EVERY MORNING
I REMEMBER YOU,
EVERY NOON EVERY NIGHT I WILL PRAY FOR YOU
MY HEART SAYS THAT I LOVE YOU
AND MY SOUL WILL BURN ALWAYS FOR YOU
(Lyrics from a famous kannada song Gaminisu-mungaarumale2)

Damn this girl!

I being an undercover investigation officer couldn't solve this but this lady how did she even do this.

Currently I was sitting on the sands of the sea. Watching my Kush picking up the shells. It would be hard to make anyone believe that this girl who's crazily jumping with the waves had solved the most notorious case of the city.

Kush!!
She was the one who was with me always during my college days . Seriously without her I would be nothing right now. My life would be an happy fairy tale if not for that blunder in my life. Shit! I don't know why on earth I did that. I messed it all with my bare hands
It was a turning point to my life . Everyday would be another chance for me to meet Kushi and at the same point get disappointed because of her cold reaction. I literally had done all possible ways to talk to her. During those days I received a letter that I was selected as an undercover investigation agent. Right after my college had got over I had to leave for the training.  Infact looking at my dedication and respect towards my nation Kush had suggested that corporate jobs won't suit me.  Even though I had totally relocated in other city my mind would be always going back to her because her she was in my memory. To avoid this I started immersing myself in work, for my dedication I was the first youngest command in chief and all my cases were successfully solved.
Right when I thought I was kind of  moved on, there was this bomb blast in mycity and me being a native was an added advantage. Nobody not even my parents knew that I'm an investigator.  I thought of controlling myself yet I couldn't do that and I  went to meet Kush at her office itself.

There she was ,with her flying hair and melodious laughter filling up  my ears. Even though she was dressed up in a pencil skirt and a blazer , she had that undistinguished innocence within her. My angel hadn't even changed a bit.

But I don't know why even though she didn't reject me directly, she did text her friend and made her do it. Obviously I was a professional but I couldn't understand the reason behind her actions.

I wanted to confirm that there was nobody in her life. If then I would have definitely walked away from her. So I decided to stalk her by tracking her whereabouts and to my bad luck she was near the mall in which the bomb blast had happened. I don't know but the fear made me run leaving all the post investigation processes to meet her. That was when I realized I still had a chance but which was soon shattered into pieces.

Life had its own way of paying back and karma was definitely a bitch. Right when I had lost hopes on everything on Kushi ,on solving this bomb blast case, she again came back asking for her lost friend's address. Even  though she meant as a  boyfriend I bet he wouldn't have been more than a friend. But the best part was she agreed to get engaged to me.

I was a friend, who wanted to be a boyfriend but turned out to be a stranger and ended up being her fiancee.
Can my life be more complicated?

And now here I am sitting on the sand watching her making sand castles while looking after her bag and shoes. I wonder how did she even manage to fit my gun into her small shoes. And now i realize the why was my kiss for. I think she flicked my gun when I went for a shower this morning.

And the best part was I don't know if I'm going to end up as her husband or not.

One thing is for sure that even if she doesn't love me she cares for me because she shocked me on our engagement day by pushing a  platinum ring into my ring finger. She still remembers my love for platinum but the irony is I don't know if she remembers my love for her.

I would sound crazy but still I don't know.

Kushi isn't the person whom you can judge easily,
The one who saved me from ragging in college,
The one who made me realize my real passion,
The one who falls ill for excitement to attend prom,
The one whose heart was broken by me,
The strong girl who trashed me in front of the whole college,
The woman who was capable of giving cold stares that made my life a living hell
The child who played running race on her office stairs
The scared girl yet who convinced her colleague to stay strong,
The one who rejected me with tears in her eyes
The one who was torn between choosing love and self respect and curiosity who ended up choosing me.
I'm going nuts right now.

And most importantly
The one for whom my heart always belonged.

The one who was , is and who will be my everything.

I don't know, I  wish  I could freeze this moment or else she would disappear from tomorrow.

I was broken by my thoughts when she came and shook me holding all the seashells in her stole. She was so happy and carefree.  I literally would die everyday to look at this smile of hers.

"What happened?? are you crying?"
Her expression suddenly changed.
Khudko mein hason kaise ........

"No No No see I'm laughing" I told her smiling not before wiping away those tears.

An:

I'm listening to Roke_Na_Ruke_Naina now and time is 1:51 am while I'm typing this. I seriously don't know why I have tears in my eyes.
Maybe the worst part of love is loving a person whom you can never have.

Sorry for being all Mushy and shit.
And this chapter requires lots of editing to be done. Sorry for that!
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But wait let me give your daily dose of questions
How did she get to know that Shourya was an undercover officer?
How did even she  realize that this Vivaan was the terrorist?
Do you think Shourya should be given a chance?

What else are you expecting in the final chapter?

With loads of love,
dNovelFreak♥