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There are about 4-5 people who read this book, comment and vote for this, and even really close to me. It feels like there are only 5 readers but I sometimes surprised that the view on the chapter is 20+

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---JENNIE'S POV---

We woke up at 5:30 today. That half of an hour if for us to wash our faces and take a shower. Get Kevin oppa out of the restaurant before my parents see him as my friend who got beaten up. Nelson oppa, Arbona unni and I ate breakfast and I asked an extra one for my stomach, mostly for Kevin oppa's stomach. The plan went peacefully.

We headed to the school's running field instead of the park. Semra unni, Luis oppa, Syarra and Aiden oppa were there. They were there before us to run around the school. My mouth dropped when they said they ran about 2 rounds already.

I can't even run a yard. This is gonna be tough. This is why when I run, I listen to Got7 oppas' music. It motivates me especially on Mark oppa's part. I ran about a lap of the whole area while the others ran as twice as me.

Nelson oppa, Luis oppa and Aiden oppa tried to do push up but they really suck since they just started. Because Kevin oppa's arm is hurt, he runs more than us. Arbona unni, Semra unni and Syarra did some difficult stretching because they were told they needed to me more flexible since they're girls. And because I am fat. I only and jump rope the whole hour. Stretching... Can wait for later.

After all that, we ran a lap together. I was the slowest one but I was be able to finish the lap without stopping because they all ran side by side with me until the end.

Now is basketball time, Kevin oppa and I were out of the game. I suck at sports. Kevin oppa's arm hurts when he lifts his muscles. We stayed out the field and watch them play. The team is Arbona unni, Luis oppa, and Syarra against Nelson oppa, Aiden oppa and Semra. They teams are even. They both have Luis oppa and Semra unni who are the worst in playing basket. Those two are the couple that have a lot in common.

I watch them played while jump roping. My body is sweating because of the big thick jacket. Nelson oppa said wear thick jackets will help the sweat come out more.

"Haha, Luis sucks, this is why he's in the girls' team," Kevin oppa laughed at them. He was sitting on the floor eating the sandwich my mom made for me, "Hey you know something?" He asked me.

"No what?" I exhaustedly said how jumping rope.

"Exactly you know nothing," he joked.

I became speechless and tripped over the rope, "Did they beat you up too hard?" I asked him. He laughed. "Or did they didn't get to beat you up hard enough to get your sense back? You need help?" I asked him with a straight face.

He pouted and continued eating. After he finished eating, he starts to do more work out stuff. He runs in place with his knees up high and had a jump rope competition with me. Even though his arm hurts on the way, he still wins because I'm new at things like this.

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I dragged myself into Science class. My feet hurts so much and my heart wont stop beating hard. So hard it's making me tired and breathless. I came in the class and dropped my stuff on the table. My head went into my arm and my eyes shut.

"Jennie? You're sleeping?" Yugyeom's voice ask me.

I forced to pull my head up and tried to open my eyes, "I'm... Not..." I rubbed my eyes and sniffed, "Sleeping." I nodded and smiled at them.

Yugyeom and Bambam appeared in front of my eyes with smiles that brightens my day.

"Good morning?" Bambam joked and laughed. I laughed along.

"Good morning," I relieved.

"Why are you so tired? Usually you're really energetic," Yugyeom sat down in front of me. Bambam came next to me and sat down.

"I woke up 5:30 today..."

"Woah! That early? Why?" Bambam asked.

"I. Am determined. To lose weight." I looked at them with determined eyes.

"Really?" Bambam stared at me as if it was impossible.

"How?" Yugyeom asked.

"I'll go on a diet, jump rope and exercise a lot... I don't know what else... That's it." I scratched my head.

"Jennie, you should follow what the others are doing too. What ever thy were told to do, you should do the same. If they drink the herbal medicine, drink it too. If they play basketball, join in with them," Bambam explained.

"Yeah Jennie, not only to become skinny, you need to be fit too. And get a little taller, you're a little short," Yugyeom measured my imaginary self up to his stomach. I slapped him on his arm immediately. He screamed a little and rubbed it. His face still smiles through the pain.

"Maybe I do..." I looked back at my self.

"You do... You're like up to my chest," Bambam measure me.

"True...." I sadden.

"Why you wanted to do it all the sudden?" Yugyeom asked while getting out his stuff.

"I.. Wanted to be like you guys. I'm joining my group and become a member," I said.

They all stopped and stared at me. "Really??"

I nodded.

"Wow! Jennie, I believe you can do it!" Bambam did a fighting cheer pose for me.

"Thank you! I will work hard." I said.

"Yeah.. You have to work even extra hard because you won't have time to learn singing, dancing or the others while your busy loosing weight," Yugyeom said.

"Yeah... I heard Aiden hyung and the others are on an extreme training. They're in the practice room almost the whole day," Bambam said.

"Really? How you know?" I asked back.

"2pm hyungs told me," he answered, "Taecyeon hyung said they spent a lot of time in the practice room. They barely get to meet each other to greet,"

I raised my eye brows, "Really? It's probably because it's their first day," I said.

"Their first day is really tough. On our first day as trainees, we did simple stuff and later we practice harder. If their first day is already hard, later it's probably gonna be harder and harder." Yugyeom nodded.

I suddenly got scared and worried for them. We're really in an extreme training...

"Class, take out your book and turn to page 274," The class started.

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"What!?" JYP surprised. He walked towards Kevin oppa and touched his arm.

"Ah!" He yelled a little.

JYP sighed. "Can you dance? Can you move your arm?"

Kevin oppa tried to lift up his arm. He shook his head.

JYP sighed again, "Uhm... Alright. That would take about a week or two to be recovered. So in those two weeks, all of you won't be practicing dancing. Instead, take vocal and rapping lessons in those two weeks. Seyoung? Change that in their schedule and tell the teachers that," he ordered.

"Yes sir,"

"I still want you all to continue working out and exercise though. Nothing is changed except your vocal and rapping classes with the dancing class. Everyday, you still would have 1 hour and a half to practice your dancing. Kevin, if you can't dance with your hands while the others are practicing, dance with your feet." He gave an advice to Kevin oppa.

"Yes," Kevin oppa answered.

"Alright, go to your vocal lesson now," he said.

"Uhm..." Semra unni hesitated, "We have something to ask..."

"What is it?" JYP asked.

"Can I.." I stuttered, "I was wondering.. Can I be a member in the group?" I finally said it. Im so scared right now. I don't know what's going to happen next.

"You said you wanted to what?" He asked. I don't think he heard me since I said it so low.

"We wanted her to be a member of our group." Syarra said it again but louder for me.

"A member?" He asked.

"Not with a look like that, Jennie," Seyoung unni said.

"I know," I replied, "I know I'm fat and ugly!... But I wanted to do this with them.. I wanted to sing and dance with them. I'll work hard on practicing those and be on a strict diet. Please!?!" I shouted, "I need to be in this. I need this," My voice trembled as my eyes starts to burn. Why am I like that?

JYP didn't answer, "Those, I believe you can achieve those,"

I started getting hope.

"I believe with strict diet, you can become skinnier and prettier,"

I stated at him. Is this a yes?

"But can you sing?" He asked, "No matter how much you practice with singing, the most important thing is do you have the voice or not,"

I dropped my heart. He shut my mouth with that one question.

"Yes!" Nelson oppa yelled, "She could sing! She can sing really good and I think she has a very strong voice," Nelson oppa said for me.

I can't think straight now. My mind is blank.

"Oh really?" JYP smiled, "Show me. Let me hear you sing. If it's good enough, I might think about it,"

Semra unni gasped, "Jennie! Do it!"

I could only look at her. My eyes were telling her I can't. I don't know what song. I don't have the courage.

"Jennie! Sing the song we sang yesterday! The song all of me!" Kevin oppa shook me.

I can't even open my mouth. How can I sing? My mind is blank now.

"You guys think she could sing?" Seyoung unni asked.

"Of course! Better than all of us!" Nelson oppa responded.

"Here, I'll start. Join in when you want to," Arbona unni said. She started the song. I watched her. My inside is pushing the sound out of my mouth. But why won't the sound come out?

She got about the end. She looked troubled. I know that last part is very hard. It's too high for her to sing. She has no more breath now.

Come on Jennie! Sing! Why isn't it coming out!?!? I feel like crying.. This is my only chance. Why can't I get the courage to sing?

"Jennie," JYP sighed after the song ended, "I'm sorry.. But I can't accept your request."

I expected this. I looked the the others and they're all raging inside. I know they're disappointed at me. Even I am disappointed in myself.

"I believe in these guys' words that you can sing, but I wanted to hear how well you can," he explained for me, "Everybody could sing. But very few can sing good. How about this? Every end of the month, theres an evaluation for everyone in the company. Be prepared and when ever you feel like, show me what you got,"

I nodded slowly.

He smiled at me, "Work hard! I trust you," he pat my shoulder, "You guys can leave now,"

We bowed and thanked him. We left the office and closed the door.

"Jennie!!" Aiden oppa yelled, "Why didn't you sing just then? That was like your only chance to get accepted!" He raged.

"I'-- sorry.." I tried to say.

"Well now you start to speak up," Arbona unni said. She started coughing and rubbed her throat, "Dam, my throat.." She suffered.

I quickly got a water bottle out of my book bag and gave it to her. She drank a lot of it and cleared her throat.

"It's ok Jennie, you still have another chance," Syarra patted my back and hugged me.

"What chance? The evaluation thing at the end of the month?" Nelson oppa asked.

"Yeah.. Oh! Oh! Oh! We have vocal lesson next right!?!" Semra unni suddenly hyped up.

"Yeah why," Luia oppa said.

"What ever we learn today.. Lets use it and teach Jennie again. She can practice those at home," Semra unni said.

"Ye.. That's smart," Luis oppa praised her.

"Yeah!! I thought you're really dumb!!" Kevin oppa praised along. Semra unni quickly kicked his knees. "Ow!! I can't dance already!!"

"Good, go get some rest," Semra unni fought back.

"But's that's gonna be hard. We don't have time to do that.. Once we leave the company we have to get ready to sleep at home.." Syarra said.

"Nelson, Ae Na and I sleep in Jennie's house. We can teacher her..." Kevin nodded.

"Ah... That's good,"

"You guys slept with Jennie?" Luis oppa asked.

"Not like that!" Arbona unni quickly denied, "Luis! Stop thinking dirty!" She yelled at him. He laughed.

"Alright let's go, we have vocal class, rap class and dance class to go to. Get going," Aiden oppa said. "Jennie ah," he came to me, "We're waiting for you," he smiled at me.

Such a burden smile.

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I went back to my house after one of Got7's schedule.

I think I'm working hard now. When we're waiting, I asked Youngjae oppa how to sing. Of course I told all of the other oppas about my goal, even Mark oppa. But I never said the reason why. Youngjae oppa said I have to know when to breath when singing. He also said that if I learn, I might could sing.

"Jennie!!" Someone called me.

I looked up. Right in front of my parents' restaurant is.. Jungkook.

"Jungkook?" I asked.

He tucked his hand in his pocket and the other out to wave at me. "Hurry!!" He yelled.

I used this time to run. I should run more. I ran to him and stopped, all exhausted.

"Jun--jung kook... What are you doing here?" I asked him.

He smiled at me. I love how his smile is so natural and innocent. But i hate how his smile is prettier than mine.

"Me?" He asked back, he smiled brighter, "What do you mean why am I here? I'm here to see you," he poked my forehead, "I'm here because I miss you,"