English. He failed his english so badly but it sounded so cute.
JIMIN: Girl, I need a girl
Pretty no matter why she does
A pretty body too
Girl, I need a girl
ME: I like that kind of boy
I changed the lyrics from girl to boy
La la la~
Looks are not an issue
But a cute guy who has style
"That's you!" Jimin oppa commented while I was rapping G-dragon sunbaenim's part. I laughed at him.
Even though our hobbies are different, our taste is the same
A boy that I can relate to when we watch a movies or listen to movie
JIMIN: Yes! I love girls
Girls I do adore
In front of people, she has principles as she plays
In front of me, "Aing I don't know"
A voice that wakes me up in the morning
ME: Morning Kiss
Jimin: I wanna start the day
I lean on my knees at night
Listening to your lullaby, I want to dream of you
ME: Make my heart race again
JIMIN: Make me able to write sweet songs again
You know
I don't need no more
It's not like that
You're the person I want to give my heart to
Girl~---
The song suddenly stopped. Error? I laughed and sat down on the couch. He ran to the phone and grabbed it.
"Aish.. Internet connection,"
I laughed, "Oppa! You sang really good! Better than Jungkookie!!"
"I still need practices,"
I laughed, "It's time to sleep. The phone stopped for a reason," I said.
"I thought you said you don't want to sleep so you can spend time with us!" He smirked at me. I stared at him with a straight face. He sighed, "Alright. Let's go,"
We headed back to the practice room. I grabbed his shirt and keep an eye around me.
"You're scared?" He asked.
I nodded, "Of ghosts."
He laughed, "There are no such things as ghosts.." He looked around, "I think," he pulled my hand away from his shirt. I quickly grabbed his shirt again.
"But there are dead souls. Souls that wanted revenge." I said, "I remember, before, my group of friends and I used to rent this room as a practice room. We heard from the neighbors that there was a couple died in that room. It was caused by a fire. Everything burnt down except their wedding rings and their pictures,"
He stopped walking and stared at me, "Yo-you're making me scared now..." He looked around then grabbed my hand. He grabbed it tight and continued to rub it. "I hope there is no ghosts in the building,"
I laughed, "But I believe ghosts are nice too. If you don't mess with them, they won't kill you. They're like bees. We're scared of them when they show up but they won't mess with you if you don't mess with them," I smiled at him so he can stop worrying.
"True.. But they're still scary," he said.
He stopped squeezing my hand and held it more comfortable, "Let's go?" He leads the way. Holding hands and walk like this, I feel like his girlfriend. No.. I'm his sister.
Yeah, ghosts are like bees. You know what else is like bees? To me, its love. When it comes to you and you see it, your heart beats faster because of fierce, excitement, and worries. Everyday, every night I think about my heart for Mark oppa. Bees are just the right definition for my feelings. I get scared and worried when I see Mark oppa. Like ghosts, the HD picture of Mark oppa appears in my head and my heart would run faster.
Sad loves are like bees too. If you ignore it, it won't hurt you. You know that hitting the bees, the bees will hurt you but you still do it because you want to hit it. There is that one second where you decide to hit it or not, but no matter how much your brain or anyone tell you to not hit it, you would still hit the bee because you can't control your actions.
My love for Mark oppa is like that. I hit the bee when I know the bee doesn't want to be hit. But it came to me! I didn't know that the bee would shot me. It's my first time seeing a bee! Time passes and I learned.. "Let's not hit the bees anymore. Like before,"
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"Jennie, ready?" Jungkook asked me.
Sunday morning, 9:13. After BTS and I had our last run in the morning, the guy came. Kim Ji Wook and Jokwon oppa.
BTS oppas and I showed the guys my dancing first. We'll dance to their song, "We are bulletproof". I am Kookie. Who will do the hat tricks solo later.
"Yeah," I replied.
Jungkook clicked on the song and it came one.
WHAT!
RM: Give it to ne
WHAT!
RM: Be nervous
WHAT!
RM: The one to end it all
(What) We are bulletproof.
We are bulletproof.
Bulletproof
Kookie(Me): The name is Jungkook.
My scale is nationwide
I pulled all-nighters at practice room instead of school, dancing and singing
When you guys partied, I gave up sleep for my dreams
The song ended after I did the hat tricks. I thought I wouldn't be able to catch the hat but I did. I finished off the rest and ended the song with the BTS oppa.
"Woot!!"
"Nice job," Kim Ji Wook clapped. He wrote down few stuff on his paper and looked up on me. "Anymore dancing you'd like to show?"
"Eh.. What??" I'm confused.
"Dance," he repeated, "The dance you showed me just now is like.. a cover. Of BTS's We are Bulletproof. I have to say your feel and moves in the dance is very accurate and clean but.. dancing like that, is a cover."
He is very straightforward which really scares me.
"I want to see what you learned. You know and I know well that when you have dancing lessons, it's not only to cover songs. You learned the basic of dancing and knows how to move when there's music playing. I want to see that," he stated.
I looked around and started getting nervous.
"Turn on a song." He said loudly, "Jennie, dance how ever you feel like," he told me.
A random song came up. I don't know this song at all. It's only the beats that's playing. I looked around and everyone stared at me. It's giving me pressure and I can't dance freely as I can alone.
This reminded me of a time long before. My one chance to show Park Jin Young that I can sing. Everyone looked at me and it was very pressuring. I blew off that chance to show him and now I am here.
Wait.
If I blew off this chance, I could stay with BTS! ..Should I dance? Or not? BTS or my friends?
I closed my eyes to ignored the looks. As I closed it, the music and beats sounds more clear in my head. I got used to the beats and my foot tapped.
Friends it is.
I showed of everything that I can. Pop, lock, robotic, and hip hop. I ignored the looks and their thoughts. My hands and feet moved in the rhythm of the beats. It's like I've heard this song before. I know what's the next beat. My dancing had no sexiness to it. The backup dancers said I should learn more of being sexy. Why? Because I'm a girl. I hang out with boys too much, mostly the Bangtan Boys. I have no feminine in me. I tried to do a little of being sexy but I know I failed it. But I gotta say, it feels great to dance. I did what I felt like and didn't bother to do sexy.
Everyone clapped for me. I thanked them and quickly looked at Kim Ji Wook. He was smiling. It really relieved my heart.
"Good," he smiled. "Dancing?" He smirked at me, "Pass. The grade is Excellent."
We went over with the singing and rapping. I passed all of them. The grade for my singing is Excellent. For my rapping, I suck at it but I still got an OK. Today was more tiring than all the other days. It was more tense and nerve wrecking. But, throughout the whole thing, BTS were there for me. Instead of resting at home on Sunday, they're here and supported me all the way. I've never felt so much support ever since. Not ever since but.. I never had such support. From my friends, maybe a little but.. they never been there for me when I needed it. These past 4 months, the hardships I've been through, my friends were never there. Only the BTS oppas were there for me.
"You're really good Jennie," Jokwon oppa patted me. I smiled at him.
"Yes, yes you are." The guy asked, "Are you ready to come back to JYP?" Kim Ji Wook asked.
I dropped my smile and looked at the Bangtan boys. Rap Monster oppa and Jin oppa gave me a smile that's very couraging. We stared for a long time in the practice room. I had my back pack ready. Suga oppa's shirt I was still wearing. Our hat that I was still wearing and my heart is still in this practice room.
"No.." I said, "But I guess I have to." I smiled.
I quickly covered my face when I felt the heat.
"Jennie!!" V oppa yelled and ran to me. I felt his big hug and I hid in his arm. Everyone came and hug me. Group hugs these days are so tight and emotional. I can't keep it.
"Jenn," Rap monster oppa called me.
I wiped my face and patted my cheeks, "Yeah..?"
"Here," he grabbed my hand and opened my palm.
Holding hands with Rap Monster oppa: Check.
He took out a bracelet from his pocket and put it in my hand. I looked at it. Black with chrome harts on it. In the middle, the word "RAP" was on it in silver.
"One day, I want to hear you rap," he said, "Suga hyung, J-hope hyung and I worked hard and had fun teaching you about rapping and making music. We hope that one day, our teachings would be paid off." Rap Monster oppa said.
My eyes burnt, "Okay.. I'll show you guys one day that I could rap," I went in and hugged him.
I am not a hugging person at all. But for today, just one day, I want to hug my Bangtan Boys.
"You better write a song for us to hear if you ever debut!" Suga oppa warned me, "Or else, I will find you and I will teach you a lesson!" He laughed.
I laughed along, "Okay oppa."
He opened his arm and I went inside his arms. I hugged each and everyone of them. Jimin oppa hugged me for a long time. He won't let me go. His face buried on my shoulder. I was happy that I treasured last night's moment with him (Author: Well this sounded wrong..). Next was Jungkook. He hugged me real long and tight. Tighter than Jimin oppa.
"Kookie.." I tried to talk.
He didn't reply so I patted his back. I tiptoed with my short height to hug him.
"Kookie," I repeated, "Air please!" I yelled. He quickly let go and we laughed.
"Let's go Jennie," Jokwon oppa said, "You can meet them later," he said.
I walked to him to the the door.
"Don't worry, when ever I go see them, I'll bring you along," Jokwon oppa whispered to me, "Or if you want, I can bring them to you!" He smiled.
I laughed nervously, "Okay..." I didn't wanted to lift my foot and stayed in the practice room.
"Bye JENNIE!" They yelled.
"Buh-Bye!!" V oppa tried to act happy and cute. Well.. for cute, he doesn't have to act.
I chuckled, "Bye!" I waved at them.
"We'll see you one day on the bug stage!!" Suga oppa yelled.
I smiled and turned around.
"Jennie, we'll be visiting your family and get their approval first. That means you can go home for tonight. We'll get their permission for you, you can go get your clothes and the training with the others can start on Monday or Tuesday. Probably the next day," Kim Ji Wook told me.
"Okay," I said flatly as we're about to leave, "Wait! We're going back to my house!?" I suddenly yelled and stopped.
"Yes, to get your parents permission and to tell them about the transferring," he explained.
"Really!?" I started smiling.
"Wha..? Why?" Jokwon oppa looked confused at me.
"KOOKIE!" I yelled his name and waved him over.
He ran over to me and he looked confused. I smiled at him and grabbed his hand. This is not a pass by the way right? About the holding hands with Jungkook? Haha. This is not a pass because I was the one grabbing his hand.
"Jungkook's dad works in my parents' restaurant! Can he come with us?" I asked.
"What?! His dad works in your parents' restaurant?!" Jokwon oppa surprised.
Jungkook and I laughed. "Yeah, his dad and my dad are good friends. Mr.Jeon is helping my dad with his restaurant!" I explained, "We're going back to my house so can he come with me and accompany me!?" I asked desperately.
Jokwon oppa and Kim Ji Wook looked at each other. I held Jungkook's hand tightly and hoped for a yes.
---JUNGKOOK'S POV---
I froze in place but very happy inside. She grabs my hand really tight. She releases the strength then grabbed it tightly then repeats. It's making me heart rushing. She grabbed my hand! I can't think straight now.
"I guess.. Sure?" Jokwon hyung said slowly.
"I mean.. If he doesn't cause trouble," Kim Ji Wook-nim said.
"YES!!" She jumped up and down.
I can hear the BTS hyungs in the back getting happy.
"Ya Jungkookie!" J-hope hyung whisper called my name, "Go! You'll regret if you don't!" I laughed.
"Ask mrs.Madden to make us some of her cookings too!" Jimin hyung yelled.
"Get me her food recipe!" Jin hyung said.
I laughed louder and couldn't stop myself, "Okay HYUNGS!"
"Uh.. Jungkook, it's Jungkook right?" Ji Wook nim asked.
I nodded, "Yea,"
"I'm fine with the request. I just don't know about you or the Bangtan Boys. Is it fine for you to come?" He asked.
"Yes! He is fine! Because I said so!!" Jennie hyped up.
"Yes! Our Jungkookie is coming!!" Rap Monster hyung yelled, "We don't need Jungkook's approval for things like this!"
I laughed.
"We're his hyungs, we tell him to go or not," Jin hyung said.
"And the answer is he is going," Jimin hyung ended.
"Don't forget to get us food!" V hyung yelled.
"Ya! You guys are noisy!" Suga hyung yelled. He walked to me and whispered in my ear, "Tell her to give us meat," he patted my back.
I laughed him and at their team work of sending me off.
"Okay Jungkook-ssi, you can come with us," Ji Wook nim nodded and smiled at me. He headed out with Jokwon hyung.
"YES!!" Jennie jumped excitedly. She jumped at me and wrapped her arms around my neck. Her short self had to tip toe to be able to hug me. "Yes Kookie! More time to spend with you!!" she screamed in my ear happily.
My heart fluttered and I don't know what to do. Mostly with my hand. I tightened them and doesn't know what to do.
"Uhhmm" Jin hyung startled.
Suga hyung fake coughed as they all smiled at me, "We'll pack up now.. See you at the dorm Jungkook," he smirked as they all entered the little room in our practice room.
I stopped squeezing my fist. Now that it's only me and her here, I feel more comfortable. I brought my hands up and hugged her back. My face buried in her shoulder and smelled the scent of her hair. The scent that makes me wanted to fall asleep in. My hands wrapped around her waist tightly like a handbag. I don't want her to go at all. At this moment, I thought of our song "Just One Day". I'm happy at this moment. But the way she is hugging me and pats my back is...
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"Jungkookie-ah, it's going to be your first time in JYP right?" Jokwon hyung asked me. He sat in the front seat with Ji Wook nim who is driving.
"Yea hyung," I answered.
I sat in the back with Jennie. She keeps on looking at the bracelet Rap Mon hyung gave her. It was actually a nice bracelet, for a guy. Rap Monster hyung ask someone to make it for him long time ago. He has another one with the word "Monster" which he wears it the most. It's in a different style and more skulls.
"Kookie," Jennie poked my arm, "Is training as a trainee hard?"
"Yea, it's the same as you've been doing all these times," I said.
"Actually," Ji Wook nim cut in, "It's actually easier than how you've been training all these time,"
"Eh?" Jennie sounded confused, "I thought it's going to be harder. I remembered JYP said my friends' training is very extreme because they had a fan base already,"
What!? A fan base? They're not even debuted yet. They only trained for about 4-5 months.
"Yea they are on an extreme training. It's harder than other trainees' training but yours... yours is like.." Ji Wook nim keeps on thinking.
"..:A combination of an extreme training and the daily life of an idol.." Jokwon hyung said.
"..When they're preparing for a comeback..." Ji Wook nim added.
"Yea! Something like that," Jokwon hyung agreed with him.
"Really? Serious?" She widened her eyes.
"Yeah!" Ji Wook nim said in a high pitch, "I saw your training the other days and it is tough. You got many classes crushed together and you really focused on each of the advices that were given. Grading from you 4 months ago, your skills increased a lot,"
"I remember 4 months ago, your skill grades were terrible, terrible, bad, there's even awful!! And zero, impossible and untrainable," Jokwon hyung said.
I dropped my jaw when he said that without worrying if Jennie is hurt by it or not. I turned and looked at Jennie. She was smiling brightly. I thought she would be sad about it. Her smile was saying "I know." Is she hiding her sadness?
Ji Wook nim hit his arm and made a signal.
"B-but now, you're like so amazing!" Jokwon hyung realized, "You're excellent and unbelievable! You learned really quick in those 4 months!" He turned around and gave her a thumb up.
Jennie happily smiled back, "Thank you oppa!" She replied.
I stared at her and looked closely at her expression. She turned her head and looked right at my eyes. I startled and started coughing because she surprised me.
"Uh.. Yea?" I asked. Wow.. That was awkward. I was stupid for saying that. I looked back at her and she looked at me with big eyes. The curious cat eyes. More like puppies. They're big and innocent. Sparkles and naive.
".. Nothing.." She scratched her head and looked away. She shot the glares right back at me and I stared at her.I was inmersed in her warm eyes.
We had a long stare. She keeps on blinking her eyes and making faces. Soon, we talked with our eyes.
Me: What?
Jennie: Well..
Me: What?
Jennie: Before..
Me: What about?
Jennie: Uhm.. Nothing... HEEHEE!
She smiled at me with a smile that looks like V hyung. I chuckled to myself. I rolled my eyes and shook my head.
Me: Dummy.
Jennie: WHAT!?
She glared at me with an angry face. When she's mad, she pouts her bottom lips which makes me laugh at me.
Me: Nothing.
I smiled. She sighed and bit her lip, looking straight at my eyes.
Jennie: I'm watching you!
I smiled then laughed.
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Yay! Is it long?
I wrote the scary ghost story at night.. when my room is all dark. I was going to make it more scary but when I got scared so I made it simple.
BTS's second teaser came out! It's HAWT! Why was there carts glowing fire in the back??
REAL GOT7 ep 2 is OUT! Yay!
Got7 is back!! and so will they on the next chapter! It's going to be Awesome next CHAPT!
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